Mimi. 5'1. African American. Pansexual. Full Time Musician. Part Time Writer. Faberry Shipper. Bechloe Trash. Oh and then there's the one lone Het ship, the beloved Fitzsimmons. ❤️ https://www.patreon.com/MJWrites
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Glee
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Rachel Berry/Quinn Fabray, Santana Lopez/Brittany S. Pierce
Characters: Rachel Berry, Quinn Fabray, Santana Lopez, Brittany S. Pierce, Kurt Hummel, Hiram Berry, Leroy Berry, Noah Puckerman
Additional Tags: Heavy BDSM, Futanari, Intersex, Alternate Universe, Please don't yell at me if any these things squick you out, just don't read
Summary:
Quinn was sure about one thing.
She wanted her.
Faberry. Warning: Heavy BDSM and Intersex/G!P Quinn.
in s3 when quinn tells rachel that she won’t stand around and watch rachel ruin her life by marrying finn hudson really parallels the scene in s2 where she tells rachel that she doesn’t belong there and she can’t hate quinn for helping send her on her way and talks about the comphet future she envisions for herself when it’s obvious that’s not what she really wants and then in s3 again when quinn wistfully asks rachel if she was singing that song to finn and only finn and then decides to come to their wedding to support rachel even tho you can tell she still hates the idea and rachel hugs her and quinn has the saddest sickest look on her face as soon as rachel can’t see her face anymore aghhhh i don’t even have any exact coherent thought or point to make here but all that shit was crazy oh quinn fabray the beautiful unhinged lesbian you are
Cherished Affliction Inspiration/Reference Visuals Chapter 40 and Epilogue:
Don't wanna spoil if you haven't read yet - so putting them under the cut!
Rachel's Tony Nominee: Meet The Press Dress
Rachels NYT Photoshoot Dress, Shoes, and Quinn's Outfit
Rachel's Tony Awards Dress, Quinn Tony Awards Dress
Big House Foyer Wallpaper
"I Love Lucy" keychain
Frannie - who I fan casted as Kate Winslet! I always thought she and Dianna Agron favored a little bit and she instantly came to my mind when writing Frannie's character.
Rachel Proposal Dress and Quinn Proposal Suit
Rachel's Engagement Ring and Wedding Band
Quinn's Mother's Wedding Ring and Band
Rachel's Wedding Dress and Quinn's Suit (Not Ivory in Picture, but described as Ivory)
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
UPDATE: Cherished Affliction - Chapter 41: Epilogue: Give To Me Your Leather, Take From Me My Lace
My Last Cherished Affliction Authors Note
Well, here we are my loves. The end of this journey.
Before we go, I’d like to take this time to tell you all why I began writing this fic and thank you properly for hanging in there with me this long.
Though I had been reading and dabbling in writing for a while as a young inexperienced teen writer and in other fandoms, I never truly felt like my journey begun until I began writing this story 13 years ago for this fandom. At the time, there was so much discourse around Fifty Shades of Grey and what a horrible job the author had done depicting BDSM and all of its intricacies accurately and it made me curious.
I personally liked the concept of a tortured, detached, young billionaire that had a past and was using kink to numb that past, I was just incredibly unimpressed with the execution. So, I searched in the fandom for something that was similar to scratch the itch and only found two stories that satisfied me. One was ’These Strange Steps’ by thememoriesfire - a Faberry fic and ‘Consequences’ by hathfury - a Brittana fic. I noticed some similar themes in both works.
Both stories used Dominance and submission as an outlet for the characters and at times depicted bad kink etiquette as well as the use of kink as a shield from emotional attachment. Both showed a resolution and acknowledgement of why the etiquette was bad, and had a character that ultimately fell for their partner and had to navigate the dynamics of BDSM alongside their vanilla relationship in a healthy way. Consequences, in particular, was also the first fic I ever read that introduced me to futanari. In other fics, I noticed that the niche of futanari was primarily a vehicle to skate around a pregnancy storyline or feature penetrative sex outside of using a strap on. But I viewed it as a vital part of what could make a main character more complex. A plot device first, vessel for erotica second.
