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Merry Christmas to anybody who still follows. Yes, I'm still alive, no, I'm not planning on resuming this blog. Hope you all are doing your parts to make this world a better place.

Well... shit.

So I'm in the middle of writing this update, and I got a message from Tumblr today that my blog is explicit and will be closed on Dec 17th or shortly thereafter. Thanks for the advance notice there guys - appreciate that.

I'm not sure what is explicit about a bunch of text on a screen, but apparently I've already been marked for the cull by whatever algorithm deemed me offensive.

Sooo, where is everybody going? Is there another place people are posting now? Can anybody even see this blog anymore?

Really puts a damper on this whole motivation thing. I dont know why I should spend the effort any more.

Are you still gonna post an update?

Working on it... its gonna take a bit.

Why dont you all tell me what you are interested in hearing about so I can get this done faster?

Send me an ask with a topic to get it included.

Why have you been so absent and will you start posting regularly again? (p.s. This a single two part question :))

Ill let the two part thing slide because a lot of people are asking similar questions

Apologies for being absent. I’ve really just not had the time for Tumblr that frequently. I know I should update, I just never have the time to sit down and write a novel to explain my life of late. Adulting sucks.

As for if I will post regularly again - I have no idea. Id like to, but it all just depends on two things: 1 - the amount of free time I have in which I’m not doing something, and 2 - the amount I have had to drink. Which, coincidentally, is why I’m here tonight...

Would you be willing to meet people off of here and make your bf eat your usedpussy afterwards?

No, don’t think so, sorry. We aren’t into that at all.

There is also a reason I haven’t ever confirmed where I live. I don’t need stalkers.

If your boyfriend knows, is it still cheating?

No, not technically I guess, but that would require a blog name change.

I’m also no longer in college, so that part is outdated too.

so maybe my blog name should be something like “FuckingAroundYuppieGirl”

Do we get to ask 10 questions this year?

You know what... yeah, sure, why not?

First 10 questions that come in, I will respond to - promise ;)

rockabillychickus

I think one reason many people enjoyed your blog was because it was a genuine story, and it seems to be a very successful one. So with that in mind, my question is: If you could go back to the beginning, before you cheated on your boyfriend knowing what you know now, would you do it over again? Is there anything (or anyone) that you would've done sooner/differently/not at all? Is there a hot experience you'd love to relive, or do you wish you had stayed monogamous like most couples?

This is a good question...

Its really hard to answer, but Ill give it a shot:

First of all, thank you for the compliment on the blog. It was never meant to be influential or inspirational to anybody, it was only intended to be a place where i could somewhat anonymously post my thoughts and feelings as I started to explore this a little bit. The fact that people regularly write me messages like this and say that it has been a positive force in their lives or relationships is great. I' glad I can be of some help to you all.

If I could go back to the beginning, would I cheat again? Wow... ok... so... I am going to answer this question two ways... For me first, and then for some advice to those of you who read my blog looking for some.

For me... yes, absolutely I would do it again. Knowing what I know now (which is the key in your question), I would have absolutely cheated again, but I wouldn’t have tried to hide it from my boyfriend, I would have shared it more with him. Him being turned on by me cheating is what makes this dynamic work. I would have gone absolutely crazy in college... nights out on the town, weekends where I sent him home to his family and I stayed out and partied... absolutely! I would have loved to play a bit more with all the guys i turned down because I had a boyfriend. Being hit on is such a thrill, and rush, and when you are in a monogamous relationship (as I was up until i started cheating) its a total cramp on that sort of thrill that you get when a guy hits on you. Ladies reading my blog will know what I’m talking about. When guys hit on you, its exciting - as long as its done in a classy way! *Note - going up to a girl in a bar and saying “hey baby, wanna fuck?” is not a classy way. There is an art to it... a bit of a game and subtlety that allows a woman to feel pursued. That is what I would have exploited more - much more - if I could go back to the begining of college with the knowledge of my boyfriends kinks that I have now.

Second part - I would absolutely not go back and do that same thing I just described if you take out that part of your questions “knowing what you know now”. I was being selfish, immature, conniving, and a total bitch to my boyfriend when I started cheating, and the ONLY reason that this happened to go as far as it did was because he happened to get off on it. Most guys would have had none of that, and I absolutely deserved to get dumped right there when he found out about me and Brandon.

