Chai N Co

They/Them || Taken <3 || System || 18+ suggestive themes from time to time

[freysai]

memorial diamond

[a-tato-box]

this movie. amaze amaze amaze 🧡

(getting back into posting regularly again, i see your messages in my inbox, i want to reply properly, but this movie has had me in a chokehold all week, sorry :))

[bellasauruss]

my beautiful ant vision

[neganjokes]

[chaizgalore]

NO FUCK MY POST ABOUT STUPID BEEF 2 YEARS AGO DISAPPEARED I WAS COOKING

[housemd1010]

There are two types of ulltrakil fanart

this glory

And this, even better glory

[chaizgalore]

Erika Kirk is my kryptonite why does she look like every cis white woman fused together

[chaizgalore]

Peed on your grave today ❤️

[plaguedpriest]

Hi my name is Envy i draw and i love Gabriel from Ultrakill very much.

I deleted my original tumblr account but am planning on coming back and starting from scratch so here's some reposts of my old Gabes :]

(reblogs are appreciated so my old followers can find me again etc etc but only if u wanna ....... i'm not ur dad)

[clara-scintilla]

Shared disease

[chaizgalore]

Sorry I’m not as active on Tumblr, I’m on other social media ;p

Gay sex for life

[daggerdoggy]

Hey bro on a scale of nothingburger to everythingbagel how would you rate our gay sex last night

[mgdeerla]

spotted this book at my job the other day

[hidgie]

When the war has lasted twenty years … the dragonets will come. When the land is soaked in blood and tears … the dragonets will come.

I recently reread the entire wings of fire series for the first time since late highschool and fell in love with them all over again. I could not get this vision to stop plaguing me until I put it down on paper. Arc 1 you are so beloved to me.

prints | digital download

[mistyheartrbs]

just watched i saw the tv glow and one thing i haven't seen anyone bring up yet is that in the final seconds of the movie, right when it cuts to the credits screen, you hear the sound of rain. which is what maddy says it was like when they woke up in the pink opaque as tara. implying that owen/isabel, too, is on the precipice of making it out. is this perhaps a more optimistic interpretation of the ending than intended? probably, but i feel like it's worth mentioning

[communistkenobi]

ok well I finished I saw the tv glow … for me I think what this movie depicts so well is the deadness you feel before you realise you’re trans. like I kind of thought I was a sociopath before I realised I was transgender because I didn’t really feel like I loved my parents that much and I didn’t really feel joy or happiness. I remember someone asked me once what the best day of my life was and I was terrified because I didn’t have an answer, not because my life was miserable but because I could not think of any moment in my life where joy made any sort of lasting impression on me. I didn’t have many friends or cared that much about the ones I had, I forced myself to be in relationships with men I didn’t like, everything was just pure social obligation. there was this membrane between me and reality at all times and I just thought I was insane for most of my life. I keep thinking about Isabel saying, completely deadpan “I even got a family now. I love them more than anything” and you know how fraudulent and horrifying that statement is. and what threads that needle is her revisiting the old tapes and thinking it all just looked cheap and cheesy, she says “I just felt embarrassed” because she’s so thoroughly suppressed her dysphoria that even the thing that led her to recognising it had no colour or feeling in it anymore. the movie is horrifying and idk if I have anything like coherent to say about it but for me the thing that connected with me the most is how monotone so much of Isabel’s life is. Once Maddy/Tara leaves there’s no colour in it anymore

[victorianlonging]

i saw the tv glow said to come out you have to kill a part of yourself, the version of yourself you've created to protect yourself, the imaginary vision of yourself that was fed to you