stained glass windows in my mind

give me back my girlhood, it was mine first.

[cheersnap]

an independent and private CHRISSY CUNNINGHAM from netflix’s stranger things. previously found on queencheer. personals please do not interact, thank you!

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[herhaunts]

but i wind up the same as always, cryin' in a heap in some hallway, crumbled and blue. / independent chrissy cunningham from netflix's stranger things. brought back to life by czarina.

[cheersnap]

nothing on there yet but i will be moving chrissy to @herhaunts <3

[cheersnap]

considering doing something that might be very annoying (moving blogs for the fourth time)

[cheersnap]

when will my writing motivation return from war

[moonstoast]

i can change everything about me to fit in

brand new city by mitski // i, tonya (2017) // jennifer’s body (2009) // black swan (2010) // euphoria (s2 ep7) // regarding the röttgen pietà by elle emerson // femme bougie by gérard lartigue // fleabag // a taxi by euginiya dudnikova // shame is an ocean by mary lambert

[mamachonnes]

The Cheerleader™

[moosings-deactivated20231019]

SEAROWS' GUARD DOG (2022) ALBUM PROMPTS

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i started a war.

what could be worse than having nothing to depend on?

thought you were in love with me.

nothing's ever really quiet.

i would've followed you anywhere.

i lose.

i don’t wanna be your angel.

everything's fine.

i don’t think i really like myself.

i don't know what steps to take.

it's gonna rain soon.

would you believe it’s fate?

i must’ve let them slip away.

don't you wanna know me?

you're all i can see from the rearview.

i'd forgotten what it felt like to be living like you're dead.

bury me under gravel.

i wanna be roadkill.

you’ll be there when i get home.

oh, darling.

i was hoping the house was haunted.

what do i do?

the prettiest parts are the ones i see.

pretty soon i'm gonna say something.

we're not all dying here.

will you still walk me home?

i made a life i don't remember making.

stay right where i can see you.

just when we were getting it..

i wanna know what you would say.

we used to be friends.

what's this supposed to mean?

keep the rain.

we’ll plan a new escape.

walk me home.

i don't have a lot to say.

turn me into a believer.

the mission's never been more clear.

take the rest from me.

at least that's what most people say.

i don't know, but i'm pretty sure it gets better than this.

i'm good at letting it get to me.

am i digging up the bodies you buried?

fake your death and call it closure..

let me take it from here.

you need distraction to survive.

could you tell that you were scaring me?

carry me to the nearest tree.

i know there's a villain.

i guess it can wait.

i already swore to be the person i'd defend.

i try.

whatever it takes.

i guess you thought i could fix the problem.

i’ll even make it last for you.

i never wanted you to take the fall.

i already gave an answer and still, it wouldn't end.

don't worry now, it's already dead.

would i have to forgive you still?

stay on thе line, i just want you to be here.

i guess that wasn't really what you had in mind.

we look much different in pictures.

you were just too stubborn to pretend.

i'll play the songs.

am i kicking up dirt where i shouldn't?

just like we would do when we were kids.

i'll do it ‘cause you askеd me to.

i keep on pretending it's impossible, love.

i can't fix all the things that you couldn't.

would you tell me if you're lying?

yeah, i had a bad feeling.

i'm worried it's me this time.

keep the lights on.

if i loved you at the start, then i would love you at the end.

i hardly recognize myself either.

you could like me if you wanted to.

i'll help you burn it down.

i still keep you in my locket.

if i knew what it was, i would tell you.

you don't even know you're falling ‘till you're on the ground.

i don't do that anymore.

i'll talk to you when i'm ready.

you're all that i've got to lose.

do you like becoming what you hate?

i’d let you in.

nothing comes in.

i couldn't stop you anyway.

they bet too much money on it.

i'm gonna fuck it all up.

i knew it the second you walked the door.

we’re really in it now.

i've got nothing to fight with.

i've been standing at the door.

i was trying.

i used to feel it when i’d wake up.

am i brave if the noise doesn't scare me?

i want you to have it all.

i'm already going under.

maybe i'm crazy.

there's nothing left that i bеlieve in.

do you have a place for me?

i would've died for it.

you were so easy to hide from.

some part of me had to care for you.

i'd already had enough then.

i wanna know all you know.

i’m good at letting you go.

i was hoping the house was haunted.

is it just like me?

i never cared for it at all.

nobody wins.

my feet hurt.

i was honest for the second time.

take the fall.

would you see me differently?

i'll take the city train.

you must know that i just adore you.

it's always too loud, hope the noise doesn't scare you.

nothing i can do, but sit and wait.

and i’ll even make it last too.

you don’t know the ending.

no, you were never the enemy.

i promise it won't be too long though.

but i wanna stay alive.

i’d like to think that you knew me.

are you really having fun?

pick me up like i'm fragile.

a guard dog with a death wish.

a racehorse with nothing to win.

i’ll probably pay with my life.

what do i do here?

i've been talking to myself.

what if i give up too soon?

i missed the point you tried to make.

will you know where to find me?

take your sweet time.

i fixed up all the broken things.

i've been sleeping with the lights on.

you know i’d follow you anywhere.

guess it was just another rule that you could bend.

it's part of me.

i am the master of mistakes.

i'll let you go.

what could i still need?

i'm barely staying alive.

do you think about dying?

it's impossible, love.

i’d stay, but i don't wanna bore you.

i’ll change for the better.

everything's different.

wouldn't you believe it's nothing?

[moonieisa]

i know it'll pass but. can it pass a little quicker thanks

[karolpilberg]

Euphoria (2019-)

[cheersnap]

grace is in a fancast article for the twi.light reboot as rosalie and you know what? i think i can see it

[cheersnap]

reverse starter call. u like this and then u write me a starter

[azulispector]

the mother wound.

Léon Perrault, Mother with Child // Piss River, Kevin Morby // ? // nocturnal animals (2016) // ? // shameless // mother's apron // Amanda Lovelace // sharp objects // Bethany Webster

[cheersnap]

so i don’t really wanna bring stuff from the twitter fandom on here because people there are insane, but it has come to my and a couple friends’ attention that there might be someone in the st rpc who’s friends with a certain group on st twitter who’ve been calling hell.cheers p*dos and h*mophobes and have harassed gr.ace v.an di.en since the release of s4.

so i’m just gonna put this out as a blanket statement right now, if you’ve even once entertained these thoughts or have seen people do it and just let it happen, please hardblock me. you are a horrible horrible person

[metamorphesque]

— The Thing Is, Ellen Bass

[text ID: to love life, to love it even / when you have no stomach for it]

[drowningparty]

“She’s a waterfall plunging over the lip of a cliff: white foam shattering on the rocks below.”

— Gregory Orr, Orpheus & Eurydice.

[cerealla]

After the dance.

[id: Painting of Laura Palmer, portrait format. She is curled on her side, hair messily tossed out above her head and facing the left end of the frame. Her right arm is under her head and the left is laying limply by her side. Her left hand is loosely holding the half-heart necklace James Hurley gave her. Her face is placid, staring with sadness at the necklace. She is in her white Homecoming dress and barefooted. Her diary sits on her lap while multiple love and congratulations letters are scatter around her legs, a pink one with a red emblem is tucked under her knees. To the right of her head is her Homecoming Queen tiara. The color palette is overall very cold and muted. the surface Laura is laying on is a purplish-red, and the pillow under her head is a very muted olive green. Her dress is pale white, and has dark purple shadows. The letters are of assorted colors such as green, orange, and maroon. The piece was created  with watercolor, layers of gouache, and finally pencil lines applied over the paint. /end id]