Chaos Creature

living against my will they/them

[berryinnit]

t-shirt with the words “high-functioning corpse” printed on it

[chaosundeadcreature]

How do I explain to people that I like drawing bc I like putting fictional characters in fun outfits, and I hardly ever make a piece of art that is super deep and emotional?

[dumbbich]

I’m a sucker for a good homoerotic confrontation 😔✌️

[chaosundeadcreature]

I'm sitting between act one and act two of Phantom of the opera in Gliwice Poland rn and pls if anyone knows WHY IS THE PHANTOM LEFT SIDED?

[chaosundeadcreature]

Anyways, Pic of me after the show lol

(i have the correct right sided mask btw)

[chaosundeadcreature]

I'm sitting between act one and act two of Phantom of the opera in Gliwice Poland rn and pls if anyone knows WHY IS THE PHANTOM LEFT SIDED?

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[chaosundeadcreature]

There's actually so much hate in me, what do i do with it?

[chaosundeadcreature]

Yall ever see someone and even tho you don't know them you hate them bc their face is just p!ssing you off and you don't know why? i have this with random people but also with actors and if an actor who's face I can't stand is in something I'll probably won't watch it. i mean sometimes they do either make up or something to make them look less annoying and watchable, but mostly i just won't watch it. this also happens the other way around. I'll never watch "the boys" bc Homelander's face p!sses me off, but the actor looks ok out of character. idk why i have problem with some ppl's faces. Some people i describe that they have "loud face" and that's why I can't stand them, and i can't explain exactly what that means or what makes someone's face "loud". but not every person that I "hate" in that way has a "loud face". I can't figure out what makes some people uncomfortable to look at. it's not that someone's pretty of ugly, it's not about the symetry, I don't know what it is. And i feel bad hating on random people.

[chaosundeadcreature]

this is a post for doll customizers

oh no, your doll has pixelated screening that won't budge when you terrorize it with acetone? i just sanded that sht down with a cheap dremel, used something with super fine grit. then i wiped it down with acetone. now my doll is ready for customizing

this is going to be my first serious customization. i want to give this G3 Ghoulia a G1 color scheme. Was too lazy to reroot so i just dyed her hair with alcohol markers. came out great, a bit crusty, but it's poly anyways lol. I'm gonna sand the whole doll and spray paint it gray.

[chaosundeadcreature]

Update on her:

i sanded her earlier and sprayed with some gray acrylic primer. today i went to check on her, it seems that this paint sticked to her properly, added more of it in the places where the previous coat didn't reach and a light spray overall in case i missed something. i hanged her back in my basement to dry, also i ordered a pair of rainbow high doll shoes that i will also repaint, I've heard that RH shoes fit G3 MH dolls

after this i will spray her with matt varnish and when she's all dry I'll show you her hair, i have no pictures of it rn

[chaosundeadcreature]

eyebrows are darker irl. i wanted to match the hair color but i decided gray eyebrows look actually good so i left it like that. this is my first time painting doll's face so it's kinda wonky (but Mattel often print it wonky anyways so it's alright). i used acrylic markers and acrylic paints. i need to figure out the clothes situation. also, RH boots came in the mail, they fit, but are a bit loose above the ankles, i planned to give her socks so it'll look fine. obv i need to paint them and i need to give my doll 1 or two layers of clear coat. it's not over yet

here are the boots:

[chaosundeadcreature]

🖌️ painting 🖌️

[chaosundeadcreature]

here we are... now i need some clothes and accessories for her

here's the hair btw, not a total match with the g1 but it looks good

[chaosundeadcreature]

Vent post kinda:

I think different cultures and their traditions and folklore are so interesting and pretty and amazing but mine isn't. Other's ppl traditional clothing is so pretty but i hate Polish traditional clothing so much. I can't stand it. Can't stand the music (and unfortunately bc of that I can't stand the folk music of other slavic countries, it sounds too similar, sorry), and everything. Only some parts of the folklore i find actually cool (mostly pre-christian stuff or stuff that was kinda an echo of the slavic beliefs that carried over alongside christianity), I don't like how traditional Polish art looks like. i hate most of it. and I don't know why is that, and that makes it all even more annoying. I like Pisanki tho, but everything else i find boring or stupid. and I don't want to offend anyone, i just can't bring myself to like it.

Whyyy is that? Why do i hate all of it so much? can anyone relate?

[wingkink]

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

[chaosundeadcreature]

this is a post for doll customizers

oh no, your doll has pixelated screening that won't budge when you terrorize it with acetone? i just sanded that sht down with a cheap dremel, used something with super fine grit. then i wiped it down with acetone. now my doll is ready for customizing

this is going to be my first serious customization. i want to give this G3 Ghoulia a G1 color scheme. Was too lazy to reroot so i just dyed her hair with alcohol markers. came out great, a bit crusty, but it's poly anyways lol. I'm gonna sand the whole doll and spray paint it gray.

