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"Maybe the journey isn't becoming anything. Maybe it's unbecoming everything that isn't you, so you can be who you were meant to be in the first place".

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promisesofamazing

I want you to know that it is not always easy to love me. In fact, it’s probably never easy to love me. Not even for a second, I’m hard to love. Cause sometimes my heart fills with so much emptiness that it’s hard to breath. And sometimes my mind wanders out to the extreme and brings back emotions I thought would be gone. My point is I’m not easy to love, and if you can’t love me when I don’t talk to you for three days because I’m just so depressed that getting out of bed is hard then you are not fit to love me. If you can’t love me when I’m warm & happy at 2 pm then you can’t love me when I’m cold & harsh at 4 am. I need a lover who knows how to love me when I’m sad because the fact is I can’t do this on my own. Even if I say I can, I know deep down I can’t. And I don’t want to do it all alone which is what I’ve been doing for the past 18 years of life I’ve had. So please, if you’re gonna love me when I’m happy and sweet and spilling I love you’s out like it’s your name then you’re gonna have to love me when I’m on my bathroom floor crying, to tired to move, scared of what I’ll do. You’re gonna have to hold me. You’re gonna have to tell me it’s gonna be okay even if you don’t think it is. You’re gonna have to tell me that even in this mist of sadness that I have you. That I’m not alone even though I feel like I am 99% of the time. So please, please, please be careful with my heart. It’s been broken so many times and sure I’ve always put it back together but my kindness is growing weaker with every I love you that is met with a “goodbye, you weren’t enough.” So all I ask is think. Please think for a good 10 minutes of this, if I’m what you want. If you can handle this. If you choose to stay I promise I’ll love you the same each day. I promise I’ll love you when you are down about life and I promise I’ll love you when you are so joyful that it hurts to smile because you’ve been doing it all day. I promise I’ll love you with everything I have which isn’t much but I hope it’s enough. I hope I’m enough. So when you figure everything out let me know. I’ll be waiting

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Closure won’t come from them, it will come from you.

Words from a friend (via soshesawildflowerxo)

kushandwizdom

You deserve to be loved consistently, not conditionally; with someone’s whole heart, not just the remaining pieces of it.

Keep Growing (via kushandwizdom)

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thelovewhisperer

I’m mad at myself, not you. I’m mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn’t do, for getting attached, for making you a huge part of my life, wasting my time on you, depending on you, thinking about you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, changing for you, but most of all for not hating you when I know that I should. I still want you that is maddening to me.

Quotes from The Love Whisperer Blog (via thelovewhisperer)

cute-lesbiancouples

Send me messages on this boring night?

cute-lesbiancouples

Really? I can’t get even one?

frantasmellets

cgibbslove

If only these things were just that simple. You will never understand how much I love you, though I haven't told you quite yet. But sometimes, things, especially things like this are better left unsaid. This way, you won't know how much I hurt when you end up choosing her over me, and I will always be able to hold to my dignity...

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soshesawildflowerxo-deactivated

My beautiful LGBT+ family

I love you. We will be okay. The battle is only over when we stop fighting. This will not stop us. You are not alone, we are in this together. We are in control of how we raise our children to spread love and acceptance. We need to rally around every minority, every immigrant, everyone that is scared and show love. We are a family now. Good will always overcome evil and right now, evil may appear to be winning, but this is where we fight harder than we ever have. They have no idea who they are messing with. Hate will not win. You are valid, your love is valid, you are important. We are here and we will continue to stand.