Writing this because i want to make my writing longer and more descriptive as well as also kind of write my emotions out 😭 trigger warning this will have Lalo cheating on you, I know it’s a shitty topic as getting cheated on sucks (trust me 🫠) but it’s a cathartic piece
if you lovelies like it i would like to incorporate more fics like this that have a bit more substance 🙂↕️ truth be told this fic made me want to crush my head open as it sucks reliving some memories but I hope you know that you are loved 🩷 this will probably be the first and last cheating fic i write lmaooo!
TW: infidelity, male cheating on female, yearning, angst and smut
Everything had been going well with Lalo. You had been seeing him for the past 6 months and couldn’t be happier. He checked every box; he was sweet, endearing and very generous with his time and money. You didn’t care about the money but it was a plus as he made sure you didn’t have to worry about things. It felt like everything was finally falling into place in your life. This only exasperated the gut punch of the bitter truth.
You had gone out early in the morning after your morning walk to the grocery store to pick up mundane groceries for the week. It wasn’t anything significant, and it was a normal Tuesday morning with the same faces passing you by from the workers. It wasn’t until you heard that familiar husky voice and that chuckle that you had come to know all too well. While picking up a shiny red Gala apple from the bunch you looked up to see that familiar smirk. It was Lalo. He was leaning over the counter talking to the young cashier, from her shuffling in her place and trying to move her hair out of her face, cocking her head to the side, you knew he was flirting. You felt like the world at this moment was just you and them. You felt sick and your blood running cold. He had told you he was out of town for the week, but he would try to contact you when he could. You, always being the understanding one as you grew up being the ignored middle child, never overstepped or tried to be overbearing even when you wanted to be given a bit more attention. Seeing Lalos smug smile and the way he chewed his gum cockily, now replaced the cold feeling in your veins with rage. Pathetic rage as you felt the blood rush to your face. Shame and rage all the same. You could feel the stinging of tears pricking at your eyes and that terrible feeling in your throat where you felt you had swallowed a hot piece of coal. “Are you okay Maam?” The young worker who was restocking the potatoes beside you asked, his shaggy hair in his face but the concern on his face still evident. “Y-yeah, sorry I think I got something in my eye” you said trying to discreetly pretend that there was a piece of trash or an eyelash in your eye. You set the plastic bag down and briskly walked out of the store as fast as possible. Feeling the warm feeling in your chest as you could feel a sob almost come out as hot tears ran down your cheeks. Once you had shut the door in your car you let yourself sob, not caring that people may see and hear you. You felt ashamed, but at the same time disgusted. Disgusted by trusting someone.
It had been a week. Lalos texts coming and going. You had tried to block his number but couldn’t. You still pathetically loved him. Love. What a stupid word. You thought about confronting him. But you didn’t have the courage. Instead you cried in your bed and forced yourself to eat something, but every time you tried to get up the image of him slipping his number to her came flashing in your brain and you’d break into another sob. It was so pathetic. You knew it was. But it all hurt the same nonetheless. The bitter truth boiling over that maybe all those years of thinking you weren’t meant to be loved or understood were right. That if your own parents didn’t know how to love and console you and understand you as a person would forever mean you’d roam this Earth to never be loved and understood by another human. Maybe this is why people turned to God. To have someone. A powerful and all knowing figure love you for who you are. Sins and all. A loud knock and your phone ringing broke you out of your pity party. Lalos name in the bright light of your phone in the darkness of your room. You were back to being the depressed 13 year old again, but now you pay rent. You walked slowly down the hall to see who was knocking.
“Muñequita open the door, please” you heard that familiar voice say from the other side of the door. Your breath hitched in your throat, why couldn’t Lalo get the clue that you didn’t want anything to do with him after ignoring him. The knocking at the door came again, a bit harsher now. “I know you’re in there, I saw the lights were on” he said. You were wondering if you could climb down your third story balcony or if you’d crack your head open like an egg on the way down, either choice you’d take rather than talk to Lalo. You heard shuffling behind the door and thought you were in the clear until you heard the sound of a key entering the keyhole as the door handle started to turn. In an act of self preservation and stupidity you pushed your body up against the door to try and close it before Lalo could open the door.
“Muñequita…what are you doing? Dejame entrar” (let me in) Lalo said pushing the door open squishing you between the wall and the open door now. Lalo closed the door gently as he looked at your disheveled appearance; under eye bags, puffy eyes that still were fresh from crying, your hair in a messy ponytail that was now closer to your neck and his oversized tshirt and boxers from the last time he came here. “What’s wrong?” Lalo said as he tried to close the space between you two, you tried to back up but had forgotten that you were already up against the wall.
