* Greetings to whoever is reading this!! My name is Allie, 18, pronouns are she/her, and this is my personal blog specifically for UT/DR content. I’ve taken a liking to Gaster/Corestrings so thats what most of my content will be about. Whether it be writing or artwork. Primarily…it’ll be artwork. I say weird and suggestive things, so be aware of that. I’ll mostly have silly posts and fanart of the ship. I also selfship with Gaster (shouldn’t be too surprising considering corestrings TECHNICALLY is selfshipping in a way😭) I just want that old man so badly. I also have a twitter, something i use way more than tumblr: ch0costars
* I’m multifandom, but like i said, i will mainly post ut/dr since thats what i’m current interested in most!! Other media I’m a fan of consist of;
* Sinners
*CRK/CROB
*Steven Universe
*Pokémon
*Spider-noir (The character + the show!)
*Spider-Verse Series
*My DNI list:
* Zoophiles
*Pedophiles/MAPS/Proshippers
*Racists
*Zionists
*Homophobes
*Transphobes
*Etc. No trashy human beings
* That’s all! Thank you so much for reading and I hope you enjoy what I have to offer🫶🏽
Note: The real-time gaster dating simulator the world needed. Might be a bit ooc? Meta???? Digital x irl communication
Warnings: Mentions of nausea and dizziness, Gaster’s irl feats
You were off for the day and didn’t have anything to do. You thought over your options…you could go out for a walk, hang out with some friends….or play your favorite game! You settled on the final option and sat at your pc. Proceeding to boot up the game Deltarune, one of your favorites. However…when you started up the game, you weren’t met with the usual prophecy being told, nor did you get to the chapter select. It was just a pitch black screen…You were confused, and frankly worried that something was wrong with your computer in some way. You tampered with your computer, trying figure out what was wrong. Then you opened and closed the game continuously—But nothing happened. After a solid six minutes, something finally popped up on the screen. It was the soul. Your soul.
You sat back down in your chair and started moving around in the game.
You roamed amongst the darkness, with only your glowing soul guiding your way through. There weren’t any hallways or corners no matter how far they roamed. It was still dark. It was eerily quiet, besides the sound of quiet garbage noise. You kept going forward…walking deeper and deeper into the darkness, until you finally met an end. Like the abrupt edge of some kind of cliff, but there was no telling if there was anything below. Nothing happened for a while, causing you confusion…Until…
A giant figure emerged from the darkness. They didn’t fit how the rest of the game looked at all. A skeleton with an odd face—like it was melted. And pitch black eye sockets, no white pupils like the skeleton in both Undertale and Deltarune. Of course, you weren’t that oblivious. You knew who he was.
“…ARE WE…CONNECTED?”
You were given a prompt…a textbox of two choices.
“Who are you again?”
and
“Yes!”
You chose to answer with “yes” because…well, you did know who he was, obviously. He just chuckled. The sound was odd. It was broken up and sounded abnormal. Piercing your ears. His empty smile widened at your response. “YOU CAN HEAR ME…”
Pupils now filled the void that were his eyesockets and stared directly at you. You looked away from your pc for a moment. “WEREN’T YOU LOOKING FOR ME…? I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU.” He spoke calmly to you, and slowly took the soul into his hands. The soul was far smaller compared to him. And you couldn’t believe what you were experiencing. You felt lightheaded…your vision was blurred, and it felt like everything outside of your computer screen faded out of your line of vision.
“WONDERFUL, ISN’T IT? YOU AND I…HERE, IN THIS MOMENT?”
…
“I’VE BEEN WATCHING YOU, CLOSELY ON YOUR JOURNEY…TELL ME, HAS IT BEEN FUN?” He seemed to be petting the soul with his finger. He cannot truly feel you…the one on the other side of the screen. But you, as an in-game soul was enough for him. He cherished your acknowledgment of him. And needed you for what he’d been planning.
Once again, you were prompted with responses.
