plant era

(i’m trying to grow) 30, she/her

[changing-the-narrative]

this one goes out to me<3

[holdingcaulfields]

on identity

ojibwe / noah kahan / richard siken / unknown / elliott smith / oamisoa / cameron awkward-rich

[two-bees-poetry]

so soft it hurts

[the-cinder-fields]

Cover illustration for Vladimir Nabokov’s Despair,1969(edit)

[changing-the-narrative]

something that’s really painful and isolating too is that because everyone was so hesitant and concerned about us, i feel like i can’t talk to anyone about it or tell anyone anything really. and that feels so lonely and also dangerous. but i know they’re all still watching like hawks and i can tell the people closest to me are starting to be wary and concerned and know something is going on. but i just keep blaming it on quitting cigarettes. i don’t think anyone is buying it. i feel very alone. and very untouched. i don’t think it’s supposed to be this way.

[changing-the-narrative]

i feel uncomfortably alone

because i feel very unknown

and the one who does know me

doesn’t care enough to show up for me

must this life always be so lonely?

[changing-the-narrative]

my desires are split in too many directions that i cannot bring together and i feel battered and torn and alone and i don’t really know who i am. i’m not sure i ever have.

[wedarkacademia]

[wedarkacademia]

Yeah now we've entered the back pain stage

[changing-the-narrative]

oh

[seraphinesaintclair]

Madison Julius Cawein, “In The Wood”

[kiisuuumii]

Forrest Gander, Mojave Ghost

[fatimazainab]

Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

[sanskaarisans]

will you?

[shisasan]

January 15, 1926 Journals of Anais Nin 1923-1927 [volume 3]

[aestheteasteria]

seeking, yearning, reaching hands

[flowrrs4u]

I am good. I am loved.

[oldwinesoul]

Alejandra Pizarnik, from 'Continuity', Extracting the Stone of Madness: Poems 1962-1972