an angel cried

[chaecnsoo]

a quote that you think describes you?

“Be soft, my love. Because flowers don’t grow on hard grounds.”

[chaecnsoo]

✉ 😶 ( for micha )

Send ✉ for a written letter from my muse. 

Dear Micha,      I’m sorry. For the way I abandoned you, and for all the things to come. I never wanted for you to see me like this. The fall that my mother and I have taken. I hope you won’t ask too many questions, because I’m not sure I can provide answers. You’re just as bright as the day we met, and I hope the dullness that is now apart of me won’t disappoint you too much.Sincerely,Eunsoo.

Send 😶 and my muse will confess to something they wish they didn’t do that affected your muse.

“I should have at least said goodbye. I didn’t mean to leave her wondering all those years.”

[chaecnsoo]

😙 👋 📱

Send 😙 for my muse’s reaction to yours being super affectionate.

He’d be very confused. Definitely too polite to turn him away even though he’d be a little unsure and frightened of the sudden contact and spew of compliments. After calming down, he’d get really flustered and try to distract him with anything he could find whether that be dinner at two pm or trying to teach him how to make coffee. Anything to act as if what was happening wasn’t happening, because he has built up a nice little routine for himself and a major disruption of it makes him nervous and scared and want to section himself off again even though he knows he shouldn’t.

Send 👋 for three things that describe our muses relationship.

--- Something that shouldn’t work, but does.--- Curling up to read with the noise from the party going on next door bumping through your walls as your background noise.--- Oddly satisfying youtube videos

Send📱for a voicemail my muse left yours.

“Yongtaek-ah..-- oh you’re probably sleeping.. just call me when you get this. You didn’t come in last night, and i’m just hoping you got home safe at least. If I don’t hear from you by the end of the day Im going to be worried..-- i’m worried now.. I’ll just bring some food over so text me your address when you wake up.”

[chaecnsoo]

what makes you happy?

Making coffee, I think. I’m just in a state of calm when everything is quiet, and all I have to focus on is what i’m creating. Sometimes it’s not necessarily about drinking it or the taste really just experiencing new brews, and such. I really enjoy that.

[coruscorp-blog]

RELATIONSHIP BUILDING

Send ⭐️ (or multiple) for a headcanon about our muses. Send ☎ for your muse’s info in my muses phone (name, ringtone, picture, last text received/sent). Send 🎼 for a song that reminds me of our muses. Send 👋 for three things that describe our muses relationship. Send 👂 to overhear my muse talking about yours. Send 👤+ a muse name for my muse’s opinion on that muse (with the other muse/mun’s permission). Send 😍 for my muse to tell yours three things they love about them. Send 💤 for my muse to say something about yours in their sleep. Send 📖 for my muse to read out an entry in their journal/diary about yours. Send ✉ for a written letter from my muse. Send📱for a voicemail my muse left yours. Send 🌀 for my muse’s reaction to getting stuck in a storm with yours. Send 🍺 for my muses drunk reaction around yours. Send 💰 for your muse to ask mine for money. Send ✔️ for a daydream my muse has had about/involving yours. Send 👀 for my muse to compliment yours Send 💋 for how my muse would seduce/flirt with yours. Send  👏 and what your muse will do to fluster mine. Send 😙 for my muse’s reaction to yours being super affectionate. Send 🍵 and my muse will reveal one of their biggest regrets involving yours. Send 😶 and my muse will confess to something they wish they didn’t do that affected your muse.

[chaecnsoo]

[chaecnsoo]

mivcha:

@chaecnsoo // nervous and anxious were not strong enough words to describe how terrified she felt in this moment. she had imagined finding him again, meeting up for the first time in a long time, and yet somehow, she knew it wasn’t going to go as she planned. maybe he would resent her because of the emotions he’s had to go through alone, or maybe he had completely forgotten about the close friendship they used to have. to micha, he was someone so much more, but his friendship was good enough to have for as long as she could have it. maybe, just maybe, she could get it back. stepping inside the bed and breakfast, her heart skipped a beat simply because she never thought she’d get a chance to be in here. her eyes gazed all around the interior, trying to stall as much as she could before heading up to the desk. no one seemed to be around, so she quickly pressed the bell to indicate she was here. she prayed maybe his mother would come and recognize her, break the tension and lift the mood to ease shock value of her arrival. instead, eunsoo came around the corner, causing her breath to catch in her throat for a moment, body frozen as she soaks him all up like it was the first time she’d ever laid eyes on him. “long time no see, dear friend.”