“Lalo please just leave” you tried to say as assertively as possible. Lalo looked at you in a sympathetic way, making you want to punch him straight in his nose.
“Tell me what’s wrong muñequita, I can make it better”, Lalo said as he caressed your face. You bit your lip as you felt the urge to kiss him then and there, but then the urge to also gouge his eyes out.
“Where were you last week?” You asked, shooting daggers with your eyes at him.
“I was out of town princesa, remember I told you” he said looking confused. You couldn’t stop yourself as you felt the anger boil over as you pushed him off.
“No me mientas!!” (Don’t lie to me) you shouted, your blood pumping through you as you felt the adrenaline course through your veins, “I saw you Lalo, I FUCKING saw you at the store talking to some bitch!!” You yelled, your words like poison. You could tell from Lalos close knit eyebrows that he was confused, which made you even more angry and irritated.
“Why would you lie to me?” You asked, as your voice cracked at the end. The hot tears streaming down your face as you tried not to cry.
“No se mi amor, I thought you wouldn’t notice” (I don’t know my love) Lalo said as he carefully walked towards you. “I didn’t mean to lie, I got back earlier and just needed some time off” he said as he caressed your face in his big hands, his thumbs gently wiping your tears. You hated this, you hated the way he couldn’t even come up with a good lie. But what you hated the most was the fact that you were so horny right now. You wanted him to just fuck the hurt out of you. What the fuck is wrong with me? You didn’t even know why you were like this. Mental illness for sure.
“I want you, and only you” Lalo said in his husky voice, trailing his thumb on your lips, parting them gently. “Not like this though” you whispered, trying to take the last shred of dignity to reject him. Lalo smirked as he kissed your cheek, his mustache tickling you, “yes like this” he said as he kissed down your neck. You whined as he kissed and licked the sensitive area on your neck that always made you moan. Lalos rough hand trailed up your shirt and gently gripped your breast as his thumb played with your nipple. “Lalo”, you moaned as he sucked on your neck giving you a hickey.
would u ever think about writing for a gender neutral reader?
hi, yes i would 🙂↕️ i would just need to read more gender neutral smuts/fluff/headcannons since im more used to writing for female readers and would want to make sure its up to par for my gender neutral readers 💞
CHERRYBEAN, WRITE SFW OR NSFW FOR TUCO AND MY LIFE IS YOURS. kisses u with love and appreciation of the lalo posts too
Tuco Salamanca SFW
aaaahhhhh!! never done a Tuco headcannon before 😮🫣 so I’m excited lol i hope this is what you imagined 😭🤍 thank you so trusting me and being so sweet 🥹
i am currently on winter break and rotting away so i have not had the brain capacity to write more Lalo fics but I will soon just bear with me 🙂↕️❤️
SFW:
- Tuco is definitely the type of partner to be overprotective of you
- Not in a toxic way though 😭
- He’d make sure that you were always safe and would have one of his men look after you when you’d work late or were heading home late at night/to the store
- For someone who is very brazen and cold on the outside he is actually very sweet and caring towards you 🤍
- You’d most likely meet at your waitress job
- He’d keep eyeing you and you’d be both annoyed about it, as well as intrigued
- He would keep asking for more food even though the entire table was already full and his men looked like they were about to puke if they ate anymore 😭
- When they’d leave he’d leave you a big tip with a message about how pretty you are 🥹
- He’d also come visit the restaurant occasionally until he finally got up the courage to ask you out
- Tuco would be the one Salamanca that is a bit more humble with his money
- Yes while he does wear the same eccentric shirts like Lalo (😭) he would be more quiet about his money
- The first date he’d probably take you on a normal dinner date
- It wouldn’t be too fancy but also not casual either
- After getting to know each other he’d start to open up more
- You’d know that he was serious about you when he’d take you to meet Abuelita for the holidays 🥹
- Abuelita would teach you how to make home made tortillas and other traditional Mexican foods
- Abuelita would know you were the one when she’d see just how much Tuco would look at you tenderly while you were mixing masa in a bowl 🥺
- Tuco would consider you his rock in all the mess of the world he is in
- He’d protect you from anyone ever hurting you
- “You’re the only good thing that has ever happened to me” Tuco would say under the New Year fireworks before you both leaned in for a kiss 😭🤍
hiiii sorry again for being MIA. i promise i am working on the asks in my inbox 🤍 life has just a funny way of kicking me down…and also me just being me i fear 😓 i will have something published before the new year 🫶🏽 i promise!!! i am just going through a lot of depression and kind of wishing i never quit my job to begin with because i have gotten myself into another abusive situation and…yeah….dont really want to get too into it but i will be more active after the new year 🩵 i hope the holidays have been treating everyone with love and kindness if you are having a hard time do not hesitate to DM me i am here for you 🥰 the world may seem like a scary and lonely place but there are so many people who care for you. thank you again for always being so kind i love all of you guys and wish I could hug each and everyone of you 😘 thank you thank you thank you!!!
