Sometimes when I have a goal, it is like trudging through sludge to meet my goal.
At times, I would even forget the goals I had because it is so easy to be lulled into a sense of sleep and allow life's challenges to overtake me. I would actually FORGET my goals worrying about other stuff!!!
My Vision Board is COVERED with One sheet of paper that says: "Show Up for Yourself Every Single Day" - And I did, I meditated, stretched, did Yoga and started delving into my spirituality more, exploring all of the things Im interested in, and I FORGOT about my goals. I actually forgot my goals while showing up for myself.
Why was that a problem when I was doing what I Love?
It was a problem because I spend the majority of my time at a job that i hate doing. i hate going there, i hate being there and while the People are Wonderful people for the most part, I recognize all of the ways my Energy is Spent NOT doing something i Love and it sucks the Life out of my soul so that when i come home, All my time was spent rebuilding my soul back up.
Then my spiritual coach had us right down ALL of the things we wanted to do and to pick the most important one. And I picked LEAVE MY JOB because that is where the bulk of my energy is spent, at a job that I don't enjoy.
***And what I was previously doing was putting a bandaide over a much larger issue instead of correcting the problem***
I then decided while Im still working for others I WILL TAKE TIME FOR MYSELF to offset the stress at work, so every two hours I get up and lift weights (a heavy book in the office) and do leg lifts and squats and wall back bends. I do what I CAN do, what is within my Power to do, to the best of my ability, WHILE transforming out of the old into the New.
So that Sunday I flipped over the Page covering my Vision Board, the page that said: 'Show up for yourself every single day' and Wrote:
"Focus On Your Goal. Do Not Sway to the Left or to the Right"
My Strongest goal Right Now is to Build Wealth Through Entrepreneurship that will transition me into "LEAVE THE JOB".
my goal is not to explore how energy works, my goal is not to play the ukelele, my goal is not to practice sign language, my goal is not to read endless books, my goal is to Create Wealth so I can Leave my Job. Period.
And everything else has to take a back seat until I do that.
This is why I show up for myself.
Does not mean I will never do those other things, does not mean I cannot dabble in those things along the way.
It DOES mean I set my PRIORITY and my INTENTION on One Clear Goal.
Focus on My Goal, Do Not Sway to the left or Right.