[chaosundeadcreature]

Update on her:

i sanded her earlier and sprayed with some gray acrylic primer. today i went to check on her, it seems that this paint sticked to her properly, added more of it in the places where the previous coat didn't reach and a light spray overall in case i missed something. i hanged her back in my basement to dry, also i ordered a pair of rainbow high doll shoes that i will also repaint, I've heard that RH shoes fit G3 MH dolls

after this i will spray her with matt varnish and when she's all dry I'll show you her hair, i have no pictures of it rn

[chaosundeadcreature]

eyebrows are darker irl. i wanted to match the hair color but i decided gray eyebrows look actually good so i left it like that. this is my first time painting doll's face so it's kinda wonky (but Mattel often print it wonky anyways so it's alright). i used acrylic markers and acrylic paints. i need to figure out the clothes situation. also, RH boots came in the mail, they fit, but are a bit loose above the ankles, i planned to give her socks so it'll look fine. obv i need to paint them and i need to give my doll 1 or two layers of clear coat. it's not over yet

here are the boots:

[chaosundeadcreature]

🖌️ painting 🖌️

[chaosundeadcreature]

this is a post for doll customizers

oh no, your doll has pixelated screening that won't budge when you terrorize it with acetone? i just sanded that sht down with a cheap dremel, used something with super fine grit. then i wiped it down with acetone. now my doll is ready for customizing

this is going to be my first serious customization. i want to give this G3 Ghoulia a G1 color scheme. Was too lazy to reroot so i just dyed her hair with alcohol markers. came out great, a bit crusty, but it's poly anyways lol. I'm gonna sand the whole doll and spray paint it gray.

[chaosundeadcreature]

Update on her:

i sanded her earlier and sprayed with some gray acrylic primer. today i went to check on her, it seems that this paint sticked to her properly, added more of it in the places where the previous coat didn't reach and a light spray overall in case i missed something. i hanged her back in my basement to dry, also i ordered a pair of rainbow high doll shoes that i will also repaint, I've heard that RH shoes fit G3 MH dolls

after this i will spray her with matt varnish and when she's all dry I'll show you her hair, i have no pictures of it rn

[chaosundeadcreature]

eyebrows are darker irl. i wanted to match the hair color but i decided gray eyebrows look actually good so i left it like that. this is my first time painting doll's face so it's kinda wonky (but Mattel often print it wonky anyways so it's alright). i used acrylic markers and acrylic paints. i need to figure out the clothes situation. also, RH boots came in the mail, they fit, but are a bit loose above the ankles, i planned to give her socks so it'll look fine. obv i need to paint them and i need to give my doll 1 or two layers of clear coat. it's not over yet

here are the boots:

[chaosundeadcreature]

this is a post for doll customizers

oh no, your doll has pixelated screening that won't budge when you terrorize it with acetone? i just sanded that sht down with a cheap dremel, used something with super fine grit. then i wiped it down with acetone. now my doll is ready for customizing

this is going to be my first serious customization. i want to give this G3 Ghoulia a G1 color scheme. Was too lazy to reroot so i just dyed her hair with alcohol markers. came out great, a bit crusty, but it's poly anyways lol. I'm gonna sand the whole doll and spray paint it gray.

[chaosundeadcreature]

Update on her:

i sanded her earlier and sprayed with some gray acrylic primer. today i went to check on her, it seems that this paint sticked to her properly, added more of it in the places where the previous coat didn't reach and a light spray overall in case i missed something. i hanged her back in my basement to dry, also i ordered a pair of rainbow high doll shoes that i will also repaint, I've heard that RH shoes fit G3 MH dolls

after this i will spray her with matt varnish and when she's all dry I'll show you her hair, i have no pictures of it rn

[captainvostok-deactivated202607]

ITS ALL ABOUT THE HE SAID SHE SAID

[chaosundeadcreature]

this is a post for doll customizers

oh no, your doll has pixelated screening that won't budge when you terrorize it with acetone? i just sanded that sht down with a cheap dremel, used something with super fine grit. then i wiped it down with acetone. now my doll is ready for customizing

this is going to be my first serious customization. i want to give this G3 Ghoulia a G1 color scheme. Was too lazy to reroot so i just dyed her hair with alcohol markers. came out great, a bit crusty, but it's poly anyways lol. I'm gonna sand the whole doll and spray paint it gray.

[chaosundeadcreature]

You would think that roller skating, inline skating and ice skating are similar. I got to the point of jumping tiny waltz jumps on ice (i could jump higher but I don't want to break my cheap skates or break my ankle due to lack of support in said skates) yet i have to learn how to skate on my left leg AGAIN but on rollerskates this time. can't even do crossovers 😭