I was gonna post this at midnight on the first day of 2022, but real life is a bitch and in truth i forget things really easily now.
still, as 2021 has ended, i feel as if i had to come out of my hibernation and say a few things about this blog, and its impact.
first of all, i saw my fics hitting new milestones, and i couldnβt even believe that despite me being barely here i receive so much love and appreciation from you people. it means so much, and truly so much, that every single one of you take the time to read my mostly horny ramblings and leave a like, comment, reblog or ask π₯Ί to know i am appreciated while i am not here has been one of my greatest achievements.
second, but most importantly, i wanted to mention a few people who have definitely impacted my 2021, and the fics they brought with them.
@mocimori β CHIAAAAA, LOMLLLLL TREASURE OF MY HEART πππβ€οΈβ€οΈπβ€οΈππβ€οΈ you are another ive wronged with my terrible replies but now i see why you complained about uni π that shit SUCKS but ever since you sent in those Paris asks you have managed to make me a complete SIMP of you and every artwork youβve made of SKZ and genshin makes me wanna like retweet reblog bookmark comment subscribe EVERYTHING !!! youβre so insanely talented and to top it off you are literally one of the nicest people Iβve ever met????? pls pls forgive me for never replying and pls letβs write that anti hero! skz fic we are not doing it justice w all those theories we had ππ i love you so so much and i hope youβre doing amazing βΉοΈβ€οΈ
@bruh-changbin β oh my fucking god . SKY. My Bitch. My Love. the few crackers i will love and appreciate in my life π₯Ά no but seriously you are one of tumblrs few treasures Iβve experienced and this is a big one cause tumblr fucking SUCKS ππ youβve become such an important person to me and despite u sending me terrible #girlboss memes ur every tiktok, random traumatic moments of your life and twilight memes send me off the edge π thank you for being a funny sexy mf and i promise ill watch twilight soon I PROMISE πβ€οΈβ€οΈ ps. pls reply to my tiktoks i want attention ππ
to lysol β @soobmint @honeyju @hyuckworld (+ all ur other personalities on tumblr π») β you fucking three holy shit i hate you all so much because now im obsessed with three stupid americans from across the world who i have never met but would give my kidneys for πππ but seriously you three are the reason i havenβt given up on writing βΉοΈ you guys encouraging me, our constant borderline racially motivated bullying (call me currymuncher one more time alice addy π) and just being unforgivably yourselves have become such a comfort to me, and I genuinely wouldnβt know what I would do without you all. Thank you for being in my life. I actually mean it this time πβ€οΈβ€οΈ (no but really i love you so much yβall are the reason for my attachment issues)
special mentions to @healinghyunjin @scxrlettwxtches @aliceu !! i know i never reply and am so so so dead on here but i promise yβall be living in my head rent free !! all of your fics are the reason i have faith in stayblr cause imma be honest with yall stayblr has a draught in good ficsπ
now i know i donβt have an abundance of friends or mutuals on here, but the people ive mentioned here, and my readers and supporters are the reason ive given myself a small belief that I can do something with writing. university is being a pain, i am tired, but you all give me strength to hopefully become active again.
