CW/TW: Stupidity, mentions of dysphoria, sexual topics, topic of genitals
I donāt read smut but this pisses me off. Iām keeping the user anonymous considering this is a rant, multiple people act this stupid and I wonāt be calling out specifics.
Maybe, think about this, some trans people including me donāt fucking hate the fact that for the time being we have a pussy. Some of us, donāt like the idea of taking it up the ass. Iām trans male and I have a cunt and I fucking own it. I donāt read smut, but stop shaming the trans FTM people who do and want to read it for the genitals they have for the time being. No one is fetishizing anyone for being inclusive. Not every trans person experiences dysphoria. Some of us love our bodies.
Weāre on tumblr bb, get a grip and let people be inclusive. If you wanna be taking it up the ass in a Anakin Skywalker x FTM husband reader smut fic, then go find that. Leave the content for trans FTM people who havenāt transitioned yet, for the trans FTM people who havenāt transitioned yet.
āB-b-b-but dysphoria-!ā This is for the trans people who arenāt dysphoric, and again, donāt wanna take it up the ass. Iām trans and I serve cunt when going out and looking feminine/like a girl, womp womp. Just because you have the privilege of transitioning and like taking it up the ass, not everyone else does.
Some people who havenāt transitioned fully, also like the idea of characters comforting them when they feel dysphoric. Itās not like theyāre fucking feminizing the trans reader, itās literally just smut for trans men who havenāt transitioned yet. And if you donāt like that, god damn donāt read it.
I donāt think people realize how much comments like āstop fetishizing trans menā over stuff like smut is so stupid. There are plenty of fics for trans men who have transitioned. Most x male reader writers donāt gaf if you see the reader as trans. And Iām gonna be honest, it feels very anti-trans men who havenāt transitioned. Like shit, sorry I donāt wanna go through a surgery yet. Sorry people write smut that makes them comfortable. Sorry that not every trans ftm person is gonna want to read smut of them taking it up the ass and getting their dick teased when they havenāt transitioned.
And honestly, trying to make trans male readers read fics where theyāre fully transitioned can make them uncomfortable too. It can remind them theyāre not in the body they want to be in. Let them own the body theyāre in right now, because you donāt have to hate your body to be trans.
WHAT A TIME TO BE A GEN (and sengen) FAN, Gen focused ED this is so peak ššš
sad they cut off the personalized drinks from franƧois I was really looking forward to seeing it animated (bc of the COLORS!!), but also understandable considering pacing, dunno if they'll put it in the next episode or scrap it altogether
BUT!!!!! Gen focused ED. Gen focused ED with a sengen parallel and ugen being so fucking cute at the end of it, like oh my god why are they so cute
look my beautiful son.......
fucking cuties they make me so UGHHHH
They make me ill, they make me so ill, they make me so insane, back to ao3 i must go
AND PLEASE LOOK AT THEM, LOOK AT THEM LOOK AT THEEEEEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my beloveds, they're so awes, thank you TMS Entertainment for giving us peak after peak with this ED
I gasped when I saw the cards btw, tarot!! I love tarot. Though i did get unsure once we saw the other cards
If it actually is tarot i guess we have the Star (Suika), the Lovers (Taiju and Yuzuriha), Justice (Ukyo), The Magician (Gen), Emperor (Ryusui), Strength (Kohaku), The World (Tsukasa, but also feels like it could be Temperance to me idk, symbols wise it's very obviously The World), Chrome (The Fool) and then I cannot tell you for the life of me what Senku is, like I'd say the Moon but it feels like it doesn't fit? (edit: Other people have given their opinion, Gen's The Moon while Senku's The Magician), and the other cards don't appear to be major arcana to me, though I'm guessing Hyoga's the Knight of Wands, Ginro and Kinro, as well as Mozu and Kirisame are probably wands as well? Can't tell which I couldn't see very well, and Minami and Nikki I can't see but I'll guess something pentacles?
I have no idea yeah, (i wonder if they're gonna have the cour 2 ED have more cards symbolizing Xeno's people and it's gonna be a full tarot at the end? If they do that that'd be cool as hell, though I very much doubt it'll come back for the next two EDs)
Itās been a while hasnāt it??? I got a promotion at work and itās the holiday season so things are picking up. My days off are random so I gotta find a groove so I have time for myself to do things
I actually went home once. Even though I was even weaker than before and had no reason to hope for anything I wanted him to look at me againā¦ I mustāve hoped that things had changedā¦ I wanted to seeā¦ The reason I was bornā¦ But the scene that hadnāt changed in three years told me everything. That I was a failure with no reason for living. That this family had already moved on from me.
Ever since I died, and Dabi was born, Iā I will burn up everything he holds dear. Thatās the proof of my birth!