   peaceful mornings were rare around the bed and breakfast. eunsoo had always made it a key part of his day to wake before his mother did to ensure everything was done. but alarm had been turned off, and without the blaring reminder, his body decided to catch up on all the sleep it had been missing out on. when he’d woken up the rooms had been cleaned, breakfast served to the current residents, and the garden tended to. now he was left to his own devices, and without the work he was a bit lost. so when he heard the bell at the front door, he was quick to usher his mother back up to her room and downstairs. but the minute he’d swung the door open he wish he hadn’t. quick pepped steps, were slowed to hesitant and unsure ones. the smile he wore quickly fell, and his eyes tried looking anywhere but here. shuffling behind the reception desk, and flipping through the pages of the guest book. she may not have changed. but he had. he wasn’t the confident, easy to laugh person she was knew. and he wanted to keep that disappointment to a minimum. “are you looking for a room? unfortunately we’re booked for tonight, but you could try again tomorrow..” he wasn’t even sure the words he was speaking were true. only that he needed her to believe them long enough to forget she’d ever known him as anyone different than who she knew in high school.

[chaecnsoo]

taeskv:

by the way the other massaged his palm, taeseok knew he was most probably putting a lot of pressure on his sholders. it wasn’t like he expected him to come from ages without playing to suddenly doing it because he asked him to. he knew as well the other was slowly trying to return to doing music, and he respected that. all the time and space he needed, it didn’t matter, taeseok would be there by his side. it was something he wanted to see, and also to be part of. “ well.. yeah, i think you’re right. ” his answer being slightly late and a bit awkward. anything related to music was the only thing needed for taeseok to open up and talk for the next hours non stop. it was his favorite topic and the one he knew the most about. but he was honestly lost this time. he didn’t exactly recall having a composition like that one. he didn’t even know what was written on that paper, but he played along. “ you know you are amazing, right ? really, i’m impressed. you will never lose your touch. ” he added with a warm smile, gently taking the sheet back to place it on the music rack, after analyzing it for a few seconds. he nodded, starting to play without forgetting eunsoo’s advice. it was actually pretty good, but taeseok decided to purposely, messed up on the way. he was pressing the wrong keys, acting surprised without exaggerating. “ something doesn’t seems right. ” he played the same part a few more times, shaking his head. “ maybe it is too much for me. i bet you would’ve done it a lot better. would you… like to give it a try? ” 

   there was something slightly off in the way taeseok was acting. younger male increasingly becoming someone eunsoo felt he could read. perhaps it was their connection through music that brought about a different kind of closeness. or maybe it was the simple fact that they were spending a lot of time together. it was only natural he would be able to tell whenever something shifted within the other male. the music he played was good, but half hearted. taeseok wasn’t giving it his entire focus, and with the strew of compliments, and the suggestion that was to come next helped him make sense of why exactly that was. a short spout of nervous laughter slip through his lips as an attempt to be polite. he didn’t want to raise any red flags as to how much just the simple suggestion was affecting him because he didn’t want to talk about it. how the ligaments in his hands ached with just the thought of moving his fingers across his keyboard. “well it wouldn’t be your work if i tainted it would it?” the words were meant to teasing or playful, followed by a life. but panic began to settle. and his heart began to race. “why don’t you just try it again?”

[chaecnsoo]

jungchva:

her eyes pop back open as he mentions the time, causing her body to sit up and position to face him with confusion written in her sleepy eyes, “oh shit, for real? i thought it was still like, before noon.” she quickly yawns, leaning over to her nightstand to retrieve a hair tie and prop her messy locks into a messy bun instead. “if i let you vacuum, will you stay and have a very late breakfast with me? like, actually sit down and do something besides baby me?” again, she appreciated all that eunsoo did for her, cause she basically was a child that needed to be taken care of, otherwise she’d end up who knows where, but that wasn’t something she was going to admit any time soon. “i’m honestly surprised you didn’t wake me up to go on a morning walk, you know how much i love/hate those things.” 

   the sudden motions in her body cause him to take a step back. momentary fear that he had frightened her building up before he allowed his mind to take not of the calm state that soon followed. watching as she tied her hair up, he could feel the panic begin to crawl back into their hiding spaces. but he knew they were keeping a close eye on the moment they’d be able to consume him once more. “i’ve already had lunch, but when i finish vacuuming i’ll cook you up something --- your favorites, if you want, and i’ll sit with you. without the babying. whatever that means.” he nodded in agreement, her following words earning her a shrug of his shoulders. “i was a bit busy at work to go on a walk this morning, i did call and apologize though. left you a message, but i’m assuming you didn’t get it on account of the sleeping.”

