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⌕ . ㅤㅤㅤ oc:🩸 ( random 💭)
I just read the first draft—because I still don't have Internet—that's supposed to be Lyall and Wanshi's first encounter and it's so bad. I wasn't thinking of anything in particular, to be honest, just some interaction that was meant to "expose" their differences but I failed miserably. I think the base is not entirely bad, I can make it work, but i definitely need to change the rest.
Lyall is supposed to be this crazy man, impulsive and, clearly, lack of self-control, he hears "voices", he observes and hunts like a predator, likes to have fun on that regard and would even accept "jobs" in exchange of whatever he finds interesting enough. He is, also, meant to have a "extrovert" type of personality—he doesn't mind talking, in fact, he does it all the time. He mumbles to himself when talking to those "voices", but overall, he still keeps his distance because he does not wish to be tied to anyone. He is a lone wolf one way or another and that "cheerful" personality it's his way to gain anyone's trust and get what he wants, however, he just doesn't particularly care.
At first, i wanted him to be this cold man who doesn't talk at all and it's just stray dogs who bites everyone's hand but, now that I have 🫀 it sounds repetitive, hence why I have now decided to pick the second option I had in mind when I made Lyall a year ago, or so.
Anyway, now I will try to describe him with specific key words in order to help me write a more stable OC, for future references.
⌕ . ㅤㅤㅤ #🧠🫀
Merikh's real name is rather common, not something super fancy that'd stick in your mind forever but that name was discharged the moment he stepped out from that place, alongside his other friend—tho, calling him as such it's quite a stretch so, perhaps, just someone he happens to know—. Thing is, he didn't choose this new nickname. In fact,when he decided he did not want to be called or be known as "Elijah" he didn't give any other name anyway, he was fine with whatever, even just a "hey, you" or "the one with the stitches on his mouth". The one who came up with Merikh was, actually, a Construct that saw him fight one random Tuesday—quite literally.
"But you introduced yourself as Merikh, so," Cervantes did a pause and looked at him, perhaps searching for some expression or hint, "I assume you came to like it."
Merikh just nodded, as usual. The mechanoid was accustomed to the boy not talking—and if he did, it was just either a "yes", "no" ir any other monosyllables. But, strangely enough, Cervantes never felt he was talking to himself as the human would always make his presence notorious with a piercing look. He remember feeling a bit uncomfortable at first but soon realised he came to like it quite a lot—the attention.
"Did the Construct tell you the name..?" He inquired, fingers playing with a fallen feather he found a few minutes ago.
"Heard it somewhere." Merikh replied in a dry tone. "I got caught and the person kept calling me that. I heard the name a few more times. I liked the sound so I went with it." He explained using as less energy as possible, dragging some words as if talking was indeed a tedious work. He believed to be.
"You liked the sound..." A faint smile was drawn on Cervantes lips, and asked, "Do you know what it means?"
Merikh denied after a few seconds. He was still thinking about that, barely, smile—it made the mechanoid look even softer. It wasn't the first time he saw Cervantes smiling but it was usually out of politeness or trying to ease the waters when things became agitated between other mechanoids or when humans were involved as well. Either way, this one felt different for Merikh.
"It means 'death and slaughter'." Cervantes answered, looking straight at those captivating eyes. Perhaps the meaning could be seen in them, crystal clear. "It does suits you. The Construct who gave you that name knew exactly why."
And indeed he knew. Because what that Construct saw was a being who destroyed everything and everyone that came after him—that had the courage, or lack of it, to face him—. A being he thought to be an Ascendant, using the virus to their advantage and eradicating life. But when that said Ascendant happened to be just a human, he couldn't believe it, his every sense tried to gaslight him into a fake reality because, at some point, him being an Ascendant sounded much better than coming in terms with the fact a human was capable of using the virus and not die. It defy all logic, all they knew so far—and all the rotten corpses of human, eaten by the virus— seemed completely wrong at that moment. The Construct suddenly remembered a book he read years ago, about a god of destruction, a bringer of death—Merikh. It was just a fantasy book but it looked like said God was not just a piece of someone's imagination, after all.