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Ron was explaining what treatment he would receive with this new doctor, but you couldnāt help but block out the sound of their voice. The only thing that you hear is a constant ringing in your ears. From the looks, they seem to be talking to each other rather than you, breaking your heart. Glancing over to the doctor in question, you can see the slight admiration in her eyes when she looks up at him. Listening to him so intently reminds you of your high school self when you would attend your one class together. The way he talked and the confidence and smugness in his tone. Your man is so intelligent you canāt help but look at him in awe. You also couldnāt help but be so prideful that the man everyone envied to be and be with is the one who loves you the most. Thatās how you initially felt, but an incident two years ago destroyed your sense of self-worth. It hurts to see someone slowly fall in love with your husband, even if she doesnāt know it yet.
A few moments of talking go by when you fail to notice that they are saying their goodbyes and Doctor Mofu is waiting for you to say something back. Your eyes widen briefly before settling on a fake smile and a weak handshake. You watch as she haphazardly kicks off your slippers when Ron finally sees her out. Itās just the two of you in the room, and it feels dramatically colder than before. You try to quickly go over what was said that you actually listened to while gathering your thoughts, hoping that Ron will have some time to hear you out. It was a short exchange while you were there, but it made you feel uncomfortable. How long has she been here before you walked in? What were they talking about? Was it just about his condition? Doubts started to flood your mind as you started to notice that your palms were beginning to sweat. You knew a panic attack was starting to set in and that you had to excuse yourself before you started breaking down in front of your husband over someone thatās so trivial. āIām glad things are starting to look up for you, Ron. I just came by to check on you, so Iāll be on my way now,ā you blurted out, rushing as fast as you could to the door before he could say anything. You didnāt want to look directly at him because you knew you would lose your resolve to leave. There was nothing left to say.
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After a good nightās sleep, you wake up and immediately text Ron about your birthday. Over the years, Ron would refuse to go outside, own a phone, or even watch TV if that meant he could stay away from anything that could potentially trigger a case that could be solved. So birthdays and anniversaries are always spent alone talking over the phone until one of you falls asleep. This year, though, you were determined to change that. Your wedding anniversary has already passed, and next is your birthday. With Ron up and about nowadays, you didnāt think it would hurt to want to celebrate your birthday by going out to your favorite cake shop and zoo. Nothing too overwhelming for him since you mostly wanted him to see the platypus exhibit in town.
You:
Good morning, love. Are you busy tomorrow? Do you want to celebrate my birthday at the zoo? They have a platypus exhibit there, and I wanted to go to my favorite cake spot afterward. (9:23am)
You let out a sigh of relief and a small smile. Itās been a while since he last teased you; you forgot what it looks like coming from him.
You:
I was thinking around 10 am??? Itās early enough to miss the crowd, but we can still see and watch the animals during breakfast! And there will be enough time for us to go to the cake spot right after.
You smiled brightly, hearting his last message before locking your phone. You sat up a bit, stretching your back out until you heard a slight pop, and then proceeded to prepare for the day.
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Itās been a few hours into your work day when suddenly your phone pings that specific tone, indicating a new social media message. You were in the middle of typing out discharge papers for a patient, eyes burning from staring at your computer screen for hours. So much time has passed that you started to notice that you were repeating sentences in the diagnosis section, so when the message came through, you didnāt hesitate to rip your eyes away from the screen to catch a break. You saw that the message displayed on the notification bar was from a username youāre not familiar with. The picture was of some popular anime youāve seen before, so it wasnāt a unique indicator of who it was, so you were in no hurry to respond. Instead, you clicked on the username and went to their profile to see if there were any pictures on their page that you could see, and low and behold, there were.
While scrolling through their pictures, you didnāt know who the person was until you saw a throwback picture from high school that clicked. This person sat next to you in the only class you attended at that school. Youāve spoken to each other a few times, but nothing came out of it. You only had eyes for Ron and didnāt really want to make friends at a school you only attended once a week. You guys werenāt close, so now youāre wondering why he was messaging you. Instead of trying to figure that out by guessing, you finally opened the message to see what they wanted.
[redacted]:
Hey you! I know itās been a while since the BLUE days, but many of us are thinking about going out to get drinks at a bar tomorrow to catch up! None of us can contact Kamonohashi-kun, so I thought about contacting you to invite both of you! I know many of us avoided him because we didnāt know him well, and some regret passing judgment on him. If you can let me know, Iāll send you the address.
You looked over the message and thought about your plan. You have already bought the zoo tickets and ordered the cake. Thinking about the time itāll take for both tasks to be done, you donāt believe you can make it. You want to hang out and hopefully make some friends, but you want to spend the whole day with your husband, even if you both watch TV and do nothing. Itās more than what youāve been doing together for the past two years. You contemplated how you would respond, wanting to let him down gently before scrunching your eyebrows. What the fuck am I thinking? Heās not asking me on a date; the invite was for the both of us.