[chaecnsoo]

yongtvek:

“not with your paper thin walls,” he scoffed, half-joking and half-serious. yongtaek continued to watch as eunsoo work with amusement. “you should come over to my place sometime, then. consider this as an invitation.” he stepped out of the way, sitting on the edge of the bed while he listened to eunsoo. his hand stroked the neatly made bed before lying down, uncaring if he left a wet spot from his still-wet hair. the bed felt so comfortable. he looked up at the other, body spread out lazily on the bed. “you’re not gonna stay and watch me cha– oh, okay.” before he could finish his thought, eunsoo was gone. yongtaek stayed laying there for a moment before getting up to dress up. he might as well get his ass out of there since he most likely had another wild night ahead of him and his drunken self would wander back to the b&b anyway. he made his way downstairs, already smelling the breakfast on his way down. 

   eunsoo was pretty impressed with himself; though he’d never admit to something that sounded so vain. instead, he’d smile satisfied to himself as he mixed the porridge to the perfect blend of smooth, yet textured. something easy to swallow without feeling like one was being forced to eat the nutrients the body needed. something told eunsoo, it was exactly the dish yongtaek would need after his endeavors the night before, and going into that night he knew. he had just set the coffee to brew and was working on displaying an array of fruits along a saucer when yongtaek came down. “ah..-- i was quick, just not quick enough i guess.” he motioned towards the brewing coffee before heading to his side and leading him to the table where his porridge and fruit had sat. “it’d probably be best to drink the coffee after anyway..- i can get you some water in the meantime though?”

[chaecnsoo]

ofjihun:

@chaecnsoo liked for a starter!

“how is it?“ jihun asked, turning around from the stove to look at eunsoo. since it was saturday and he was off library duty, he decided to whip up some korean dishes out of boredom and it just so happened that he made way too much for his own stomach to bear. usually jangmi would help him finish it or he will invite jisung over but today, he decided to ask eunsoo instead because they’re friends knowing fully well that he shared the same passion for cooking as he does. “i am all ears for constructive criticism.” 

   when jihun had invited him over, he’d expected a dish; maybe two if the other was feeling adventurous. but what he’d gotten was much more than he bargained for. yet, excitement had fueled him on the array of dishes laid before him. each one having a very specific, and telling sign that it was jihun who set each plate. he almost didn’t want to take his chopsticks to any of the pieces of food that probably too him most of the morning to make; but once he did he was sure to do it with care. taking small portions in his mouth and allowing each strong taste to dissolve on his tongue before swallowing. “stylistically, i think the cilantro look appeasing, but on the tongue it was a bit too bitter for compared to the spice you had lining each layer. i think maybe a basil would be better? that’s just a personal preference i think..”

[dramafanduck]

“……………….But you really are pretty!” – Taek being clueless yet adorable, as usual

[addictingkdrama]

current mood: dying from the cuteness

[chaecnsoo]

why are you always breaking in and cleaning my house, stop being weird and a decent person -sincerely, someone who doesn't deserve it

It’s a free, and good service. Accept the kindness with a thank you, because I won’t stop until you change your passcode.

[chaecnsoo]

where would you like to travel to more than anything?

New York to see a symphony or get a tour of the orchestra pit on broadway.

[chaecnsoo]

who are some people you wish you were closer to?

I guess Yongtaek..-- He comes to the establishment enough, but I only know a good two things about him: he likes company, and he likes drinking. I don’t really get out enough to meet new people.. is there anyone i should get closer to?

@yongtvek​

[chaecnsoo]

worst dating experience?

My mother has tried to set me up on a few blind dates. The worst I think I’ve been on was with this girl who found out I could play piano, and kept begging me to play for her and no matter how polite I was in telling her no she kept pushing and pushing..-- I ended up having a panic attack in the bathroom and came back to dinner paid for and her at the bar with someone else.