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i don't care that i'm going to be okay eventually! why do i have to tell myself that i'll be okay when it could've been better in the first place?

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look. it's my favorite photo of us. there is pure happiness in it. why did my smile have to leave? and why did she have to be the reason for this?

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i'm glad that i am part of her history but it hurts that i'll remain there

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i wonder if we thought about eachother at the same time today

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when she talks and doesn't look at me i tend to inspect her face - every little detail of it. and if so happens that i take my eyes off her beautiful light brown ones i wonder if she takes a good look at me. i wonder if she ever studies my features like i do hers. not in a "i just want to remember what she looks like" way but in a "she's beautiful, i need to have her features engraved in my mind" type of way.

#ohmygodiamfalling #writing #feelings

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little miss traumatized by her tween ballet teacher

#backinthetweens #ballet