So... with the benefit of hindsight, yes, I would have totally gone back to college and played around with a lot more guys while i was there... but in a real world situation, I could never advise somebody to do the same.

7/10.

First, I just want to say thank you! Your blog jump-started my cheating/cuckolding fetish and is still some of the best, most real, and exciting content I've ever seen. Onto my question: One of your last updates- when you went to dinner with your boyfriend and started taking control in non-sexual aspects of the relationship was actually my favorite. I would love to hear more about you taking control of things in less obvious ways. Are there any other examples that you can share?

Yes, for sure.

I’ve actually started exerting more control over non-sexual aspects of our relationship, which don’t make for as juicy blog entries as the sexual aspects, but are important nonetheless.

For example…

I really like it when my boyfriend cooks for me. He said always been a decent cook, and can work a grill like a champ, but back in the summer, I felt like we fell into a food-rutt. We would make grilled chicken, grilled salmon, steak, pork chops… rinse and repeat. Just for variety, sometimes I would make dinner to have a change of pace. Then I decided that I was over that. I told him I was tired of the same old things, and I was done cooking for us. I told him that he needed to increase the variety of our meals. He asked me what I would like to add to the rotation, and I told him that was my point - I didn’t want a weekly rotation. 2 days later he came and told me that he signed us both up for a series of cooking classes. We went once a week, for like two months, under the cover of “date night”. He learned how to cook a lot of different meals, and a lot of different methods and techniques. Since then, the variety of his cooking has been great, and I haven’t really had to cook at all.

6/10.

You don't support white lives, you brain-washed SJW piece of shit?

Ahhh yes, the hater post.

I said I wasn’t going to post anything submitted anonymously, but I changed my mind, just to share some of the uneducated, childish drivel I have to deal with whenever I blog.

Alright you inbred dipshit, listen up…

Nowhere in that anti-Trump post did I say or imply that white lives did not matter. Of course they matter. I also did not implicitly state that 2+2 = 4. Does that mean that I do not believe that 2+2 = 4? Of course not, it means that it is a fact, and shouldn’t need to be stated all times.

The post was just to make it explicitly obvious that yes, other lives matter too. That is a fact too, just like 2+3 = 5 you ignorant asshat. I know that you and people of your ilk are fact adverse, but try to understand that facts don’t give a shit about your racist opinions.

Now, the next part of your brave, anonymous post… “SJW”, which, for those that may not know, stands for Social Justice Warrior, and is supposed to be some sort of insult. Lets assume that since you are using them to insult me, you fancy your position as the antithesis of those words: the opposite of “social” is, of course, “antisocial” which means that you probably have a really hard time talking to people, and are generally awkward around anybody other than your right hand. The opposite of “justice” is “injustice” which would imply that you are either in favor of inequality among people, and are therefore a bigot, or that you are in favor of crime. Take your pick. Lastly “warrior” who is a strong fighter for a cause, as opposed to you, who apparently relishes being a weak, ineffectual, coward, who attempts to hide behind the anonymity of the internet to pick fights with your intellectual superiors.

If you need a safe space online so that your fragile, racist feelings aren’t hurt, I strongly suggest that you look places other than my blog.

Go the fuck home child, the adults are speaking.

Do you think you could have entered this lifestyle with any partner? Or is just the dynamic between you and your boyfriend that makes it possible? Like would you have been tempted to cheat as in the beginning or enter this lifestyle if say your boyfriend was more "dominant"? (I never looked at the name "Brandon" the same way again after reading your blog. God your blog was hot Courtney.)

Absolutely not. I couldn't see doing this with anybody but my boyfriend. He is absolutely what makes it possible for me to do this. I feel like 99.95% of guys I might have been dating at the time would have dumped my ass as soon as they fouls out I cheated on them. That one day, that one conversation with my boyfriend, when he asked me “How was it?” made this entire relationship possible up to this point.

As far as whether I would have been tempted to cheat if he was more dominant... really don't know. I feel like saying that things could have been different between us if he were somehow different in some way betrays who he is, and who I have become as a result of it. If either of us were different in any way, this probably wouldn't work like it has.

