Storm :)

It is what it is ✨

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[half-black-phillip]

I’m so mad because this worked

[britney2007spears]

help me roger

[telanu]

Reblogging myself because

Originally posted by gifs-for-the-masses

[luthienebonyx]

Reblogging myself because… what was that? Five minutes?

O_O

[riskpig]

………my friend has made me curious

[atheologist]

Why not?

[my-broken-resolve]

OK UPDATE: ROGER WORKS I GOT 2 CLASSES CANCELLED ONE OF WHICH WAS CLASS DURING WHICH I WAS ABOUT TO WRITE TEST I HAVEN’T BEEN STYDYING FOR ALSO I GOT MANY CANDLES, CRYSTALS AND SOME MONEY WHICH IS BASICALLY TANGLIBLE HAPPINESS FOR ME.

[tehjai]

Roger is a magical fish.

Shortly after reblogging this awhile back my team lead at work began discussing bringing me on as a permanent employee.

Today it was formalized.

[stalegarlicbreb]

Roger, pls. Battery exam passer, pls.

[stalegarlicbreb]

ROGER, THANK YOU! I PASSED! HAHAHAHA

[lostininfinitespace-deactivated]

Para sa ECT exam this fridaaay. Huhuhuhu. 😭

[regretsintacenda-deactivated201]

Para sa recitation, report and exams this Friday hahaha

[champagneiya]

For better things

[champagneiya]

TIME HEALS, THEY SAY.

They told me that in order to heal, I should sit with my emotions and feel them. But it's been 6 months. There are nights when I still cry and think of you. Every minor inconvenience in life leads me back to you. I always think that it would be better if we were still together. I broke up with you because our relationship ruined us, only to realize that I lost myself when I lost you. I haven't been the same ever since we decided to end things. I've met a lot of people, I made new friends and explored hobbies–all of these didn't help me heal or maybe they did, for a short time. I could still vividly remember how proud you were everytime I achieve my goals, how you'd patiently wait for me to do my thing, and how you made me feel loved. 6 long months, and it's still you. I have never stopped loving you despite the fact that we no longer talk. I want to say that I wish you well, but it's time to wish the best for myself. For months, I prayed for your happiness. I know you're at peace now, I wish I were too.

[horrifying]

via weheartit

[thelostlettersarchive]

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[champagneiya]

I am better without you.

But I still miss every second we spent together. It's clear that I still want you. Maybe life is sometimes like this, we are better without the people we want.

[champagneiya]

Why do I keep holding on to someone who has already let go of me?

[champagneiya]

Nag-backread lang ako pero para akong dinala ulit sa nakaraan natin. Naramdaman ko yung eksaktong pakiramdam na naramdaman ko noon, nung okay pa tayo, nung okay pa ang lahat. Hindi ko magawang magalit sa mga nagawa mo dahil kung iisipin, pareho naman tayong nag-invest ng oras at effort sa isa't isa. At naramdaman ko rin naman talaga na minahal mo ako. Until now, I can't see what went wrong. Gusto ko na lang bumalik sa panahon na gusto mo pa ako. Pero wala naman na akong magagawa. Kung hindi ka naman para sa akin, ayoko nang pilitin. Maging masaya ka sana sa kanya. Mahalin ka sana niya nang higit sa pagmamahal ko sayo. Wag mo sanang maramdaman ang sakit na pinaramdam mo sakin. Kung pababalikin ako sa nakaraan, wala akong babaguhin sa mga pinili kong desisyon. You were worth the shot, CJ. I can only turn my pain into strength. I don't wanna be mad at you for hurting me. Instead, I want to thank you for making me feel loved when everything was fine. I won't forget how, at least at some point, you became my home and in your arms, I felt comfort. You were my escape from reality. As I've said on my previous blogs, it won't work out if it is not supposed to. I will surely miss our dates after class. For the last time, I love you, CJ. This is me, finally letting you go.

[champagneiya]

I do it for me, and not for you.

I have encountered a lot of men who think that girls do their make up for them. Well, wake up, little boys. We actually do it for ourself and not for you. If you think that I dress up just to impress you, think again. We do our makeup and wear bomb outfits because it feels good and we find satisfaction in doing so. Never compare a girl who likes to do her makeup and a girl who chooses to wear none. Both are beautiful regardless of what they choose to put on their face. Maybe you need to get off your high horse and realize that we don't actually care if we look good in your eyes or nah. Stop telling us what to do with our appearance and body. Our body, our rules. Let that sink in.

[champagneiya]

You may find someone prettier or smarter than me

But you won't find a love like mine.

[champagneiya]

Did we stop because we don't want it anymore or did we stop because we're tired?

[champagneiya]

Hard Pills to Swallow.

1. Honey, they won't change. The fact that they knew it would break your heart and still did it is already a red flag. You can't just give people multiple chance and make yourself believe that maybe this time, they won't fuck it up.

2. If they have options other than you, let go. Being a main girl isn't something to be proud of. Imagine having a backup girl in case you won't work out? If they are really into you, they will keep on choosing you and only you. No other options.