I decided that I wanted my 'tortured, kinky, billionaire falls for regular girl' trope but I wanted it realistic. I wanted depth and I wanted a backstory. I didn’t want Quinn to exist as some fantasy only - I wanted her to seem like a real human who had gone through things. I wanted her relationship with kink to be more than just steamy sex scenes. I wanted her body to be more than just a silly little niche. I wanted the reader to feel like they could believe that this particular part of herself had been hard to navigate and maybe led her to bad choices and emotional instability. I also wanted to flesh out what it looked like to see two people falling for one another from different societal classes and how the differences that came with that might impact a relationship. Most of all, despite it being an AU fic, I wanted the characters to still feel familiar. I wanted to connect them to the show as much as I could while still building my own world for them.
I understand that for some, it was not an enticing fic. I won’t forget the angry reviews from readers who didn’t like the concept of reading about a woman with a different sexual organ engaging in sex with another woman. Or the hate I got for some of the harder scenes depicting Quinn’s mistakes as a Domme or my writing in general. I know that there were some that reported the story multiple times, and that ultimately succeeding in getting it deleted from Archive of Our Own all together. But it didn't matter.
I experienced my own tragedies, triumphs and life changes and I ultimately grew as a writer all while keeping these characters in my heart and never losing sight of what I envisioned for them. Because I refused to abandon this story, or all of the people that were reading it.
I knew in my heart that there was a loyalty that existed in each and every one of you and that is what ultimately kept me going. I could not have written a single word without your support and comments of encouragement. Your comments, messages, kudos and subscriptions reminded me that there was always someone out there waiting to read what would happen next and on my worst day - that fact gave me the strength to write. I’m sure there were many that gave up on the story, or got tired of waiting, but there were so many of you that stuck around. Some of you since the beginning, and for that I will forever be grateful.
I share every part of this accomplishment with all of you. My loves. So, I wanna say from the bottom of my heart - thank you.
Over five hundred thousand plus words and thirteen years later, I hope the conclusion to this story is everything you ever dreamed of from the very first chapter, as I said before. I hope you take something powerful and inspiring from it, and cherish it. I hope that you tell me all about it! About how it made you feel, about what it feels like to get to the end.
And I hope that you all continue to read and support love stories of all kinds.
I have so enjoyed our time together. This isn’t goodbye, I promise. I’ll see you soon!
Hey hope all is well with you, I was just checking on the status of the final chapter of CA. I have all of these possible scenarios you could take the story and I want to see where you take it. I'm no writer so I'm sure your chapter will be far better than anything rattling around in my head. So looking forward to reading it! Take care!!!
Hi darling! I’m about 3/4’s of the way done with the last chapter as we speak! Feel free to send me your predictions of what you have rolling around in your head - I’d love to hear them!
I want to start off by saying I am working on the final chapter for CA, and that I’m hoping to have it up sooner rather than later.
It’s been a rough couple of months. Work wise things have slowed down, but a little too slow for me financially. We’ve been okay - but it’s been rough for us. I’ve been worried that it won’t pick up this year but I’m staying optimistic.
I also know we’re all feeling the weight of the political climate and loss that it’s caused. I’m angry and tired and frustrated just like I’m sure all of you are. Keep your head up, keep fighting and speaking out, there is still life to look forward to and there is life at the end of the tunnel, I promise.
As for me currently, I’m stuck in the path of the Ice Storm so we’re without power going 48 hours now. We had to use money we didn’t have to get a hotel but we’re warm and safe, which is the thing that matters most. We’re also not as unfortunate as others that have been displaced. Some people have nowhere to go or can’t get out of their homes.
Anyway all of this to say, I hope you’re all well and I’ll be back with an update soon, I promise! Love you all!
“Elphaba and Glinda only loved Fiyero, not each other” this and “Elphaba and Glinda never loved Fiyero, only each other” that. What about “Glinda is a comphet lesbian who never loved Fiyero romantically but still loved him as a dear friend and Elphaba is bisexual and loved them both”