R.S.K

Heartfelt poetry. He/him. Eat me out of love. (No AI)

[cemetery-diaries]

I lie, lie, lie, lie, lie

im worsening as the days pass.

I am shattering

I am filled to the brim with an

anger

filled with a

sadness

filled with an

apathy.

Why cant I care?

Where is my heart?

My broken, shattered,

unrepairable heart?

I cannot feel human

when there is no humanity inside.

What do I do

when all i want to do is destroy

my very foundation?

When tears wont fix

the need to see people

suffer and at my mercy?

Ignore me

ignore me

ignore me

so i can be fueled

by my apathy.

So I can hate you

and feel righteous.

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you.

Watch the humanity

wither and die.

Just like you beg me to.

How do you like me now?

Now that Im a ghost?

-r.s.k

[cemetery-diaries]

Dont let me be

just a fleeting memory for you.

Let me dictate

the mood you will have.

Let me rattle and shake you

let my lips form your name

and as your heart beats

let me show you

what your love means to me.

Let me drink up your pleads

and your begs for more.

Ill tell you a secret

Those eyes that follow my every move

were made for me.

Give me a taste of what you need

and ill give you more of me.

Crave me

Love me

Need me to consume

so much of your mind

that by the time your eyes meet mine

i know you would want more.

-r.s.k

[cemetery-diaries]

My heart swells

and i wither and preen

under your glare.

Hate me a little more

because then that means

you feel something for me

at the very least

-r. s. k

[cemetery-diaries]

breathing you in

in

in

in

oh how beautiful you look now.

Im on my knees, begging

take my heart

i stained your hands but

am i pretty like this?

-r.s.k

[austin-friars]

Hello!! If the word poem thing is still open: goldenrod

[cemetery-diaries]

it feels like

I’m watching

the walls of my mind

close around me when

I’m just

sitting

in my

room

-r.s.k

[cemetery-diaries]

I want to scream.

The words are poison in my throat-

stinging

burning

aching in my chest.

The tears drain my soul

and as i bite my tongue to stop-

my once hallow chest begins to fill.

I want to scream

I want to scream

I want to breath

and yet as my lips part

i cant even whisper a word.

- r.s.k

[cemetery-diaries]

Temperatures drop.

Lights are bright.

Why isnt my heart

as warm

as when I was younger?

-R.S.K

[cemetery-diaries]

Reflected is me

who am i?

and why did i

think

i have the heart to live?

-r.s.k

[cemetery-diaries]

I rot inside

the way i decompose as day to day life

fills me more and more

with empty voids.

I rot in ways

most souls ache in fear to.

I rot because

the world rots around me

and i am to follow behind.

- r.s.k

[cemetery-diaries]

im torn. im weathered. im rotted. im rusted. im withered. im exhausted. how long until im known as human again?

-r.s.k

[cemetery-diaries]

Build me

Break me down

repair me

but i will never be whole.

Make me into whatever you want.

Fill me with your stars and your cosmos.

I will spill again and again

but i asked for it.

Thats what love is.

Right?

-r.s.k

[cemetery-diaries]

Drown in me.

Choke on me.

Swallow me whole

And as I wipe myself from the corner of your mouth

you will realize too late

that you have me on your lips

and you can never rid of me again

- r.s.k

[cemetery-diaries]

Its the color of love.

Spilled like my guts for you

and as you became covered

I gave you more and more.

Who said a little blood isnt romantic?

-r.s.k

[cemetery-diaries]

I have lived

thinking I was a pencil.

When can I be

the pen?

-r.s.k

[cemetery-diaries]

It was a normal day

a normal morning

a normal noon

a normal evening

but now that day

is gold as i watched you

for the first time again since

-r.s.k

[cemetery-diaries]

You hide your smile behind your hands.

Your words flow like a well-rehearsed speech of shame hidden behind a smile.

So far in your own self that you dont see yourself

moment to moment-

The stars in your eyes,

the happiness as your cheeks

raise with your smile,

the love in your honeyed words.

You shine so bright in my thoughts,

and you are only focused on your darkness

-r.s.k