FRANKENSTEIN (2025, Directed by: Guillermo Del Toro)
!!! SPOILERS!!!
i have been caught up with so much studying/reading and am so happy that this seems to be a Gothic Lit year. Nosferatu kicking off this year and then Frankenstein and next (hopefully) Wuthering Heights and Werwolf (hoping I’m spelling that correctly).
i kind of missed doing posts like this and wanted to kind of put my two cents in. i know what i say may have already been said on the internet but i do love a good discussion about the Arts 🩵
to truly begin this film was so beautiful. the opening and everything reminded me so much of Crimson Peak (such a beautiful and great film too!!), more specifically Mia Goths characters long white dress when she goes off to see Jacob Elordis, the creature, in the “basement” and how her hair is and the candelabra. Oscar Isaac (Victor Frankenstein) did such a great job playing both a super intelligent and driven scientist, acting later as a monster who cannot even look a the thing he created even when he wanted it so bad.
i cried so hard in so many parts of the movie, mainly the creatures story and Victors shunning of the creature for what he looks like/is. for me i took the story as being kind of like parental figure and child. it did open up a lot of wounds about how i feel towards my own father and how it made me wonder how someone could “create” something and “love” it in the few years and then shun it and find it such a disgusting creation that you ban it into the open mouth of the world to inflict its own pain onto it. i am not too aware of the real story from Mary Shelly (it is in the works) but from what i have researched it was also from her point of view as a woman against her father and feeling like the creature herself. i think it also shows that even though the creature is deemed ugly and “dumb” that there are good people who won’t see that in you and instead judge you based off of your soul. the old blind man was the creatures only friend and showed him that humanity isn’t all attacking and not understanding the unknown, although, a good portion is, he showed the creature that there is good.
i also took the not being able to “die” part as a way of holding both grief and the responsibility of breaking generational trauma. At the end the creature ended up breaking the curse of not ending up being a terrible person and abusing others because of the abuse/persecution on him (yes he killed people I’ll give him that but still 😭😭). i absolutely bawled at the end though because it reminded me that forgiveness isn’t for the abuser but for yourself. if you’re already in this world might as well live it to your fullest potential instead of carrying the hot coal of hurt and pain that they caused on you, it’s easier said than done but forgive yourself for what happened and begin your life 🥹💛 loved how also the creature isn’t the monster but Victor is and even his young brother tells him so.
Idk why tumblr didn’t allow the full work omg! but this is the last part that wasn’t able to be published 😩 so sorry about that!! again smut will be under the cut
While one hand was on your waist the other was on your cheek, “tell me princesa” Lalo said as he bucked his hips into you. You couldn’t help the moans that escaped your mouth. The windows starting to fog up now and the air heavy with sweat; the only noises out here in the desolate desert being your moans and Lalos low grunts along with the wet, squelching of your cunt as your rode Lalo. “He wasn’t…oh fuck” you started gripping your nails into Lalos shoulders, “he wasn’t as good as you Lalo” you breath fully moaned. It seemed to please Lalo, for the meantime, as he connected his lips with yours. You moaned feeling his mustache and stubble rub against your face. Lalos giant hands left your waist and went down to where your thighs and ass meet, helping you now as you started to ride him in a faster tempo. You didn’t care about the burning feeling in your quads and hamstrings, as the way Lalos cock hit your cervix and g-spot perfectly and how he filled you up was enough for you to do this for the next 15 minutes. You knew Lalo wouldn’t last that long, though, as you could feel his breathing increasing and his hands faltering a bit while groans left his mouth. You placed your hand on his chest to help you concentrate on making him cum to a faster tempo. Lalos hands left your thighs and ass to roughly pull your waist closer while the other hand roughly dragged the top of your black dress down, your tits spilling out. Lalo looked you in the eyes as he connected his lips around your sensitive nipple and roughly sucked on it. “L-Lalo I’m so close…” you moaned feeling the aching in your walls and the burning feeling in your abdomen, knowing that soon you’d cum all over his cock. Lalo let your breast go with a pop and leaned back, his hands now on your waist, grinding your pelvis on his, causing your poor little overstimulated clit to make contact with his pubes and cause an electric feeling to go up your body; making