i apologise if all of this sounds a bit random and all over the place, but thatβs because itβs midnight and i feel like im about to pass out β a mf needs her sleep π anyway, i hope you all have an amazing 2022, and please stay safe β€οΈ
I wasnβt gonna come on here but today is the most important day of the year so happy birthday to the love of my life I hope youβre happy, healthy and eating as much as you want ππ all of these are some of my favourite pictures of him (especially the last one HIS SMILE MY GOD I LOVE HIM SM) I know one should never depend on a MAN for happiness but for heβs the only exception I love you so much little man ππβ€οΈπβ€οΈβ€οΈπβ€οΈβ€οΈπβ€οΈ
FIA YOUβRE BACK ?!%$@$?!&?! AAAAA WTF WTF I MISSED YOU SO MUCH HOE ππππππππ HOW ARE YOU DOING, HAVE YOU BEEN WELL ? βΉ <3
NO HOL ON LEMME JUSTβ shower you with some love and some compliments βcause you deserve it so much i will cry π
are you even aware of just how captivating your talent is ??? like, yOUR WRITING SKILLS, THE PLOTS, THE DETAILS, DESCRIPTION, EVERYTHING about your writings are so so beautiful and i would read them all over, again and again anytime. you have such a way with your words, you pull readers in so easily and i find that so fascinating, not everyone can do that >:( !! and the SMUT YOU WRITE OH MY FUCKING GOβ how do you do it girl, TEACH US π βΌοΈ youβre one of my TOP favorite writers here and i literally only have 3 π stop βcause i really will switch religions and start worshipping you instead. and i also *love* to listen to your playlists :((( although almost all of them are explicit or sex songs- you have amazing taste in music and i love you and your blog too so much pls help <\3
i also have a big exam in like 35 minutes but iβm reading The Duke and I (again ?!!??!?) on tumblr instead, please scold me rn and maybe wish me luck too bye πβπ»
MY GOD READINF THROUGH THAT WAS LIKE WATCHING AN AUTUMN SUNRISE OH MY GOODNESS ANON WHOEVER YOU ARE I HOPE YOUR PILLOW IS WARM, UR BEINF SPOON FED UR FAVOURITE FOOD AND I HOPE UR HAVING THE MOST SUCCESSFUL TIME OF UR LIFE CAUSE UVE JUST MADE ME FEEL LIKE IVE ACHIEVED EVERYTHING GOOD IN MY LIFE ππβ€οΈβ€οΈπβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈπβ€οΈβ€οΈππβ€οΈβ€οΈKNOWING I AM PLACED AT SUCH A HIGH STANDARD IN YOUR MIND IS SUCH HIGH PRAISE ITS SUCH A HUGE COMPLIMENT AND WHOEVER LIKES MY MUSIC TASTE IS INSTANTLY MY BEST FRIEND COME HERE RIGHT NOW π€¬π€¬π€¬π€¬π€¬
THANK YOU FOR MAKING A TIRED PAKI SMILE HOMIE βΉοΈβΉοΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ
Actually, i do not know how to start this little text, but i want it to enjoy it as much as i do while i'm writing it. I have read your works (more than once, may i admit), and i think that the world of writing is glad to have works like yours present. I'm not saying this just because, incredibly, you just know how to touch people's heart with words and your stories. The way you describe each moment with such precise definitions fascinates me a lot. And i'm starting a new work, well, my first of all, inspired by your writing. You know how to put feelings in words, and i kinda want to put the right words in my feelings. I would like to reveal who i am but it doesn't make much sense, to not mention that i'm new, here, in these surroundings.
Get on with your work.
From the invisible,
To an artist.
πππ
ππ§ππ§π OH MY GOD !;&:βsm
WHY WOUDLF YOY SAY SOEMTHTKNG LIKE THA T T !;8:!3& πππππ§π§π§ππππ§π§ THIS SOUNDS SO OMINOUS AND LOW-KEY SCARY BUT IDEC THIS IS SUCH HIGH PRAISE FOR A SEXUALLY FRUSTRATED FANFIC WRITER πππ€π€π€π€π€
WHOEVER YOU ARE FIRST OF ALL IM SO SORRY FOR REPLYING TWO MONTHS LATE AND SECONDLY PLEASE REVEAL URSELF I WANT TO PERSONALLY THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME SMILE πππβ€οΈβ€οΈπβ€οΈβ€οΈ
FIA YOUR FEEDBACK OH MY GOD ππππππ
IβVE READ YOUR REBLOG LITERALLY 10 TIMES AND I STILL HAVENβT RECOVERED π΅π΅π΅π΅ Like how are you the funniest person alive???? I was literally CACKLING to myself like a fucking crazy woman the entire time I was reading omg - I havenβt felt so stupidly happy in SO long [βI came here for cock and left w tearsβ??? The best nine words Iβve ever seen someone string together in the English language IβM DEAD, why is this me with every angsty smut I secretly save??]
