Kelly

my diary 19

[champagneesupernova]

You know you drive me up the wall, the way you make good on all the nasty tricks you pull, seems like we're making up more than we're making love - Crazy by Aerosmith

[champagneesupernova]

crazy I used to be insane on tumblr n this year I turn 21

[champagneesupernova]

todos los días me hago más chiquita

dejo q me invadas

algún día ya no estaré y no te darás cuenta

[champagneesupernova]

trying to find the meaning of life gets harder and harder everyday

[champagneesupernova]

2:26 am I’m so tired I should’ve gone to bed hours ago

I stayed up sewing

my bf called

every time I’m on call I get this feeling I should cry

I’m not sure why really

Is God real

Why doesn’t he help me

I don’t pray anymore

I’ve prayed so much I’m hoping it’ll come from that

I can’t breath or I can

my breath is labored though

I’m trying to explain how I’ve been meaning to kill myself this week

or at least for today

or at least for the last few hours

I’m crying n the tears come and come they’re not labored like other times

they’re unstoppable

I don’t think u heard me right

the internet connection doesn’t allow u to

i ate but now I’m extremely hungry

my heart feels weak

I brush everything off

I think I’m mentally ill

at least my spirit is

[champagneesupernova]

part two of the night

mosquitos are annoying

I wish they would die

u don’t know me like you think you do

Only I do

I wish you did

The internet connection doesn’t allow u to

Somebody calls on your door

you get so excited by this interaction

more excited than ever with me

maybe I’m exaggerating

but you’re smiling

It’s all I care about

I’ll regret letting u go tomorrow

[champagneesupernova]

2:26 am I’m so tired I should’ve gone to bed hours ago

I stayed up sewing

my bf called

every time I’m on call I get this feeling I should cry

I’m not sure why really

Is God real

Why doesn’t he help me

I don’t pray anymore

I’ve prayed so much I’m hoping it’ll come from that

I can’t breath or I can

my breath is labored though

I’m trying to explain how I’ve been meaning to kill myself this week

or at least for today

or at least for the last few hours

I’m crying n the tears come and come they’re not labored like other times

they’re unstoppable

I don’t think u heard me right

the internet connection doesn’t allow u to

i ate but now I’m extremely hungry

my heart feels weak

I brush everything off

I think I’m mentally ill

at least my spirit is

[champagneesupernova]

I think I’ll wait for you forever

[champagneesupernova]

if I become a witch do you think God will punish me on the Day of Judgment

[champagneesupernova]

when I was little I was very attached to my mom

I was the kind of little kid who would cry every time their mom dropped them off at school

at least till I was older

[champagneesupernova]

I love ultraviolence because it sounds like she’s wailing the whole album

[adreciclarte3]

by Ellen Auerbach, 1929

[wulfhalls]

come to me

[alicent-florent]

NOSFERATU (2024) — dir. Robert Eggers

[champagneesupernova]

this is how I always visually imagined don’t fear the reaper

[cinefiliz]

Lily-Rose Depp as Ellen Hutter in Nosferatu (2024).

[knightlycowboy]

𝙉𝙤𝙨𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙪 - 𝘙𝘰𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘵 𝘌𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴 (2024) // 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝘿𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢 - 𝘍𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘻 𝘚𝘤𝘩𝘸𝘪𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘬 (1909)

[wulfhalls]

nosferatu (2024) dir. robert eggers // kiss of death (1908) by włodzimierz błocki

[kandid]

Huelley Rose’s SS22 ‘Bridal Collection’