your cunt even more sensitive than it already was. Lalo loved to watch how your tits bounced perfectly as you rode him, his pupils dilated with lust, how you pretty little face contorted and scrunched up when you were close along with feeling your sweet cunt squeezing his cock mercilessly. Watching your eyes roll back and your eyebrows scrunch, he knew you were there. The way your hips lazily rolled on his cock as you moaned a sweet tune of “oooh’s” and “aah’s” and his name slipping out from all the jumbled moaning mess you were. He loved how after those few seconds of bliss you’d whimper, knowing your pussy was tired and overstretched, but not caring as you wanted to make him cum too. After all that’s why he brought you out here for, and to try and to get it into your head he’d be the only fuck you could ever have. Lalo groaned as you saw tried to calm down your heavy breathing, focusing on the task at hand of getting him to cum now. You grabbed one of Lalos hands and moved it to your boob while the other one you moved to your mouth where you took his thumb into you mouth and wrapped your lips around it, sucking on it as you looked into his eyes, swiveling your hips so that his cock was hitting a new position. Lalos mouth hung open as he let out breathy moans, his eyelids slightly parted as he wanted to watch the way you sucked on his finger. You gripped your hand around his so he could massage your breast, moaning around his thumb as you saw Lalos head fall back, his Adam’s apple bobbing up and down swallowing as you felt his cock twitch in you. Lalos whimpering as you felt the sputters of hot cum in you, his cock twitching every couple of seconds as he breathily moaned. His hands now rolling your nipple with his free thumb as you let the other one depart for your mouth. Lalos head now coming up and his eyes meeting yours as he crashed his lips onto yours, moaning as he bucked his hips into yours deeply, almost painfully as he buried his cock into your cervix, begging for round two. You didn’t know if you could go another round, but Lalo taking you out into the desert probably was to give you more privacy.
sorry for being gone for months my loves 😔 i have not been coping well with my life decisions lately and have needed some time to be away. i am back in school and i love my classes more than my degree i got a while ago 😭 but i wanted to come back and apologize and give all you smut lovers something 😋🤍 i hope to write some good headcannons for the spooky season and to be more active. thank you again for being so patient 🥰 like always the smut will be under the cut and i hope you enjoy 😘
i will be writing another smut later from an ask i just haven’t gotten to it and I apologize but i will do it 🫶🏽🫶🏽
TW; jealous Lalo, PIV, age gap (not really mentioned but implied), derogatory names towards female character, not proofread at all! Straight up porn tbh 😭😭
Lalos hand made contact with your ass again and you heard the loud smack before you felt your nerves burn and send a shock wave up you spine and down your pussy. You had never realized how enticing and hot it was to get manhandled by Lalo before. You stifled a moan biting into the leather seats of Lalos vintage car; knowing he’d give you more spankings if he found your teeth marks on the seats. “Look at my little whore” another hard, heavy handed smack came down on your bare ass, “I can see you’re getting wet for me mí amor” Lalo cooed condescendingly rubbing his big hand on your ass where he had been smacking it before. You took a breath in through your teeth as he gripped your left ass cheek in the palm of his hand. “Lalo-“ you started but your pathetic attempt was cut short by another smack. “Shhhh muñequita, let me enjoy myself” Lalo started gripping your left ass cheek now. You could feel his hard on poking your lower abdomen. You had forgotten how this whole thing had started…maybe it was because you had gone out the night before when Lalo couldn’t come over. You were so horny and your toys just couldn’t get the job done or hit the spot the way that Lalo could. You knew Lalo was jealous but you never thought he’d be so possessive over you; but you did have to give him credit, sleeping with Nacho must have been a hit below the belt for him. Now here you were with your little black dress ridden up to the middle of your back laying down on Lalos’ thigh with your bare ass and pussy out. Good thing he drove us out into the desert you thought to yourself. “Tell me princesa” Lalo said, his right hand now slowly drifting down getting closer between your thighs, “how good did Nachito make you feel?” He asked, venom spilling out from mentioning Nachos name. You felt Lalos index and middle finger part your lips and before you could say anything the feeling of his middle finger sinking into you made your breath hitch in your throat. You could feel Lalo take pride in your breath speeding up and the soft whimpers that came out of your mouth as he pumped his finger in a steady pace. “Me oistes princesa, now tell