Kamu itu, Anything Right-nya P.O.D
Pernah dalam suatu note di facebook, yang merupakan sosmed terbaik saat itu. kamu mengatakan 30 hal tentang aku. disitu salah satunya mengatakan bahwa “aku seperti Anything Right-nya P.OD”.
As the way u can tell, long long ago before u like this group music, i do loved them from the very start. i thought, u have a nice song for me. A song that could explain how was ur feeling towards me.
I never knew that it was a very very hard feeling u could tell through this song. bagaimana kamu yang merasa selalu inferior di dekatku, bagaimana kamu yang selalu merasa bahwa dimatamu aku selalu benar dan kamu selalu salah.
aku tidak pernah tahu bahwa seberat itu perasaan yang kau rasakan terhadapku, L. karena selama ini, aku hanyalah berharap yang terbaik untukmu. mencoba mendampingi dalam masa-masa tersulitmu saat itu. Aku cuma ingin jadi yang terbaik untukmu.
I never knew before that ur mental issue could tore u misserably into pieces. i really never knew it before. and i never knew that all i’ve done was painfull for you. but didnt you know?? i’ve hurted my self by hurting you,,, :(
Kini, setelah semua perjalanan cintaku dari sudut jawa hingga nusa tenggara, aku baru menyadari, betapa apa yang kuanggap benar bagiku untukmu saat itu benar-benar ternyata mampu membuatmu patah. bahkan membuatmu pasrah hingga berkali kali datang dan pergi meninggalkanku.
Aku kira kamu yang datang dan pergi sesuka hati, meninggalkan hatiku yang sepenuhnya hanya untukmu. Nyata-nyata nya, deep down inside, i was the one to blame for everypainful story u gave to me. Untuk segala hal yang menyakitkan darimu untukku, aku baru menyadari bahwa akulah yang paling berhak disalahkan.
So much to say so little time for me to explain the way I feel
You only see things the way you want to see them
It makes sense to you all these things you do
You got it all figured out while everyone is confused
How do you do it?
In your mind I'm just blind
You're right all of the time
If I think for myself, I guess I'm way out of line
I'm not who you are
I'm so sorry
I can't do anything right
You don't know me, stay out of my life
Kick me while I'm down, I want you to
I can't be like you
Don't want to be like you
No matter what I do it's never good enough
I give all that is me; still it's never enough
So, why try? I give up.
What does it feel like to be in your shoes
And walk over everyone like you do?
Tear me down again, I want you to.
You're lovely, so beautiful
You're perfect in every way.
Your interior rusted. I'm so disgusted.
Can't trust it. You're busted.
I can't do anything right
You don't know me, stay out of my life
Kick me while I'm down, I want you to
I can't be like you
Don't want to be like you