⌕ . ㅤㅤㅤ#🧠🫀:
I wrote their first encounter already, just a short draft, and I have been giggling—which is kinda dumb, but perhaps it's due to my brain imagining everything so crystal clear. point is, that led me to think of, what was their first impression? what was their first thoughts as soon as they saw each other?
for 🫀. it was nothing special at first—i explained he is someone that goes by instinct, so he didn't think much when he saw a white-haired mechanoid walking on his own, but he still caught Merikh's attention. he was mostly curious about where he was going, nothing else. but the closer he got, the more he started to like the view—fluffy, white hair, dressed all in lack with what seemed feathers..? the peculiar hat, his ribcage exposed, walking so steady, no hurry. the cherry on top was the voice—soft, a murmur barely echoing but so clear, as if the mechanoid was talking from inside his mind, piercing it. not like a needle but more like a constant, harmonious, hum. so, of course, he was drawn to him and decided to follow close behind.
as for 🧠... let's say Cervantes was kinda not having it. First of all because there was someone who was following him like a shadow—quite literally because he couldn't see him, even if Haicma was telling him there was someone close by. that alone out him in a sour mood, he started to worry if ascendants were trying to sabotage them. however, finding out it was an actual human didn't make it better, it actually made him feel more shocked, what do you mean a human was able to use the virus? shouldn't he be dead? and then he smell it, when Haicma showed up, the man got... mad? and wanted to fight her, the smell of something rotting away was unsettling. luckily it subdued when he decided to step in the middle and taste his luck. so, yeah, Cervantes wasn't so pleased, he was worried, surprised, astonished, scared..? perhaps not quite, but there was some uneasiness.
so, to make it short, Merikh saw the prettiest thing ever and decided to follow because thinking before doing is not his motto and Cervantes was reconsidering his life decisions.
I was gonna add another emoji for when I wanna talk about my OC's but I'll use this one 💭, too, just clarifying it's about my OC's, that's all. but in all honesty, I wish I was this organised in life, perhaps I wouldn't be this broke
if i'm gonna share stuff about Cervantes and / or Wanshi i will have to think of any emoji combo for easier access. and no tags, of course.
wanshi and lyall: #💤🩸
cervantes and merikh: #🧠🫀
it should be fine..? I belive. an owl would suit Wanshi a lot, too, but boy loves sleeping so that emoji works better imo and the blood drop for Lyall is due to the cannibalism tendencies ( or it could be some sort of vampirism "side effect").
Cervantes is racional, as the mechanoid he is—and while i was torn between this ( 🎨 because his master was a famous artist, he helped building Contellia on its entirety + his name comes from the famous writer ) and this one ( 🗨️ because he is yappatron ), I decided to keep the brain emoji and tie it to his logical side; as for Merikh, I picked the human heart and relate it to his instinct and violence—and also because there's no emoji that can describe the peculiar scent he has during specific moments.
if i'm gonna share stuff about Cervantes and / or Wanshi i will have to think of any emoji combo for easier access. and no tags, of course.
i kinda miss Cinnabar but I have no memory left + my other phone is not charged + it has morimens (that I haven't touched ever since downloading it again, mind you) + I don't know if I actually wanna play ptn per se or just wanna look at her on the lobby
I could write about Cinnabar here, with my OC. There's a few neccas that are super nice for making female OC's. I will try something out later—I used to have a specific picture in mind but starting from scratch doesn't seem like a bad idea. besides, I'm not planning on going too serious with it, just silly scenarios with her
i kinda miss Cinnabar but I have no memory left + my other phone is not charged + it has morimens (that I haven't touched ever since downloading it again, mind you) + I don't know if I actually wanna play ptn per se or just wanna look at her on the lobby
that aside, i should really finish that manhwa. and i will probably use this to pour unrelated stuff..? i can't use hydrangeas as I decided to keep it as this "about" section only, hence why I won't share anything there, just the pinned tweet.
so, yeah, maybe i can yap here about other stuff
"pinned tweet", I'm crying, I meant to say pinned post. but yeah, point remains. perhaps i can share some Cervantes related stuff and, even, Wanshi..? since my other acc is for original stuff, more personal writings, visual novel related + Haiba lol. so yeah, i will edit the layout later this afternoon or night.
that aside, i should really finish that manhwa. and i will probably use this to pour unrelated stuff..? i can't use hydrangeas as I decided to keep it as this "about" section only, hence why I won't share anything there, just the pinned tweet.
so, yeah, maybe i can yap here about other stuff
that's why I keep quiet because apparently everything I say it's wrong.