I Rebelled For You;

(Supernatural Castiel RP/ask blog. Indie, private and selective. Please read the rules before interaction.)

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charredxwings

[notabluecaprice]

“Not really,” Chev admitted, chewing at his lip as he tried to meet the piercing stare of Castiel. “I mean, I like food. And being stabbed isn’t pleasant. But if I never was offered food I wouldn’t need it but I’d mourn the taste… And I don’t like being in pain but it’s not nearly as bad as what Sam and Dean deal with…” He shrugged. “Sometimes I don’t know if I’m actually human.”

[charredxwings]

☼-- “I see. Very strange... Have you spoken to Sam, or Dean very recently? Do you know where he is?”

“Neither have graced my presence in some time...”

[notabluecaprice]

charredxwings

“You know, Dean talks about you all the time,” Baby hummed, smirking a little as he teased the bunker’s guest. “He’s told me a lot about you. Here’s hoping you live up to my expectations.”

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[charredxwings]

☼– “Is that so…” 

[The angel spoke distractedly, running his fingers over the dining room table. He saw no distinct reason for Dean to speak of him outside of his presence, but Castiel trusted that he had good reason.]

“Your expectations? Who are you?”

[notabluecaprice]

“Baby,” the man introduced, offering the angel his hand. “In a way, you kind of already know me. As the Winchester’s car, though, not like this…”

[charredxwings]

☼– “Dean’s Impala?”

[Castiel took his hand, shaking it slowly as he inspected the one that stood before him with a curious frown.]

“How is it that you have become human?”

[notabluecaprice]

Baby nodded. “Yeah, the Chevrolet Impala. Call me Baby. Or Chev. I’m working at going by a more human name, Dean’s idea…” He rambled as Castiel looked him over, trying not to think about how the angel was staring into his soul. “I don’t honestly know. One moment I’m a car and the next I’m naked in the garage. Sam’s been trying to research why… and how.”

[charredxwings]

“It doesn’t sound like any magic I’m aware of. I might have to look into this, myself. How do you feel? Do you feel hunger, and pain?”

[Castiel stuffed his hands into his pockets; trying to lessen his stare over the other...whatever it was.]

[thishasbeencary]

□ //slow cackling in the background//

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Dean let out a gasped breath when he felt Cas’s body fall, and it choked out louder when they ended up on top of each other. Cas on top of him. Like, over - Like he was - The man stared up at him, witty comments dying on his tongue momentarily. “Um - “ He laughed a nervous little laugh, “Nice to see you too, Cas.” His cheeks flushed red. Yep. That was stupid. That was really stupid. Good job. 

[charredxwings]

[Castiel frowned at Dean, limping slightly forward and back towards the stairs; rather dreading the trip upwards. He stopped at the first step, inhaling deeply before lifting his leg and placing it against the metal with a loud clang. Cas ignored the pain that ran up his side.]

[thishasbeencary]

[Dean looked at Cas and sighed when he saw the pain on his face.]

“Y’know what? This isn’t gonna work out, you trying to climb up these stairs. You’re hurt and you’ve barely gone up one. Back to the couch. I’m getting pillows and blankets.”

[charredxwings]

[Castiel sighed, shaking his head.] "No, Dean. I'm just going to be a little slower than usual." [He took another step, biting his lip and flinching in surprise at the metallic taste of blood. Blood.]

[thishasbeencary]

□ //slow cackling in the background//

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Dean let out a gasped breath when he felt Cas’s body fall, and it choked out louder when they ended up on top of each other. Cas on top of him. Like, over - Like he was - The man stared up at him, witty comments dying on his tongue momentarily. “Um - “ He laughed a nervous little laugh, “Nice to see you too, Cas.” His cheeks flushed red. Yep. That was stupid. That was really stupid. Good job. 

[charredxwings]

☼– [Blue eyes looked straight into Dean’s, his breath faltering a bit at the uninterrupted contact– as it had been the whole past year.]

“….Okay.”