You:
Ahh, hey, I remember you! Thank you for the invite, but itās my birthday tomorrow, and we were planning on spending the day together. Thank you, though! I really appreciate it.
They responded pretty fast, and it surprised you.
[redacted]:
Oh really?! Well, happy early birthday! If anything changes, just let me know, okay!
You:
Of course! Thank you again for the invite! I hope you guys have fun!
[redacted]:
You as well, birthday girl! š„³
You blushed when you read their last message, feeling happy for the birthday wishes. For the rest of your day, all you thought about was spending your birthday with your husband.
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The next day has finally come; you could barely sleep the night before. The excitement of spending time with your husband is overwhelming, and youāre staring at your clock display at 6:00am. You had a few more hours until you had to meet, but you didnāt want to stay in bed. You were getting antsy, so you decided to jump out of bed and head straight to the bathroom. You turn on the faucet hot for a comfortable scorching bath. Plans for the day start flooding your mind as you go over what you want to do again. You wanted this birthday to be perfect, and there was no telling what could happen in one day. It has been two years since you spent time together, and you want to discuss many things with him. There are so many different patients and so much to share. You wanted to know how Ron would have handled them, what it had been like solving crimes again, and how it felt to make friends. As you thought more about it, you wanted to learn more about this ānewā Ron.
You spent a good forty-five minutes in the bath before you were ready to get out and start your routine. You could do your skincare and hair in record time, putting your hair in a messy bun while running out to your bedroom to put on a pair of matching loungewear. You headed for the kitchen, putting together a light breakfast in your mind while multitasking thoughts with what you should pack for lunch at the zoo. Going over your checklist was what kept you sane for the moment. You knew you would overthink the birthday date and start second-guessing yourself, so keeping yourself physically occupied by making breakfast and lunch did the trick. After everything was made and packed, you had about two hours to make it to your meetup spot. You decided to wear light, natural makeup since itāll be hot outside, and you didnāt want it to melt on your face and ruin the pictures you planned to take. For your outfit, you wanted to wear something simple and comfortable but also cute, so you decided on a not-too-sexy matching underwear set to give you more confidence, a flowy crop top with an asymmetrical hem, a pair of waist-high jean shorts, and your favorite sneakers.
You look at the time on your phone before grabbing the lunch pail, purse, and emergency bag. Youāve always habitually brought that along just in case something happens, and you happen to be around to help. With everything accounted for, you leave your home, head to your car, and start the drive to the zoo.
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Once there, you find a parking spot and head to the entrance ticket counter. Because you pay for the yearly membership, you can use the money you save on parking and an entry ticket for souvenirs for your husband. You smile at the thought of being able to spoil your husband. Your love for this man is so hard to contain; even strangers could tell youāre still lovestruck. You wait by the entrance, placing yourself slightly in the corner while trying to make sure youāre not in the way of others but also able to be seen clearly.Ā An hour passes, and youāre starting to get worried. You have called and texted him a few times but to no avail. You keep frantically checking the time on your watch while pacing around, wondering when Ron will arrive. After about another hour of missed calls and unread texts, you give up on waiting for him and decide to spend the day at the zoo alone. At the end of the tour, you walked through the gift shop, looking around for something to get Ron. Even though he stood you up, you still looked at the brighter side. He wouldnāt have done this on purpose. Something must have come up, you tell yourself while picking up a platypus keychain and stuffed animal you purchased, placing them inside the now empty lunch pail of food you had no motivation to eat, so you threw it away.
After the zoo trip, you text your husband that you are headed to the bakery and hope he can meet you there. Once there, you pick up the birthday cake you ordered the night before and sit at an empty table waiting for him. An hour passes, and just like last time, you call and text but are left with nothing. Youāre trying to keep the tears in, but it all hurts the same. He promised you he would come, made you feel like you could trust him again, to show you that he still loves and cares for you and that he meant his word. That he still loved you. You were still getting no responses, but you had enough at this point. You pulled your phone out, went through your social media app, and sent a message.
You:
I think Iāll come after all, Ron isnāt feeling well, but I donāt want to waste my birthday cake.
[redacted]:
-Oh, hey! Iām sorry to hear that; here is the address! I canāt wait to see you!
-We** I mean we, haha
-We canāt wait to see you
You:
I canāt wait to be there! Iām not working tomorrow, so I WILL be drinking, lol.
You smiled and placed the cake back in the box, ensuring it was secure. If Ron didnāt want to enjoy the cake, the group wouldnāt let it go to waste. As you stood up to leave, your phone vibrated. You looked down to see a text message from Ron that made your blood run icy.
Getting anything done is a fucking hassle when all I do is work and sleep with rarely any time to do anything else. I finally washed all my clothes after not being able to for 2 months. Then I get sick all the time and the days I have off from work, I just use it to recover from working. I complain too much omg š
