tongue like candy

[chandlerr-dean]

I'm higher than the sky

[chandlerr-dean]

Why does morning keep happening

[chandlerr-dean]

Dear Chandler,

I hope you are doing well. You may remember writing a letter of your greatest regrets to me, and I wanted to say thank you again for that. In return, I have included one of your friend's letters. It is that of Mr. Caden Sayer. Happy reading!

Whuddup Juliet,

Dear Juliet sounds like something a pussy would say, so sorry not sorry. You’re already making me write this damn letter. You can’t control how I write the letter.

A lot of shitty stuff has happened in my life, but I think it started with my mom. If she hadn’t left, then my dad wouldn’t have gone batshit crazy, and I wouldn’t have had to deal with his bullshit. For the longest time, I thought it was my fault that she left, and I hated myself for it. I spent hours thinking about what I did wrong, how I could have been better, anything I could have done to make her stay.

I don’t know how it happened, but one day, I just realized she was a bitch, and nothing was my fault. She left, and I hope she feels fucking terrible for it…but sometimes I still catch myself thinking about what I did wrong and what I could have done to make her stay.

You better keep this to your fucking self,

Caden

With love,

Juliet

[chandlerr-dean]

Pretty sure I hate everyone

[miktate-deactivated20140517]

Are you uh mocking me? Or just um saying um. 

[chandlerr-dean]

Guess you'll never know

[chandlerr-dean]

Pretty sure I hate everyone

[miktate-deactivated20140517]

Sorry um Chandler. 

[chandlerr-dean]

Okay um Lilia

[chandlerr-dean]

Pretty sure I hate everyone

[miktate-deactivated20140517]

Just um you I guess. 

[chandlerr-dean]

Well don't

[chandlerr-dean]

Pretty sure I hate everyone

[okmona]

I can say the same.

[chandlerr-dean]

They all suck

[chandlerr-dean]

Pretty sure I hate everyone

[miktate-deactivated20140517]

[chandlerr-dean]

What are you looking at

[chandlerr-dean]

Pretty sure I hate everyone

[chandlerr-dean]

More to love when your hands are free

[cadenidgaf-blog]

What the hell are you talking about this time, Chandler?

[chandlerr-dean]

Come on shake it up 1, 2, 3

[chandlerr-dean]

More to love when your hands are free

Baby put your pom poms down for me

[chandlerr-dean]

This is stupid

[gavinunderwood-deactivated20140]

Don’t have to ask me twice.

[chandlerr-dean]

Great

[chandlerr-dean]

This is stupid

[gavinunderwood-deactivated20140]

Who ever said I wasn’t taking you to the bar? Or to the store to buy a 36 pack? 

[chandlerr-dean]

Can we please?

[chandlerr-dean]

This is stupid

[gavinunderwood-deactivated20140]

You should actually come out with me. C’mon mate, believe me. I know exactly what you need. I’m a expert. 

[chandlerr-dean]

What I need is to get drunk off my fucking ass

[chandlerr-dean]

This is stupid

[gavinunderwood-deactivated20140]

A close friend then?

[chandlerr-dean]

No, actually. More complicated that that... I um. I don't want to talk about it. I should probably go

[chandlerr-dean]

This is stupid

[gavinunderwood-deactivated20140]

Woah mate. Wow, sorry. Whose was it? My deepest apologies. 

[chandlerr-dean]

Thanks. I, uh. A friend. Kind of. I don't know. She was um. Kind of my sister, I guess

[chandlerr-dean]

This is stupid

[gavinunderwood-deactivated20140]

What’s got you wanting to go home Chan?

[chandlerr-dean]

I just...

I had to go back home for a funeral. And my mum said I should go enjoy my vacation now that everything is taken care of but. It doesn't feel right.