5/10.

Hi! So glad you're still around. You have a fantastic blog. Please don't leave us for this long again. My question is... Do you still Cuck your boyfriend and if you do, do you send him pics or videos?

I got this question, or variations of it, a lot.

So, the simplest answer is yes, I'm still dong this.

As for the pics and videos, I do sometimes send him a teasing picture or text, but those are only ever going to be for him. 😇

4/10.

Hey Courtney, Glad to hear you're doing well. It's your blog and you don't owe anyone updates! Though as a follower I have been curious what you've been up to. Here's my question: what do you find most appealing about the act of cheating? What does your boyfriend find most appealing about you cheating? (Okay technically two parts, but very curious). Hope to see you return to writing. Look forward to your response.

I've sort of answered this before, but it might be useful to post again for anybody that doesn't know already:

What I find most appealing is the thrill of it all. The taboo nature of doing something so socially unacceptable just because it makes me feel good. I like knowing that regardless of whatever I do, my boyfriend will be there when I get back to cuddle with me, and accept me for doing it. It's a huge power rush to be in control of our relationship dynamic like that. I can't really put it into words, but to contrast that control and confidence in myself with where I was when I first started this blog is why I have continued doing this with him. It's liberating.

As far as him, he really gets off on the fact that I am “his”, but so many other guys seem to either just want me, or, in some cases, get to have me. He still doesn't like the term cuckold, but I tease him with it all the time now in private, because it's it's just a fact, not an opinion. I'm not exclusive to him, which makes him a cuckold, period. He prefers the idea that he “shares me” instead. I let him say that, but inside, he knows the truth. If you ask him why he likes it (and I have) he says that he loves having an empowered girlfriend, who controls not only her own sexual lifestyle, but his too. He loves me taking the lead in our relationship, and it gets him off when I'm demanding towards him - even if it is something completely benign.

3/10.

How's your sister doing?

Thanks for that question, it made me feel like you all actually care about me and my life, and not just the things I write about your particular kinks.

She is doing great, actually. She is walking again now, without any assistance, which I never thought was going to happen again after her accident. She still gets some back pain on occasion, and it's hard for her to sit on something rigid like a park bench or concrete wall or something for longer than a couple of minutes at a time. But, all in all, she is doing great. Yay for doctors!

2/10.

As far as cheating and exploration goes, have you ever considered traveling (outside of the country) as a guest of someone? Think of a private yacht on the French Riviera for a week...

The French Riviera huh? Why? Are you offering?

No, I can't honestly say that I've never considered doing that before. On one side, that would be a really appealing idea... I would get to see things and do things that I have never had the opportunity to do before. I would love to see places line Nice and Monaco... and the idea of fucking my way around Europe is sort of a thrill for me, not going to lie.

However, then there is the rational side of me that says there is no way I am going to go to Europe to stay on yacht and essentially become a high class call girl with somebody I've never met before. Too risky, too much possibility for things to turn out poorly, and I would be hard pressed to lie to my parents and tell them why's I am suddenly going to The south of France to stay on a yacht for two weeks alone.

So... hot fantasy, but no way that's happening in reality.

1/10.

To Update or Not to Update?

Well that is the question, isn’t it...?

Yes, I feel a little bad for keeping you all in the dark for so long. No, I'm not apologizing for it. I felt like it was right for me at the time, and this is my blog, so you will all just have to deal with it.

But, I'm feeling generous tonight, so how about a little Christmas present for those of you that have stuck around waiting to see if I'd ever return...

Here is the deal:

I will answer 10 questions, publicly about anything you want. You ask, I answer, 100% truthful. No promises to go into detail, but I will answer them.

Here are the Rules:

1- One ask per person. If you submit as anonymous, I won't answer it. If you don't want your name published on my blog, don't ask. 😈

2- I will give people until the end of the day on Christmas Eve to submit your questions. I'll answer sometime next week. That's not long, so quick... tell your friends.

3- I pick which questions get answered, obviously. If the same question is asked multiple times, that gives it no greater likelihood of being answered.

4- I will most likely answer questions that interest or intreague me. So be creative. You guys want me to come back? Don't bore me.

That's it. Merry Christmas. Go.

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