Life Can Be Beautiful

[changecanbebeautiful736]

How to even describe my life these days… I don’t even know where to begin. So many turns and twists and ups and downs, so much deep dark sadness, with glimpses of light and happiness… this existence is wearying, with times of despondency… but coming to terms, embracing acceptance, that this is the life I was handed, and trying to make the best of it… I don’t believe that happiness was meant for me, but instead a life of struggle and sadness. I love deeply, but it is returned shallowly. I am abused, and yet I stay and hold on. One day at a time, until my next life. 

[histhoughtslately]

When love finds you again, I wish for you that is kind, gentle, loving, peaceful and tranquil. May it make you smile again, laugh often, dance like no one’s watching, and support your true self without condition.

[lunamonchtuna]

— Susan Sontag, from “Death Kit,” (1967) (via lunamonchtuna)

[accordingtolauren]

A creature of...

She was a creature of desire

A creature of desperation with a jaded nature

An opposer of benevolent tranquility

Yet a seeker for the havoc that cursed her into agony and torment

A creature of a burning flesh and a tempting beckon towards the collision of two hundred souls

Amorous and iniquitous, she was in nature

As she unearthed the lies

And the cold blue heart she couldn't champion

Due to her quiet demeanor and broken hope

She was a creature of a lonesome fate

Don't let the despair and sultry

Fool the onlooker

For she'll cause ache and pain

Feelings she herself is damned to harbor for enternity

A blind and wicked heart exiled her once ageless radiancy

She was a fallen angel

-lauren a.p

inspired by fka twigs

[perfeqt]

“I am sad all the time and the sadness is so heavy I can’t get away from it.”

— Nina Lacour

[thehopefulquotes]

“I’m so unwhole. I don’t know where all the pieces of me are, how to fit them together, how to make them stick. Or if I even can.”

— Kathleen Glasgow, Girl in Pieces

[romessence]

Heavy on the "be safe" and "i love you" because life is so unpredictable.

[theambitiouswoman]

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[perfectquote]

“Maturity begins when we’re content to feel we’re right about something, without feeling the necessity to prove someone else is wrong.”

— Sydney J. Harris

[quotefeeling]

“And then in the worst moment I hope there is someone holding my hand and say everything will be okay.”

— Thoughtkick

[perfectfeelings]

“I do not believe that things will turn out well; but the idea that they might — that is of vital importance.”

— Theodor Adorno

[mysticaletherealliving]

The most painful state of being is remembering the future, particularly the one you’ll never have.

- Søren Kierkegaard

[peaceishim]

And when the seasons change

Will you stand by me?

[changecanbebeautiful736]

No one ever has thus far.....

[dumblr]

I got treated like shit while my heart was pure, I'll never forget that.

[mydeadweightthoughts]

I want to grow old with someone and have them not grow tired of me

[allsadnshit]

The amount of time and trial and error that happens between when you realize you need to change and when you actually start digging your heels in and making those changes is often literal years which is so crazy cause we can know something for so long and refuse to let it sink in when we know it will deeply disrupt our lifestyles and comforts/crutches so it just prevails for so much longer than we could ever imagine even when we realized so long ago what was wrong we just back pedal when we are scared until something just cracks and we feel ready