Merry fucking christmas - Julian Draxler Imagine
Hey guys, this is my second christmas Imagine x I know I wrote a Antoine Griezmann he cheats on you before but i had this idea and I needed to write it down and everyone was loving the Griezmann Cheat one (which you can find here) so i thought why not. i hope you guys like it xx Merry Christmas!
You stumbled in your apartment, closing the door behind you. Even through it was your last day for this year because of all the holidays you took some time off. It was a long day from work and you were ready for this day to be over.
You made your way to the kitchen to find your boyfriend sitting at the kitchen table.
„Hey“ you said smiling surprised you did not know he was being here, of course you two lived together but the last few weeks had been quiet stressful for him because of endless soccer practices and games and for you because of work, so you really hadn’t seen each other that much. And when you saw each other you were either already passed out in your bed or too buys finishing work in your home office.
He looked up at you, his eyes meeting yours. „Hey“ he mumbled something seemed wrong but you brushed it away, not trusting your exhausted brain.
„How was your day?“ you asked as you were sitting down on the chair opposite from him.
„was good.. I uhm went to my mums to help her decorating“ he mumbled.
„Oh sounds nice“ you nodded. „How about we watch a christmas movie to get into the mood I mean tomorrow is christmas?“ you said excitingly but the excitement did not go over to him.
You looked around you, nothing was decorated, nothing made even the slightest sign of it being christmas. You two had been so busy working that you even forgot it was already december sometimes.
„Uhm I’m actually really tired I think I’ll go to bed“ he said before getting out of his seat, putting his plate in the dish washer and walking out of the kitchen.
You sat back in your chair wondering what exactly had happened.
You went to the fridge and pulled out one of the wine bottles your dad has given you from his italy vacation, you poured it in a wine glass.
You leaned against the counter starting to drink, you were never one to drink your problems away and you wouldn’t start right now, but you did not know what to do so, everything seemed wrong, more than wrong something felt missing.
Drinking more than half of the bottle by yourself you stopped and walking in your guys shared bedroom, you walked a bit tipsy already feeling the wine flushing through your body.
You got out of your clothes and laid down in bed beside Julian. You remember not being able to sleep without him and no? It feels weird to lay beside him.
You felt asleep fast enough thanks to the wine you drank way too much.
„Morning“ you slurred as you felt the other bedside stirring.
„Hey“ you heard Julian mumbling.
He walked out of the bedroom, probably into either the bathroom or the kitchen.
You sat more straight as you watched yourself in the mirror of your closet. You looked horrible but that was nothing new, you did not mind at all.
After some time Julian was walking back in your guys shared bed room sitting on the bed, first he had his back was facing you. You did not say anything neither did he. As he turned around to look at you your lips parted. His eyes were a bit red, he looked like he was crying.
„We need to talk“ he said and looked into your eyes. You nodded not really sure where this would be going.
„I don’t know what happened to us but I- I feel like I don’t really know you anymore.“ he said and tears were welling up in your eyes.
„I made a mistake I made a terrible mistake“ he said frowning and looking down.
You furrowed your eyebrows together what was he trying to say?
„I-I cheated on you“ he admitted, that was it for your tears to stream down your checks.
„you what?“ you asked between sobs.
„I-I did not mean too“ he said.
You shook your head you could not believe what he was just telling you. You wanted so bad not to cry, not to seem weak, you should have known, your inner voice was screaming, you should have know so badly. Why did you not notice? You couldn’t believe it.
Great news, and especially the timing was just perfect.
