Zombz @cesarofangirl78 - Tumblr Blog

So fucking confused about what to do with what was said to me and then the actions following the comment.

So this is what being heartbroken with depression and anxiety feels like.

Like I'm not good enough or pretty enough. Or I'm too fat to be seen in public with.

It fucking hurts when you tried to deny you love someone when they tell you that you didn't mean shit to them. That you pretty much were someone to use for their convenience.

And they friend zone you because you might be blocking their blessings. That shit tore my fucking heart out.

All I ever did was spoil this motherfucker and that is the thanks I get....oh you aren't what I want.

I know no one will probably ever read this, but I had to get it out. I'm still fighting back tears, and it's hard when I hear specific songs orthink about the time I shared with him.

Why was I so damn stupid to believe his every lie? I trusted him wholeheartedly and look where the hell I am now.

#Foreveralone #Brokenhearted #Justafool

#Spotify

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cesarofangirl78

Damn I just want to lick him!

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finndoesntwantthis

Hello I just wanna say for all my HotD and AEW Stan’s that THIS IS THE SAME MAN!!!

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@wardlow @sultryfandoms @wwenhlimagines @wardlowsbabydoll @josiewrites @daddyhausen @omg-im-such-a-masochist @eddie-kingstons-wifey @plentyoffandoms

ight i’m out, g’night

cesarofangirl78

Sweet baby jeezus that is hot

It's so hard to love someone so much and he doesn't love you back....it's heartbreaking and I working so hard to take care of me. But he doesn't see it because he is so self absorbed. And I need to let it go. He doesn't show any care or concern for me when I went above and beyond for his stupid ass. I was just someone for him to take advantage of and use. 🥺😭😪😪😔💔