i love to make people cry

[chemdisaster]

decided i'd make an intro post because why not

i’m chemdisaster but you can call me whatever you want. any/all pronouns

i’m a writer who also sometimes draws

adlerthetranscender on ao3

pfp and header

fandoms:

hermitcraft

life series

amrev - historical, hamilton, 1776, turn, etc.

jesus christ superstar

good omens

newsies

i also have an amrev server with some cool channels and bots. anyone who wants to is welcome to come and hang out with us!

my special interest is emotions and human misery, which is why most of my ideas in any fandom are always centred around angst

asks are always open for art requests, ideas, ranting, what have you. but be aware that it might take me a bit to answer, as i've got a lot of things going on and want to give everything a decent response

dms are always open as well but be prepared for tone issues (am autistic)

blanket permission statement: since i've had quite a few people ask me this recently - if you want to create any kind of art based on an idea of mine, please feel free! there is no monopoly on art! the world needs more of it! do as you please!

i do ask that you tag me in it or send me a link - this is not required whatsoever, i just want to see all the beautiful things people come up with

some tags:

#prattledisaster for random rambling

#artdisaster for when the powers that be push me to draw

#worddisaster for when the devil on my shoulder urges me to write

#askdisaster for when the stars above bless me with an ask

#textdisaster for fandom-related text posts

#dongdisaster for song recs (yes with a d)

#gtws angst for scar angst

#smallishbeans angst for joel angst

#daily disaster joel is the tag i used for my challenge of drawing a joel every day of 2024

#chemdisaster for all things related to my sona and their lore (pretty please check it out it's so fun)

aus:

#bad boys best buds au is my bad boys modern au in which they are childhood friends and all grow up in the same town

#hotguy mindfuckery au is my au that i really need to make a proper post for instead of just dropping random bits here and there. here are the two posts that started it though - 1 2

#cat dad au is the au i got in the divorce, and mostly consists of random out-of-context fics because none of us ever bothered to make a masterpost

[amity-candylust]

[megamindsupremacy]

first rule of storing tupperware is have fun and be yourself. second suggestion is slam the cabinet door quickly and don’t worry ‘bout it.

[pearwolf]

"i want to work on a hobby but i wont because i should be doing more important things" <- person who isnt gonna do either of those

[kikyozoldyck]

fan fic authors be like yes i know this will flop however i simply have too much love for this character and my very niche headcanons for them. and i think that is so fuckin sexy of us

[tedsprestonesq]

new game: how many hits/reads/whatever does your least popular fic have? mine has 16

[avadakedavrock-deactivated20170]

when you’re reading fanfiction and you get so involved in the story you start imagining different scenarios in that same universe and then it’s fanfiction fanfiction

[chemdisaster]

every time i read a hurt/comfort fic where a character says "i think you should see a therapist about this" instead of being there for their friend, i lose another gram of my soul

[prettysheepy]

"this is bratting" I say, snuggling deeper into her chest and refusing to get up. "I'm being such a brat rn" I say, as she is trapped bc I am soft and warm and moving me would be a crime against girlfriends globally.

[plumebeat]

What should've happened at Tadfield Manor

[bloop-im-a-frog-now]

Seeing you talk about the ask I sent awhile back about being sad if you stopped writing. I'm really glad it brought a positive impact, and I hope it will get you through in life. You are a very skilled writer, and your ideas are always a joy to see. While we know each other somewhat, I want to stay faceless and boost you up What I said before, I still 1000000% believe in it and the world would truely be a little bleaker if you stopped sharing your amazing ideas. Please keep going and sharing <3

@chemdisaster you the one to send me this ask 2 years ago? If so, you have no idea how much this ask kept me going in my writing. I appreciate you so much, and I'm so glad I met you 💖💖💖💖

[chemdisaster]

i honestly have no idea. probably not, i think my speech patterns are a tad different. but you must know - regardless of whether it was me or not, i agree with the asker on all counts!! you and your writing make the world a better place 🤍

[bloop-im-a-frog-now]

No u 💖

[bloop-im-a-frog-now]

Seeing you talk about the ask I sent awhile back about being sad if you stopped writing. I'm really glad it brought a positive impact, and I hope it will get you through in life. You are a very skilled writer, and your ideas are always a joy to see. While we know each other somewhat, I want to stay faceless and boost you up What I said before, I still 1000000% believe in it and the world would truely be a little bleaker if you stopped sharing your amazing ideas. Please keep going and sharing <3

@chemdisaster you the one to send me this ask 2 years ago? If so, you have no idea how much this ask kept me going in my writing. I appreciate you so much, and I'm so glad I met you 💖💖💖💖

[chemdisaster]

i honestly have no idea. probably not, i think my speech patterns are a tad different. but you must know - regardless of whether it was me or not, i agree with the asker on all counts!! you and your writing make the world a better place 🤍

[theknomearoundtown]

hey. Full honestly I just finished reading the fic I'm recommending and bro I'm so sad right now lol

Ok this is, wild horses running through your hollow bones by adlerthetranscender

Warning of the bat, this isnt a happy fic. It's hanahaki disease and no spoilers, as it's in the tags, but scar dies in this one folks. Whoops I guess lol. Can U tell I'm awkward when things are sad??

Anyway, i'm recommending this, because while the hanahaki trope can be repetitive sometimes, this fic is just beautiful. It really captures scars emotions while he's just excepting his own death, you feel the crushing weight he feels, and the hopelessness aswell. Yeh plz check it out, its just really fucking beautifully written and if U want a good cry this one is perfect lol

Link:https://archiveofourown.org/works/48308017

Btw they have a Tumblr, its @chemdisaster so check them out! Also I think their special interest being human emotions is very fitting lol. emotions achieved! Congrats

(and mini update, there's now a fic recs section on my intro post if U ever wonna check out previous fics ive recommended)

[lightnersdream]

sometimes there's character interpretations where its like well i disagree but that's fine we just have different ways of seeing it. And sometimes i need to kill people

[juney-blues]

*makes no effort to include self* what the fuuuuuck why do i feel so left out

[juney-blues]

*makes no effort to include self* what the fuuuuuck why do i feel so left out

[juney-blues]

*makes no effort to include self* what the fuuuuuck why do i feel so left out

[geigergearz]

Phenomenon that happens to me a lot + I find funny