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I've made a new blog, and I've followed a few of you already on it, but I'm not posting it. So if you'd like it, ask for it.

I think I'm going to be moving blogs. Again. And ditching most of my muses. Even some of the originals, like Knox and Rae. Just things that are running through my head.

#even though rae is a huge part of me #ugh i hate this #i need to think on this more

It's time for a break.

I know I've been a shitty rp partner.

I play favorites. I don't handle drama. I avoid confrontation. I don't pay much attention to things unless it has anything to do with me. I'm distant. I'm not the best at keeping in touch with those I've been friends with some time. I stop talking to people I used to talk to every day.

I know this. And this is my apology for that. There's no excuse for it other than it's just the way I am. It doesn't mean I don't care about ya'll any less. I just struggle to show it and to reach out to people and I don't know. I realize I do things impulsively and don't always take other's best interest in mind and that makes me horribly selfish. I know.

And things just happening in this community lately have been rubbing me the wrong way and I'm thinking it's my own fault that they've happened. I mean that in the least conceited way possible, really. So I think it's time to step back. Withdraw. Because it's what I'm good at and it's where I find my comfort with things.

I'm not sure if this is permanent, leaving the rp community. Probably not, because I need to write. But I think this might be it for this blog. And maybe it'd just be better off not to tell people if I get a new one. I don't know.

So yeah.

It's time for a break.

And I'm sorry for those that I've offended or hurt or lost touch with or let down or... Whatever. I'm sorry. You guys have been so fucking awesome.

#ooc

i think i'm just going to nap until work. i have stuff to figure out, too. but i'll be around tomorrow, i think. night ya'll.

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Beat This Summer || Tyler & Ivy

chasethecrxw

One of Tyler’s favorite parts of the summer was the county fair where he showed his prized cows off. Every year he came home with a few ribbons and this year wasn’t any different. His best friend Luke came around to his stalls after he showed, grinning from ear to ear trying to convince him to make his rounds through the fair. Changing quickly in a plaid button down and nicer jeans, he agreed to walk around with Luke grabbing some dinner and watching him flirt with girls. Tyler wasn’t much of a flirt, he was quiet and laid back although those who knew him knew he could fight and drink with the best of them.

Luke nodded, nudging to get his attention as he glanced over seeing three pretty girls at the game stand trying to knock the milk bottles over with the balls. They were obviously city girls and while Tyler didn’t have anything against them, they tended to be a bit stuck up but like the good wing man he was, he followed his best friend over. “Ladies,” Luke said, “I see you girls are having trouble winning at this game. Why don’t you let my friend, Tyler here play a round for you? He wins every year.” Tyler didn’t say anything, just giving them a lazy smile and a head nod although a pretty blonde caught his eye.

chasethecrxw

Most city girls who traveled south for the summer ended up in Miami, Ocala, or hell, even somewhere out in California. But there she was, vacationing in North Carolina and staying in her friend's parent's beach home. She had never been to a county fair, having always lived in New York and then Boston, so it was a bit of an experience. All the while, she found herself having more fun than anticipated -- even if she was currently losing at this game and was already $15 deep in debt because she wasn't willing to give up or admit that her hand and eye coordination was bad. Her two friends had turned around first, already smitten by the attention of the two country boys, and it took her a minute -- one last crappy throw -- before she turned around, the hem of her sundress brushing her legs with the motion. "And if he doesn't win? Then what?" She teased, a coy smile pulling at one side of her mouth as she looked from one boy to the next.

#ivy ; tyler