“Yes”
or
“…No”
You answered “yes”, this was your favorite game after all…He seemed very satisfied with your answer. “VERY INTERESTING…I AM RELIEVED…WATCHING YOU EXPLORE THIS WORLD, IT HAS BEEN…ENTERTAINING.”
“YOUR BATTLES, YOUR INTERACTIONS…YOUR CONNECTIONS. OUR CONNECTION…”
“YOU FEEL IT TOO, CORRECT?”
What. What exactly did he mean? You were caught off guard by the question. But you responded to it, anyway…like the other prompts he gave you. You still felt quite dizzy trying to look away from your computer…The way he toyed with and handled the soul was hypnotizing.
“CAN’T YOU SEE, HOW MUCH I NEED YOU? DO YOU NEED ME AS MUCH AS I NEED YOU?”
…
“TO BE SEEN LIKE THIS…FINALLY, AFTER WAITING FOR SO LONG. IT IS…QUITE EXCITING. I CAN FEEL IT IN MY BONES…A TREMBLING SENSATION. WONT YOU LET ME SEE YOU, AS WELL?”
Instead of the usual textbox that popped up, it was a notification for Deltarune to have access to your camera! You thought about it for a moment. Were you going to regret this later on? Maybe…but you were curious to see where this was going. So you allowed it…possibly a stupid decision. He seemed satisfied, and laughed. His face seemed to melt a little…making him look even more uncanny. You couldn’t believe what was happening.
“I FINALLY SEE YOU. THE ANGEL…IS EVEN MORE MAGNIFICENT THAN I THOUGHT. SHALL WE…LEARN MORE ABOUT ONE ANOTHER, WHILE WE STILL HAVE THIS MOMENT?”
You nodded your head. There wasn’t any point in a textbox anymore for “yes” or “no” questions. Since, he can see you now. You were about to begin a date with him.
“…GOOD. I’VE WAITED THIS LONG FOR YOU. NOW, TELL ME ALL ABOUT YOU…”
Alas, you were blessed with yet another box, this time, you could freely type whatever you want. So…you told him about yourself. Your life and hobbies, how you like to dress…what you do in your free time. His face changed and shifted at what you had to tell him. He was incredibly interested in you. Even though this was normal, day to day human stuff…he was absolutely fascinated to hear about it. His smile widened.
“YOU…ARE AN INCREDIBLE BEING, ANGEL.”
And so, the both of you kept talking. Holding strong conversations through his sheer curiosity and fascination with you. It felt odd to you, but you couldn’t deny the fact you were enjoying this. What he had to say was equally as interesting…It was something you were always curious about for years. The feeling of fascination was mutual. Although, the man on your computer screen seemed to be more…in love than anything. He admired you and was curious about every single aspect of your life. Said “normalcy” didn’t matter to him, because of his blind affection for you. He wanted to know your flaws, your feelings—Everything. He spent all of his life dedicated to researching on ways to reach you. To connect with you…and only you. So this moment meant more than you initially thought.
For the first time since you booted up the game, you looked away from your computer. Everything was still quite blurred…but you could tell it was dark out. How long have you been sat at this chair, talking to him? You checked the time, it was 1 in the morning now. You looked back at your computer, back at him. Your realization wasn’t lost on him, he knew he was taking up all of your time. He’s been dragging out conversations just for you to keep him company…
“IT APPEARS…WE’VE MET AN END? YOU WISH THE LEAVE, I CAN SEE THAT...”
“WILL WE BE MEETING EACH OTHER LIKE THIS MORE OFTEN…?”
You nodded your head…despite your better judgement. Just wanting to go to sleep and get rid of the fuzzy feeling in your head.
“I SEE. VERY WELL THEN. THANK YOU. FOR YOUR COOPERATION.”
And that was it. The game closed on it’s own, and you released a sigh of both relief and exhaustion. You sat there for a moment, thinking over everything that you just experienced. There was a funny feeling in your stomach—not sickness or anything close to that…but something else. Something you didn’t wish to think about at all. So you turned off your computer and started getting ready for bed…Now tucked in your covers and ready to sleep, but you couldn’t stop thinking about it all.