[He rubbed his eyes once more, sitting up fully before standing upright and twisting slowly to pop his back.]

“But you have to sleep in there, too.”

[thishasbeencary]

[Dean stared right back, his eyes narrowed, and in no way going to let Cas win this argument, breathing out in relief when he sat up, standing up slowly, stretching out his shoulders.]

“Fine. Plenty of room for two people. Still more comfortable than that couch.”

[charredxwings]

[Castiel frowned at Dean, limping slightly forward and back towards the stairs; rather dreading the trip upwards. He stopped at the first step, inhaling deeply before lifting his leg and placing it against the metal with a loud clang. Cas ignored the pain that ran up his side.]

[savingchesters]

deancas + touch for starsdean.

[yaelstiel]

The Bad Seed | 11x03 

[yaelstiel]

[spnaturalconfessions]

[baethazar-deactivated20170131]

I’ll be posting a better version here soon, but this moment meant a lot to me, and it was just pure magic, and a lot of people have expressed that it means a lot to them too, so I want to post this as soon as I’m able to as well as the circumstances surrounding it because it made this moment that much more powerful and validating for me personally.

I was four people away from being able to take my picture when the Creation Entertainment person there told me that they were not allowing us to “pose” with them, and that I would have to put the flag down on the table. I started to panic, as I’ve had this planned since I had the Castiel op, and this moment meant the world to me. The message this op would send. I was very nearly in tears as I tried to explain that they couldn’t do that to people. Misha pulled us up for the op, ignoring the Creation personnel. He asked me about the flag, despite everyone trying to rush him forward to hurry through the op. I was able to tell him it was an asexual flag, and recognition dawned in his eyes instantly, and he immediately said “oh!” excitedly.

I had my hand at my side behind the flag. Misha like, started lacing his fingers through mine and gave it a squeeze as we were talking, and the Creation personnel were growing increasingly aggrivated because neither of us were looking at the camera yet. He started to raise my hand up and I resisited at first out of honest to god confusion, I really have no idea why I just was confused why he was tugging upwards with our hands locked together. He looked at me again kinda funny and smiled, before pulling our hands up together above the flag so everyone could see them, and the way he squeezed my hand again, the way he raised our hands up higher, it was like a quiet message that said so many things without saying anything. It felt like… community I guess. Like a message of support. It meant a lot to me, the notion he sent me specifically, while we held the flag that represents so many people, proudly in his hands, without a moment’s hesitation. I could cry with joy. Honestly, I did.

And even after the photo was over, despite trying to be hurried along again, he stopped to hug me. It’s the little things Misha does that mean so much to all of us. I don’t know how to thank him properly.

[sizzlebutt]

I am /so/ happy for you hun! This looks really great and I am so glad Misha stepped in on your behalf. Seriously I think we should all write some letters to creation because that shit should not be happening. People pay hundreds for these ops and shouldn’t have to sacrifice a pose because Creation can’t time manage worth a damn.

[rockandrollchick29]

Rowena ships it

[linneart]

borrowing each other’s jacketss<33

[linneart]

sweater weather!!<3

[thishasbeencary]

□ //slow cackling in the background//

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Dean let out a gasped breath when he felt Cas’s body fall, and it choked out louder when they ended up on top of each other. Cas on top of him. Like, over - Like he was - The man stared up at him, witty comments dying on his tongue momentarily. “Um - “ He laughed a nervous little laugh, “Nice to see you too, Cas.” His cheeks flushed red. Yep. That was stupid. That was really stupid. Good job. 

[charredxwings]

☼– [Castiel peered over the rim of the jacket, frowning deeply as he saw what Dean was doing.]

“No! Don’t…”

[He grunted, sitting up weakly, arms shaking slightly from the effort. He’d never felt so tired in all his experience on Earth.]

“J-Just…Please, Dean. Please cooperate. Just let me sleep here.”

[thishasbeencary]

“Nope. You sleep on the couch, I sleep on the floor, Cas. I’ll fucking carry you back to my bedroom if I have to, but you’re not sleeping out here when you’re hurt. I don’t care.”

