I'm not pro-anything but recovery

Elizabeth. 26. 5'1. SW: 158 CW: 153 GW1: 132 GW2: 120 UGW: 105 I DO NOT SUPPORT EATING DISORDERS OR HARMFUL BEHAVIOR OF ANY TYPE I suffer from Bipolar 1 Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, PTSD and Anorexia (not officially diagnosed with Ana because I hide my symptoms from my psychiatrist for no good reason). And a long history of self harm and substance abuse. Seriously though, I recommend none of this. This is my living hell and this blog is just an outlet so I don't completely lose my mind. The mind I have left, at least.

[norablvck]

[inkedcore]

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[direhuman]

Executive dysfunction is like all of your abilities are on cooldown and you’re mashing buttons to try to do anything but your brain is just like “i can’t do that yet. that’s still recharging. i can’t do that yet. that spell isn’t ready yet. that’s still recharging.”

[yipyap]

and the worst part is “that’s still recharging” is a lie a lot of the time and you’re totally good to go. it’s like a cool down glitch.

[chaoticheadcase1994]

Honestly when I saw my psychiatrist a few days ago I told her "You know how when you try to restart a dysfunctional computer you have to unplug it, wait a minute and then plug it back in? I'm in that waiting minute right now. Except it's a lot longer than a minute."

[theskinnyhoney]

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[alice-beyond-wonderland]

Can some create a thigh gap for me so I look cute in knee highs?

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[darling-im-starving-blog]

At least I’m not at my SW anymore

At least I’m not at my SW anymore

At least I’m not at my SW anymore

[crybbyface-deactivated20190219]

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[losing--is-winning]

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[misseleana]

[soft-rimbaud]

Gentle note to my followers

Please eat Please drink water Please take your meds Please get some sleep And please know that I love you

[chaoticheadcase1994]

Anorexia and alcoholism may seem like an unlikely combination, but unfortunately they get along very well. The less I eat, the drunker I get on less alcohol. As someone who isn't exactly rich, this is definitely a benefit. Plus, alcohol has calories. Not a lot, but some. So I eat even less to make room in my daily calorie limit for alcohol. Hangovers result in throwing up. It's definitely not enjoyable but it negates at least some of whatever I ate for dinner. They get along. And they work together to destroy my body and drive me insane. And to be perfectly honest I don't want treatment for either of them.

Yep, I'm 100% okay. Really.

[rachbtw]

[alwaysmvs]

[pw3429]

Someone: what’s your BIGGEST fear?

My brain: gaining all the weight that I tried so hard to lose back or even worse becoming so obese that no one will love me and I will end up dying alone.

Me: uh, spiders?

[dieticedcoffee]

[anxietyproblem]

[uzone]

[inkedcore]

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