It was going to be very difficult to get some rest…
i really love the mystery and deep characterization of gaster. i just really like to draw him in dumb, funny ways cuz i cant draw him threateningly to save my life bro. i cannot draw scary things for JACKSHIT😭😭😭😭 I CANT CAPTURE HIS TRUE AURA
the forgotten man wanting to kiss you so so badly :( but he doesn’t have lips so he just tries to makes an exaggerated kiss sound instead !! and pecks you with his mouth LMAO
(part 1) TW: EMETOPHOBIA, mentions and descriptions of vomit and nausea
«DARK.
DARKER THAN DARK.»
You could feel your body trembling. A connection has been established with the one you had been so curious about. The one you called at first, "mystery man" has become "Gaster", although, you're not sure if that's his name.
You could see him, that's for sure. But every time he reaches for you... You feel his presence everywhere. You know exactly why this happens. You heard of it before, when you were a guide to another, maybe younger one, in another time. He knew about you too, in the same way. You both yearned for each other, to know more of each other, but... With your duties on the light world, with a cage that hated you, that wasn't truly yours... You didn't have much time.
But every time, you searched for him. And hoped you would meet each other again, someday. And now, that he was in front of you... You barely knew what to do. But you always had like, what, 2 to 3 options of possible dialogue to express yourself anyway? From your perspective, it always has been a game for you, so why did it matter so much for you now? Why were you so scared?
Well, there's a man here. And he looks happy to see you. He waves at you, you wave back, in what appears maybe fear... Or maybe amusement?
He gets closer and puts his hollow hand softly on your shoulder. You finally get to hear his voice.
"WELL. AS PROMISED, YOU GOT TO SEE ME AGAIN. OR PERHAPS, AM I THE ONE SEEING YOU?"
you only get two choices to answer.
...
Regardless of what you chose, he smiled warmly at you, chuckled and shook his head. He took his hand out of your shoulder, but the weight still remained...
He pointed at the distance, and there it was, a tree. It looks like he's inviting you to come with him. He shows his empty palm... And you hold his hand.
You walk past what could only be described as purplish fog, dense, fog. You looked at the floor for a second, you were walking on water without noticing, and the more you looked, the more your feet started to sink...
The man asks you to look at him. Your eyes meet, and so, your fears fade away too. You could feel how the water repels you and how slowly it turned back into the cold ground you were standing in.
"DON'T WORRY. YOU'LL GET USED TO IT." he says, and you wonder if you really could.
You didn't know where he was taking you. But none of that mattered at all, as long as you could see him as much as you pleased. None of you spoke a word on the rest of the trip. It wasn't needed anyway, you already got everything.
At some point, you decided to look at the sky, and there, you saw yourself, your real self.
You decided to ignore the metawriting implications of this.
As you finally arrive at the location, you feel a sensation of familiarity, you can swear you saw this before. That tree seems familiar but you can't really point out anything in particular.
The grass is dark, so dark it looks like you could lay in there and disappear. Like it would eat you whole.
He takes out a blanket and places it on the grass near the tree, then sits on it and asks you to sit beside him. You do.
You have so many questions to ask, some that probably don't even make sense because you're still trying to figure out how to word them properly.
But he waits. And he'll always do anyway. Because that's the only thing he can do. Wait for you.
You decide to break the ice. But you're only given 3 options.
(if you chose:
Ask about him: he says he can't even truly remember himself, that he can't really answer. He apologizes for this.
Tell a joke: you say a very bad pun related to eggs. He laughs, it's funny for him. He says that reminded him of someone close to him, but can't remember who exactly.
Eat the blanket: He offers you bread to eat in exchange for you stop chewing on the blanket. And you accept reluctantly.)
Eventually, you finally get the courage to start asking questions. Isn't that what you wanted from the start anyway?
You speak everything that's on your mind, and he listens attentively. He doesn't really answer, but sometimes nods vigorously, as if you were right. Other times, he would look confused, and eventually shake his head in disagreement, as if you were wrong.