[Dean pushed himself up into a sitting position, looking up at Castiel, begging him, basically.]

[charredxwings]

☼-- [Blue eyes looked straight into Dean’s, his breath faltering a bit at the uninterrupted contact-- as it had been the whole past year.]

“....Okay.”

[He rubbed his eyes once more, sitting up fully before standing upright and twisting slowly to pop his back.]

“But you have to sleep in there, too.”

[thishasbeencary]

□ //slow cackling in the background//

accidental affection meme ;

send me □ for your muse to fall on mine and land on top of them

Dean let out a gasped breath when he felt Cas’s body fall, and it choked out louder when they ended up on top of each other. Cas on top of him. Like, over - Like he was - The man stared up at him, witty comments dying on his tongue momentarily. “Um - “ He laughed a nervous little laugh, “Nice to see you too, Cas.” His cheeks flushed red. Yep. That was stupid. That was really stupid. Good job. 

[charredxwings]

☼– [Castiel was not looking at him; rather, kept his head buried in his coat with a stubborn huff.]

“Go away, Dean.”

[thishasbeencary]

“No. You know what? This floor is looking nice and comfortable, maybe I’ll sleep here tonight.”

[He stretched out, starting to lay on the floor.]

[charredxwings]

☼-- [Castiel peered over the rim of the jacket, frowning deeply as he saw what Dean was doing.]

“No! Don’t...”

[He grunted, sitting up weakly, arms shaking slightly from the effort. He’d never felt so tired in all his experience on Earth.]

“J-Just...Please, Dean. Please cooperate. Just let me sleep here.”

[thishasbeencary]

□ //slow cackling in the background//

accidental affection meme ;

send me □ for your muse to fall on mine and land on top of them

Dean let out a gasped breath when he felt Cas’s body fall, and it choked out louder when they ended up on top of each other. Cas on top of him. Like, over - Like he was - The man stared up at him, witty comments dying on his tongue momentarily. “Um - “ He laughed a nervous little laugh, “Nice to see you too, Cas.” His cheeks flushed red. Yep. That was stupid. That was really stupid. Good job. 

[charredxwings]

☼– “Dean I’m tired. Please just go to bed.”

[Castiel yawned, curling his face into his jacket’s collar.]

“I’ve slept on couches before and have not been sore. You deserve the bed more than me, anyways.”

[thishasbeencary]

“Yep, alright, I’m gonna carry you to my bed now, nice try, Cas,”

[He rolled his eyes, reaching down to pick Cas into his arms, challenging him to say no again.]

[charredxwings]

☼-- [Castiel was not looking at him; rather, kept his head buried in his coat with a stubborn huff.]

“Go away, Dean.”

[thishasbeencary]

□ //slow cackling in the background//

accidental affection meme ;

send me □ for your muse to fall on mine and land on top of them

Dean let out a gasped breath when he felt Cas’s body fall, and it choked out louder when they ended up on top of each other. Cas on top of him. Like, over - Like he was - The man stared up at him, witty comments dying on his tongue momentarily. “Um - “ He laughed a nervous little laugh, “Nice to see you too, Cas.” His cheeks flushed red. Yep. That was stupid. That was really stupid. Good job. 

[charredxwings]

☼– [Castiel felt a small smile tugging at his lips with the hunter’s perseverance.]

“It’s not uncomfortable. Watch me.”

[thishasbeencary]

“It is uncomfortable, and you’re gonna hurt like Hell tomorrow morning. So get up or I’m gonna carry you to my room.”

[Dean challenged Castiel, but he was serious.]

[charredxwings]

☼-- “Dean I’m tired. Please just go to bed.”

[Castiel yawned, curling his face into his jacket’s collar.]

“I’ve slept on couches before and have not been sore. You deserve the bed more than me, anyways.”

[pwoperfangirl]

If you're ever sad just remember that the earth is over 4.5 billion years old and you somehow managed to exist at the same time as Misha Collins