3. The only permanent thing in this world is change. Inconsistency is often caused by being too comfortable that your partner loves you enough for you to stop doing the things that made them fall for you. C'mon. Make them feel that you're still tryna get them.

4. Love isn't the only reason for you to stay. People don't realize that it isn't just love that makes up a relationship. Make sure that time, trust, affection and respect are there. Don't stay just because of your feelings.

5. It's not bad to walk away if you're being mistreated. Choose your f ucking self when you know that you don't deserve what they are doing. It is not being selfish. Let go if they don't show you what's your worth.

6. HEALING TAKES TIME. Sure, it is hard to heal. But small progress is still a progress. It is normal to think of them days, weeks or months after you let them go. Cry, tell your friends that you're still in love with them, be angry. Your feelings are all valid. Healing is not linear. You may sometimes feel that you're already okay and the next day, you'll realize that you miss them. It is better to let go people who aren't meant to be in your life than suffer everyday just because they give you less than what you deserve.

If you see this, this is for you. And I'm telling you that everything will soon be okay.

[mareamo]

[quotemadness]

“Ghosts don’t haunt us. That’s not how it works. They’re present among us because we won’t let go of them.”

— Sue Grafton (via quotemadness)

[champagneiya]

Self-care

I made a promise to myself that 2020 will be my year—and maybe it really is. Of course, there will be hindrances to what I want. Some people or things will test my patience but one thing I learned, never lose yourself. Every time I want to eat and no one is available, it's totally fine. I started to understand that people have their own lives, they deal with their own problems that I know nothing about. I no longer feel bad when my friends aren't here for me. Again, at the end of the day, nobody got you but you. And hey, I love the calmness when I'm alone. Alone but not lonely.

This week has been great. Well, for me. I did self-care. I bought things that I want, I've done some skin care. I made sure that I have at least 5 hours sleep. I live far from my school so 5 hours is the only possible longest time that I could have. And one thing, I started writing again. I edited my short story on a writing app which reached 208k reads. As I was backreading, I was so amazed. Never knew that my 13-year-old self could write like that. After 4 years, my love for my passion starts to come back. I've managed to do those things and still do good in school. Here's for more, 2020. January has been tough but I will never let it to make me feel shit. I am practicing self-care for my growth and I will not hesitate to cut off ties with people who make me feel that I'm not enough. I'm done trying for people who aren't even here when I was messed up. I'm doing all these for myself. Nothing is more dangerous than a woman who knows her worth.

To whoever reads this, may you learn how to love yourself properly so no one has to. Learn to love your flaws so no one could use it against you. But be mindful of your actions. Stop telling people how to treat you because the right people who value you will automatically do. Life is better than being surrounded with people's half-assed love.

[champagneiya]

Universe

The universe is magical—it is never simple. It is a complex beauty where everyone is willing to be lost. In every decision and step you will take, the universe conspires and make it happen. Whenever you feel sad, look up and see how the stars are there to cheer you up, and see how the moon lights up the dark. In the morning, the sun rises and shows hope for another day. The sun sets and will show you that endings can be beautiful too. We may sometimes wonder why the universe makes way for us to be broken, hopeless, and sad. But come to think of it would you know the feeling of being complete if you were never broken? Would you know the feeling of being happy if you were never sad? Would you feel hope if you were never hopeless? Maybe the universe is trying to make or break you—it's up to you on how you will react to what the universe is trying to do. The universe also contains darkness. It symbolizes your agonies hardships, and downfalls. But look at the twinkling stars, it balances the atmosphere of the universe. Just like you, without all the downfall, you will not learn how to stand up. Without all the tears, you will not learn how to appreciate the way you glow when you are happy. The universe is beautiful so why don't we just see the beauty in everything?

[champagneiya]

Hindi ko kayang maging kung sinong gusto niyo.

[champagneiya]

Mapapalitan pero hindi mapapantayan.

Madali mag hanap ng kapalit. Pero mahirap mag hanap ng makakapantay sa mga pinaramdam at ginawa niya para sa 'yo. Mahirap makahanap ng taong tanggap ka sa kung sino ka, 'yung hindi mo na kailangan ng filter sa tuwing may sasabihin ka, 'yung sa tuwing magkasama kayo ay 'di mo na kailangan magpanggap na ayos ka lang, na ayos lang sa 'yo ang isang bagay. Nakakapagod makisabay sa agos ng mundo—pero ayos lang kung sa pagtatapos ng araw, may isang makakaintindi sa iyong mga saloobin at hindi ka matatakot na ipakita sa kaniya ang iyong tunay na itsura sa likod ng maskara na pinapakita mo sa mundo. Kasi nga ay tanggap niya lahat sa iyo. Tanggap niya ang pinakapangit at pinakamagandang katangian mo. Hindi na siya bata para hindi maintindihan na hindi ka naman perpekto.

Mahirap.

Mahirap makatagpo ng taong kabisado ka mula ulo hanggang paa. Kaya kung nahanap mo na siya ay huwag ka nang maghanap ng iba. Isang malaking pagkakamali iyon. Katulad ng ginawa ko.