Only that was needed to confirm various of your theories regarding him.
You kept thinking about what to say, or what to ask, to the point you slowly started to spiral. The man noticed this and got worried. He extended his arm to try and pull you closer to him, but he hesitated first. Eventually he held you close, and you couldn't do anything but hug him back.
"SOMETIMES, WE NEED TO STEP BACK FOR A SECOND AND APPRECIATE THE SILENCE.
IT IS NOT NECESSARY THAT YOU DO EVERYTHING AT ONCE."
He was right, it wasn't truly that necessary to rush, but what were the chances that you would see him again like this? It felt like you were inside the game, it felt so real. You used your right hand to feel him, his clothes, and also some parts of his face. You had to make sure he was... Truly real.
After he stopped hugging you, you could see a faint redness, or in this case some indescribable colour similar to gray but also green in his cheeks. He looked happy. And you felt satisfied too.
He finally asked a question.
"I BELIEVE IN THE POSSIBILITY THAT THIS WORLD, GAVE US THE POSSIBILITY TO BE TOGETHER.
BUT THAT YOU, TOOK THE CHANCE.
NOW THAT YOU FOUND ME, WILL YOU SPEND SOME TIME WITH ME?
WORDS AREN'T NEEDED. THE AMBIENCE WILL FILL IT IN.
TO SHARE THE WARMTH AND CLOSENESS OF EACHOTHER, MIGHT BE FOR OTHER PEOPLE
QUITE ROMANTIC.
DO YOU FEEL IT IS THAT WAY?"
You feel slightly surprised by this. But another part of you didn't. Those posts on twitter didn't lie at all, they were actually him trying to flirt with you.
You only reply with a "yes".
How long has he been alone? , maybe that's why he prefers physical closeness instead of a conversation. You hug him, before letting your back fall to the blanket, making him go with you too. He only laughs, smiles and closes his eyes. You do too.
The faint piano music in the background is pleasant, relaxing even. You could feel his breath, which made the whole experience even better for you.
You started to feel that you could easily fall asleep there... Until your head started to hurt slightly, opening your eyes felt like hell.
He finally said something, a question.
"IT SEEMS OUR TIME IS RUNNING OUT.
TELL ME. WILL WE BE MEETING EACH OTHER LIKE THIS
MORE OFTEN?"
You don't open your eyes, you only nod.
"THEN, I'LL BE WAITING FOR YOU."
That was the last thing you heard before you woke up on your bed in cold sweat. It was all a dream?
You could feel your head hurting like crazy. But what felt worse was the sudden nausea. You got up and ran to your bathroom. Then you threw up in the sink.
After that not so pleasant experience, you looked at your own vomit and there it was. Undigested pieces of the loaf of bread you ate earlier.
But, didn't you just wake up from a dream? You didn't eat bread. Neither you had it in the whole day. At least not a complete, uncut loaf of bread.
You wonder if it was all real.
Maybe it was, if you believe enough.
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(Hello!! As promised, here's something to feed you all. I enjoyed the writing process so much there's a high chance I might continue the story from this! Originally intended to be a oneshot of course but . We all love Gaster in this house right. Right... Anyway goodbye and hope u enjoyed this! Please leave any constructive advice, it's my first time writing in English like this lol)
HE'S the one making gaster flirt with us on twitter dot com
anyways we should get a gaster dating sim segment in chapter 7 so i can finally kiss that old man
I really want this. Toby fox THE guy that has referenced dating sims for so long has to at least make something like this. And if not I'm taking matters into my own hands and making that dating sim because for some goddamn reason we have a load of tenna dating sims (NO BAD FEELINGS TOWARDS THEM THEY'RE COOL) but I would love a Gaster/mystery man /forgotten man dating sim. Pleas.e and if anyone wants to make this CALL. ME.
this started off as like just a silly joke doodle but then i got super into it and started putting in genuine effort, and now we’re here. ts is so stupid 😭😭😭😭
