i’ve fallen in love with wanting you
but i don’t love you.
it has always been him, you know that, right?
i’ve fallen in love with wanting you
so much so that
having you makes me anxious,
holding you makes me want to run away from you.
you aren’t good for me,
you are just my temporary relief.
i am not sorry about it,
this isn’t a fleeting feeling
we both know we aren’t meant to be















