Beautiful Mess

My thoughts are scattered. My mind is a terrible place.

[perfectfeelings]

“I crave space. It charges my batteries. It helps me breathe. Being around people can be so exhausting, because most of them love to take and barely know how to give. Except for a rare few.”

— Katie Kacvinsky

[thoughtkick]

“I must learn to be content with being happier than I deserve.”

— Jane Austen

[thoughtkick]

It’s hard when you miss people. But, you know, if you miss them it means you were lucky. It means you had someone special in your life, someone worth missing.

Nathan Scott (via thoughtkick)

[sunsetquotes]

You can’t get away from yourself by moving from one place to another.

Ernest Hemingway; The Sun Also Rises (via sunsetquotes)

[chaosandwildfire]

Saw this on facebook and it is somewhat accurate

I guess truth hurts. 🥲

[thoughtkick]

“You have to get to a point where your mood doesn’t shift based on the insignificant actions of someone else.”

— Unknown

[resqectable]

“I stopped explaining myself when I realized people only understand from their level of perception.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“When the world says ‘Give up’, hope whispers 'Try it one more time.’”

— Unknown

[chaosandwildfire]

It's good to have someone who listens to you and who believes in you.

[chaosandwildfire]

Baguio; my safe haven, my home away from home

Photo not mine. Credit to the rightful owner (All photos were taken last Feb 5'22)

Days, weeks, months and years passed without knowing when will I ever feel you.

It's been almost two years since I've seen you, two years since I've felt your calm. Wondering how long will I still be longing for you.

Been wanting to experience your warm embrace once again.

Hoping for the day to finally come and end this yearning towards you.

2.23.22/1:44am

[the-inspiring-quotes]

[thoughtkick]

“Goodness can be found sometimes in the middle of hell.”

— Charles Bukowski, Women

[the-inspiring-quotes]

[chaosandwildfire]

Doubting since 2016

[vomitingwords]

"There are a lot of people who read me, but understand me differently." she stared at him, her eyes sad but she's smiling. She looked far ahead, then she continued, "And I couldn't make all of them see me, the way I always wanted to be. But...you see, I already made myself believe, that's totally fine. I guess, that's just real life." there's a long second of silence before she finally uttered, "I thought that maybe, even though I couldn't accept it, it's perfectly okay to know that including you, I'm just not everyone's favorite kind of book."

would you keep me if i was her? // ma.c.a

[chaosandwildfire]

Sad reality is even my SO doesn't know me that well. Been together for almost 31 months now and yeah maybe that's just life.

[chaosandwildfire]

A little throwback (True Life Retreat ‘19)

w/ our Mechanical Engineer, Engr. Caridad

Throwback to the days na fresh pa itsura ko kasi di pa sinubok ng mundo sa problema.

It's funny knowing that these photos were taken two years ago and yet here I am still stuck on what I really want to do with my life. I joined this retreat so that my mind and soul would be refreshed and be enlightened. In other words, retreat is like a food for your soul and yes it helped me a lot. 

Sad to say I think I need to reconnect with Him again. Haven’t been able to go to church for a month now. I do pray but it is much different if you are able to attend church service.

P.S Retreat is a must try for anyone who seems lost. Pagkauwi mo pakiramdam mo ibang tao ka ulit na nareborn. May pagka soul searching ang peg eh. Haha.

[thepersonalwords]

““We never believe we’re beautiful, no matter how many times we hear it. We never believe it until someone says it in the right way.” - Francine Prose”

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[thepersonalquotes]