left at your door
summary; in a place he doesnât trust, daryl finds himself looking out for the one person who never asks for help.
warnings; none really, daryl not knowing how to handle emotions, slow burn, mutual pining, canon-typical setting
authors note; this one is set when the group are still settling in at alexandria.
The first time he noticed you, it wasnât because you were loud about anything, or trying to prove yourself the way some people did when they were scared of being overlooked, but because you werenâtâbecause in a place that still felt too clean, too structured, too close to something he didnât trust, you moved through it like youâd already accepted what the world was and simply chose, anyway, to be gentle inside it.Â
Daryl didnât trust Alexandria, not its walls, not its quiet, not the way people here still said âgood morningâ like the dead werenât clawing at the edges of everything, but he trusted patterns, and he started noticing yours without meaning to.Â
You were always at the infirmary before most people were awake, sleeves pushed up, hands steady even when supplies were thin, voice soft in a way that didnât feel fragile but deliberate, like you knew exactly how much weight your tone carried when someone was hurt and needed to believe they were going to be alright.Â
He never meant to linger, not the first time, not the second, not any of the times after that, but somehow his feet slowed when he passed by, his eyes catching on the way you organized what little you had, stretching it, making it last, never complaining when you ran out of something, just⊠adjusting.Â
Thatâs what stuck with him.Â
You didnât ask.Â
Didnât ask for more, didnât ask for help, didnât ask anyone to go out of their way, and for some reason that sat wrong in his chest, like a splinter he couldnât work out, because heâd seen enough to know you needed more than what you had.Â
So the first time he left something, it wasnât a big thing, wasnât even something he thought twice about until later.Â
A roll of cleaner bandages, not the rough, reused kind, but something better heâd picked up on a run and hadnât said anything about, just set it down outside the infirmary door early, before anyone else was around, before you could catch him doing it.Â
He told himself it didnât matter if you knew where it came from.Â
Told himself it was just practical.Â
You needed it.Â
That was it.Â
But the next time he went by, later that day, he slowed again despite himself, eyes flicking toward the doorway just enough to see that the bandages were gone, and for a second, something in him settled, quiet and low.Â
After that, it became a habit he didnât name.Â
A better knife, balanced right, light in the hand but sturdy enough to hold an edgeâleft against the doorframe one morning before the sun had fully come up.Â
Extra gauze heâd bartered off someone who didnât know its worth.Â
A small bottle of antiseptic heâd tucked away and then decided, without thinking too hard about it, that youâd make better use of.Â
He never stayed.Â
Never knocked.Â
Never gave you the chance to say anything about it, because that would make it⊠something else, something he didnât have the words for and didnât particularly want to try finding.Â
And still, somehow, he knew you knew.Â
It was in the way things disappeared quicker now, like you were expecting them, like you checked the door first before going about your morning, and he caught himself once, from a distance, watching you pick up the knife heâd left, turning it in your hands with this small, quiet smile that didnât reach anyone else because no one else was there to see it.Â
He looked away before you could turn.Â
After that, he started coming earlier.Â
Didnât want to risk it.Â
Didnât wantâÂ
Didnât want what, exactly, he didnât let himself finish.Â
It shouldâve stayed like that, quiet and unspoken, something easy to keep at a distance, something that didnât require him to stand there and take whatever came with it, but things didnâtstay simple for long, not in this world, not even behind walls.Â
The morning you caught him, it was because heâd gotten careless.Â
Or maybe just⊠used to it.Â
Used to the routine of it, the way the place was still half-asleep when he moved through it, crossbow slung over his shoulder, boots quiet against the pavement as he came up to the infirmary with a small bundle tucked under his arm.Â
He didnât knock, didnât hesitate, just crouched slightly to set it down by the door the way he always didâÂ
âYâknow,â your voice came from just behind him, soft but not surprised, âmost people just knock.âÂ
He froze.Â
Not fully, not in a way anyone else might notice, but enough that it ran through him like a wire pulled tight, his shoulders going rigid before he slowly straightened, turning just enough to look at you over his shoulder.Â
You were standing there with your arms loosely crossed, not blocking his way, not cornering him, just⊠there, like youâd always been meant to be part of this moment.Â
His jaw shifted.Â
âWas just droppinâ it off,â he muttered, already half-turning away like that settled it, like it didnât matter that heâd been caught, like he hadnât been doing this for days now.Â
Maybe longer.Â
Your gaze flicked down to the bundle, then back up to him, and there was something in your expressionâsomething warm, something knowingâthat made his chest tighten in a way he didnât like.Â
âI figured it was you.âÂ
That made him pause.Â
Not turn back fully, not yet, but enough that his head tilted slightly, brow furrowing like he didnât quite believe youâd say it out loud.Â
âYeah?â he said, rough around the edges, defensive without meaning to be, because that was easier than anything else.Â
You nodded, pushing yourself off the wall to step a little closer, but not too close, leaving space between you like you understood he needed it.Â
âYou always leave the good stuff,â you said lightly, like it was obvious, like there wasnât anything strange about any of this, âand it always shows up before anyone else is awake.âÂ
He huffed under his breath, glancing away, fingers flexing at his sides like he didnât know what to do with them now that he wasnât holding something, wasnât moving.Â
âAinât nothinâ,â he said, quieter this time.Â
It wasnât convincing.Â
You didnât call him on it.Â
Instead, you bent down, picking up the bundle heâd left, carefully unwrapping it just enough to see what was inside, and when you did, that same small smile from before returned, softer now that he was actually there to see it.Â
âThese are⊠really good,â you murmured, more to yourself than to him, though he heard it anyway.Â
Something in his chest shifted again.Â
Uncomfortable.Â
Unfamiliar.Â
âThanks, Daryl.âÂ
That was what did it.Â
Not the words themselves, not even your tone, but the way you said his name like it belonged in your mouth, like it wasnât something sharp or shouted or used when things were going wrong, but something⊠gentle.Â
He didnât have a response for that.Â
Didnât have a place to put it.Â
His shoulders tightened, gaze dropping briefly to the ground before flicking back up, like he was trying to find something to latch onto, some way to turn this into something simpler.Â
âYeah,â he said finally, voice rougher than before, almost uncertain, âwell⊠you need it.âÂ
It sounded stupid the second it left his mouth.Â
Obvious.Â
You didnât laugh.Â
Didnât tease him.Â
You just nodded, holding the supplies a little closer, like they mattered more because of where they came from, even if you werenât saying that part out loud.Â
âI do,â you agreed softly, âso⊠thank you.âÂ
He shifted his weight, clearly wanting to leave now, like staying any longer might make this worse somehow, might force him to sit with whatever this feeling was that had settled low in his chest and refused to move.Â
âMm,â he grunted, already stepping back, already turning away.Â
But he didnât miss the way your voice followed him, gentle and easy.Â
âYou can knock, you know.âÂ
He huffed again, shaking his head slightly, not looking back this time.Â
âDonât count on it.âÂ
And still, as he walked away, he could feel itâyour presence lingering behind him, not heavy, not demanding, just⊠there.Â
Like something steady.Â
Like something warm.Â
Like something he didnât quite understand yet, but hadnât managed to walk away from either.Â





















