🎱 The Manifold Nexus 🍡

⚠️The freak in 99.99999999999999999999999% of DNIs⚠️ He · She · It Whimsical · Morbid

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a Reject among Rejects

This blog is operated by an Anomaly. It☯He☯She · Loveless Queerhet Pervert · Morbidly Whimsical · Not Eligible for Sanity · Unpalatable · Severed from Reality · 🎱Grandiose🍡 · Stranger · Oxymoron · Utter Filth · Treats Age and Gender like Playthings · Unhinged Philosopher · Conspiracy Theorist · Mad Scientist · Lacks Empathy · Proud Degenerate Freak.

Passionate about Identity and Bodily Autonomy · Against puritanism and the status quo · Embrace the Cringe · Self Defense triumphs morals · Your hatred towards AI is misguided · ACAB.

Non-exhaustive list of interests · Alice in Borderland · Animal Well · ATLA · Breaking Bad · Creepypastas · House of Anubis · Its own Beyond Reality · Junji Ito · Linguistics · Minecraft · Moomin · MYST · Pokémon · Puzzle and Exploration Games · Severance · Submachine · Synesthesia · TADC · Unreality · Wacky Science such as 4D.

Non-exhaustive list of Perverted ꙮ attractions which it explores in the Beyond as its manifold selves · Abduction · Anal · Armpits · Body Hair · Body Odour · Brats · Budding Tits · Burning and Scorching · Contrasting Appearances · Corpses · Dads · Degredation · Denial · Discomfort · Dubiously Consensual Coercion · Equine Cocks · Exhibitionism · Fashion · Fat · Feet · Femininity · Filth · Foreskin · Freaks · Fungus · Gore · Guns · Haphazard Bondage · Hyper Cocks · Incest · Itching · Locations · Maniacs · Monsters · Perverts · Piss · Pokémon · Power Imbalances · Prominent Noses · Public Indecency · Pus · Queers · Rot · Sadomasochism · Scars · Slobs · Sluts · Smegma · Spinal Fluid · Substance Abuse · Teens and Older · Uncles · Unreality · Unwashed Musk · Urine · Used as an Ashtray · Video Recording · Willing Victims. Graphic · Erotic Sideblog here. < Neglectful about CWs. TADC Sideblog here. ATLA Sideblog here. Girlblogging Sideblog here. < Neglectful about CWs. Nimue Sideblog here. Shitposting Sideblog here. < Negelectful about CWs.

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I want to talk about the concept of forced identity. I don't see being called a furry as an insult per se because furries are wonderful and have all my support. I'm just.. not a furry? My preference goes human-like, monster, THEN anthropomorphic. While I'm capable of enjoying it, it feels like an after thought, not a significant part of my identity whatsoever. For furries, being a furry seems like something that brings fulfillment and community. To the wider internet, you get called a furry just because you found a cartoon cat hot once.. And the worst part is that once the internet has assigned you anything, any attempts at clarification will make you sound like you're defending a lie, like you're too ashamed to admit that you're the thing they say you are, and that you're not to be believed. It is most bothersome and feels like an infringement on your autonomy. I'm very unlikely to identify as anything that someone tries to force down my esophagus as the "truth", even if it were to vaguely apply to me. Every identity should be gateless and opt-in.

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I realized I feel the same way about being called gay. Its primary usage seems to be about a focus on attraction to same or similar genders. Which isn't something I can particularly relate to? I'm not even attracted to genders, I'm attracted to expressions. Besides how am I supposed to find a similar gendered individual if I can't even describe my own gender? Gayness seems more tangible to beings with actual genders. It doesn't mean anything in my case. As the Nexus, I'm queerhet. My manifold selves are very often attracted to those with different expressions as themselves, so it generally resonates more with an abstract version of heteroness which focuses on attraction to difference rather than sameness. Attraction to contrast is a recurring theme among the Nexus too.

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"God" should beg for MY forgiveness.

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Not to spoil the finale, but FUCK I am so Jax. This is in a I deeply relate to her kind of way, not in a I literally kin her kind of way, so you can chill yo tits if you got doubles DNI.

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Taking more pain meds than you "need" is fun. Believe me, I would abuse the fuck out of opiods if I has access to them.

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Why is "ass" used as an insult? Ass is great!

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Puritanism isn't just about sex. Elitism is always puritanism. It's the "This is the right way to prepare food, any others are wrong". It's the "This is the right way to speak, any others are wrong". It's the "This is the right way to identify, any others are wrong".

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"God bless you" shut the fuck up, you're non-consensually involving me in your cult. Gee, I wonder why I have religion related trauma. Because it's all enforced. They think their scaring tactics will not make you question anything. They think their promises of paradise and love will sound worth it. Mate, there's no fucking paradise if you can't have an orgy or booze. Fuck your stupid crap. If Jesus wants to keep dying for my sins then I guess he'll be on an endless field trip.

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It's so PAINFULLY obvious that religion was created to keep people in check through fear and abstain from pleasure, especially Christianity and the Islam. At least Buddhism has some interesting philosophical points. I'm SICK and TIRED of having to "respect" religion. Only the ones that have some cultural or global recognition are treated as worthy of respect. If you dare to have any ideosyncratic takes on existence you are deemed an insane loon. Fuck. You.

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I want to talk about the concept of forced identity. I don't see being called a furry as an insult per se because furries are wonderful and have all my support. I'm just.. not a furry? My preference goes human-like, monster, THEN anthropomorphic. While I'm capable of enjoying it, it feels like an after thought, not a significant part of my identity whatsoever. For furries, being a furry seems like something that brings fulfillment and community. To the wider internet, you get called a furry just because you found a cartoon cat hot once.. And the worst part is that once the internet has assigned you anything, any attempts at clarification will make you sound like you're defending a lie, like you're too ashamed to admit that you're the thing they say you are, and that you're not to be believed. It is most bothersome and feels like an infringement on your autonomy. I'm very unlikely to identify as anything that someone tries to force down my esophagus as the "truth", even if it were to vaguely apply to me. Every identity should be gateless and opt-in.

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let me say this one more time you can't own words you can't own sounds you can't own images The moment you put something out publicly into the world you have signed an unseen waver forfeiting you from being at all defensive at people transforming your work without your permission. If you are pro-piracy you also need to be anti-ownership.

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If you think you have the right to pray for me against my wishes, then I have the right to curse you. Thems the rulez.

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A short n' low effort comic I made about my experience being someone that used to despise the radqueer community

Hate is easy to unlearn

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What happens when a creature is forced to reside in a reality that supports less dimensions than the anomaly contains? It becomes folded into itself, with extra sides and directions impossible to explain. It wants to be understood. It wants to know if there are others like it. This branch of plurality doesn't seem acknowledged here. Having manifold selves with manifold minds and manifold perspectives? Trying to explain itself with words and concepts from this unfamiliar world, feels like trying to write a novel with only a third of the alphabet.

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My gender is Manifold just like everything about me. I use Manifold to mean having more dimensions, conceptually and spacially. The complex nothingness must be captured, which is why my answer to "What's your gender?" is always different. Gender fluidity and multi-gender are concepts that seem more useful to those with a single sense of self. As a Manifold such as myself, there is innately more space available. The only way my Gender could be coherent is if all my perspectives had a similar Gender, which they don't. Having a coherent identity axis in this way is unlikely to happen, but it does with for example my lack of love, romantic attraction, and normalcy. Those are perspectives I simply cannot hold.

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a gentle reminder for today ♡

you are allowed to exist without explaining yourself to strangers.

your existence is not a debate topic ✦

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I know no one cares when I post music but I'm gonna keep doing it anyway.