Youβre an absolute QUEEN - thank you SO much for taking the time to read Ritual and write out all of your thoughts like this - your own writing and support early on was so important to me, and your feedback on Moonrise was literally what inspired me to keep writing πππ I know youβve said that youβre probably not going to be as active here with college and other things/interests going on in life (which Iβm SO happy for you about π), so Iβm really really glad that we were at least able to chat and intersect like this β€οΈβ€οΈ
That Paris teaser DESTROYED me (you write Chan so freakin well, and actor!Chan?? 50s!Chan?? EURO!Chan?? AND EXES-TO-LOVERS??? Iβm gonna DIE when this fic drops my god), and Iβll wait as LONG as you need for you to drop this lol - so take your time, and go ROCK it at school!! Iβm *hopefully* going to be dropping my Chan fic (thatβs been in the works since literally fucking June lmao) sometime soon too, so if you have the time, lmk and Iβll drop you a note when I post it π
TL;DR: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!! I LOVE YOU BUB, I hope college (Iβm American, βuniβ sounds weird to me lmao, donβt come at me) treats you well, and MY BODY IS READY FOR PARIS LEGGO!!!
AVA MY GIRL P L EASSEEEE βΌοΈβΌοΈβΌοΈ
YOU DONT EVEN NEED TO THANK ME I STILL THINK ABOUT THAT FIC πππ I Havenβt forgotten minho rocking my shit in a ritual mans didnβt need to go so hard even the priest got concerned π€π€ AND STOP I DIDNT EXPECT THE ANGST ANF GOT HIT SO HARD FUCK U but also ily go writing queen !!! DONT EVEN MENTION THAT THO IM HAPPY TO SUPPORT YOU AND CHEER YOU ON FOR THE REST OF MY TUMBLR DAYS itβs only my duty to cheer for writers who deserve the world but get dust on this site π€
NOOOO STOP HYPING UP PARIS OR ILL KISS YOU π€¬π€¬π€¬π€¬ honestly itβs gonna take a long ass time cause unis started (saying college as a Brit is so hard for me LMAOAAO opposites attract I guess π») and with my lectures starting on Monday Iβm already swamped w early reading and preparation π still pls send me a message when that fic drops I want it so badly u have NO IDEA and PLS !!! Just lemme slide in ur dms u can talk whenever u want to me πΌ
Hello hello i just wanted to make sure that you got my ask bc tumblr seems to be very hungry for my asks these days ππππ
OMG HEY NERD I actually havenβt gotten any asks from you beside this one πππ tumblr does seem to feast on ur asks its their internal misogyny πππ
I am off tumblr rn but idr if I asked if I could be tagged for Paris π₯Ίβ¨ its not as if Iβm literally one of that fics number one fans or anything π€§π€§π€§π€§ BUT ALSO HOPE YOU ARE WELL FIA I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH! - izzy (decembermoonskz)
NOOOOO IZZY PLS I have NEVER forgotten the love and appreciation u gave me ur the OG ππβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ of course Iβll add u bae and thank u for still remembering paris even after a whole year π₯Ίπ₯ΊβΉοΈ
fia's comeback is the only 2021 comeback that matters OMG I'M SO EXCITED FOR PARIS GGRRRRRR ARFFF BARK BARK BITCH I'M SO PROUD OF YOU THANK OYU I MISSED YOU HO πππ€πΊ | -- π₯΅
STOP IT DO U KNOW HOW MUCH THAT MEANS TO ME π€¬π€¬β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ COME HERE LEMME KISS TF OUTTA YOU πππͺ
OH MY FUCIKGN GOD FIAAAA?????? PARIS?????? ARE YOU BACK TOOO????? I HAVENT READ PARIS BUT THE SECOND I SAW THE PREVIEW FUCKING HELL ISTG I JUMPED OMGSJHF FIA I MISSED YOU SMMMMM WHAT THE HELLL I HOPE YOU HAD ENOUGH TIME TO HEAL YOU ANGEL | hottie who's missed you too much π₯΅
HOTTI EE E. EE MY FAVE MY MFFF I MISS U ALL DAY EVERYDAY ππβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ Iβm not fully back cause a bitch is booked and busy with education but I SURE DO WANNA DROP A FIC π€ how have u been hotshot πΌβ
But it's okay, I can wait, it's a really long fic so I know it takes a lot of time, I'm sure it'll be amazing!
I love Castlevania , I don't know if it can be considered an anime, but it's amazing and Alucard is so hot π
-vic
NOOOO VIC UR HONESTLY TOO SWEET TO ME ππβ€οΈβ€οΈ Iβve barely written but Iβm gonna try and plan a whole draft now Iβve been prolonging it too much βΌοΈ
OMG REALLY??? Iβll defo watch it now !! i actually saw Richard Armitage and Theo James voice characters and was like β€οΈπβ€οΈ
