Fragments of me survive only in stanzas.

[chaoticdreamerblaze]

Only way to make a difference is to win every fight?

[chaoticdreamerblaze]

It's either black or it's either white , i don't choose grey , I am all in. Or all out. Nothing in between.

[chaoticdreamerblaze]

Wondering if I should just kms or go home tomorrow

[chaoticdreamerblaze]

Nothing fixed

[chaoticdreamerblaze]

Idk how and why I always ends up like this, I have people I can talk to but I don't want them to know this side of mine , will they ever talk to me again? It'll so awkward right? wouldn't be thinking much if I were comfortable around them. I see many faces , but does anybody see me?

[chaoticdreamerblaze]

Staring at the walls seeing life got no meaning

[chaoticdreamerblaze]

THIS IS WORSE THAN WHAT I USED TO WORRY A YEAR AGO

[chaoticdreamerblaze]

JHAATUUUU JINDAGIII BEHENCHODDDDDD

[chaoticdreamerblaze]

MKCCCCCCC

[chaoticdreamerblaze]

I WANNNAAA SCREAM CRYYYY LOUDD BANGGG MY HEAD ON THE WALL SOOOO FUCKING BADDDD AAAAAAAA

[chaoticdreamerblaze]

This worth nothing HONESTLY

[chaoticdreamerblaze]

I wanna get out of this place sooooo bad

[chaoticdreamerblaze]

Fuck everything

[chaoticdreamerblaze]

But I do miss when I thought that I was loved

[chaoticdreamerblaze]

Fuxk this day

[chaoticdreamerblaze]

This sucks

[imissthembutitwasntadisaster]

People will be so mean to teenagers do you literally not remember what it was like to be sixteen. Every time I talk to a teenager I feel I should hold their hands and tell them I think they're one of the bravest people on the planet just for choosing to endure but I don't because I don't want to be creepy.