me, was Nacho a good fuck?” (You heard me princess) Lalo said as he curled his fingers into the spot he always knew was there, the spot that always had your back arched and a moaning mess. “N-no…oh fuck Lalo right there” you moaned. Lalo slipped his finger out of you as you let out a cry of frustration as you almost felt your orgasm coming. “Stand up muñequita” Lalo instructed you. You got up from lying across his lap and tried your best to stand up in the crammed space of the back seats. You heard the jingle of his belt unbuckling as Lalo slid his pants and boxers off. In the pale moonlight you could see the head of his cock glistening from the precum. “Come here princesa” Lalo said as he grabbed you by the waist, leading you to sit on his lap. “I want you to tell me truthfully just how good Nacho made you feel” he said his voice having a low grunt as you sunk down on his cock slowly feeling your walls adjust to him and suck him in. You gasped once you felt his whole cock was in you, feeling the tip kissing your cervix perfectly. While one hand was on your waist the other was on your cheek, “tell me princesa” Lalo said as he bucked his hips into you. You couldn’t help the moans that escaped your mouth. The windows starting to fog up now and the air heavy with sweat; the only noises out here in the desolate desert being your moans and Lalos low grunts along with the wet, squelching of your cunt as your rode Lalo. “He wasn’t…oh fuck” you started gripping your nails into Lalos shoulders, “he wasn’t as good as you Lalo” you breath fully moaned. It seemed to please Lalo, for the meantime, as he connected his lips with yours. You moaned feeling his mustache and stubble rub against your face. Lalos giant hands left your waist and went down to where your thighs and ass meet, helping you now as you started to ride him in a faster tempo. You didn’t care about the burning feeling in your quads and hamstrings, as the way Lalos cock
Logan Howlett (The Wolverine) Taking Care of you After a Hard Week of Work (Fluff and Smut)
This is inspired by me hating my job and quitting…finally free from the shackles but now depressed again 🥲🫡 it’s okay the world keeps spinning, but i wrote this for you lovelies especially for both my fluff and smut enjoyers, i truly hope you enjoy it sorry for being gone for so long :(( but so happy to be back 🥳💗💗
Smut will be below cutoff :)
i lost the plot half way into the smut and it basically became all smut but i hope you enjoy 😭🥰 love you!
FLUFF
- Logan would know you’d be exhausted from work as you’d start to become more solitary
- You’d get home from your night shift and wash your face and go straight to bed
- Even a conversation would be too much and he could see how tired you were even after sleeping to do it all over again
- Logan would help you by keeping up with the chores around the place and making you food
- He knew if you didn’t make yourself lunch you’d either starve or use your money on crappy food in the vending machines
- Logan would also notice that the exhaustion made you more prone to being emotionally sensitive
- If you dropped something by accident, like your favorite cup and it shattered it would send you into a crying fit
- He’d be there to help you clean up the mess and to reassure you it’s okay
- “It’s okay sweetheart I’ll get you a new one okay?” He say caressing your face in between his giant hands and kissing your forehead
- Logan would also try to get you out more on the weekends so you could get some fresh air
- Obviously he’d let you sleep in but he’d also try and get you to be more active so you weren’t only seeing four walls everyday
- Logan would surprise you one day by having a bath running for you
- He’d include bubbles and put in peppermint oil to help your muscles relax 🥹
- Honestly this man would be so sweet and understanding to your needs that he’d also have comfy pajamas and your favorite food made for you 🙂↕️
- If he’d join you in the bath he’d massage your back and shoulders where you mainly carried your stress
- “I love you so much” he’d tell you while kissing the back of your head reassuring you
- He’d be very into intuitively knowing when it was an indoor day and would have food delivered and a movie or cringey show to watch and enjoy
- Logan would never tell this to anyone or even you but he loved you more than anything on this planet 😭
SMUT
- Logan would sometimes be cautious of wanting to do anything sexual in fear that you wouldn’t be emotionally or physically invested in it
- But knowing you he knew that sometimes you wanted to blow off some steam and the best way was for you to have an orgasm 😩
- Logan loves to please you and the bedroom is no different
- When you’d be in the kitchen in the morning he’d come up behind you and kiss up your neck while wrapping his arms around your waist
- He knew that you were partially tickling where your neck and ear met and he’d nuzzle his nose in the crook of your neck
- A small moan would let your lips and that’s all Logan needed as a green light
- When he’d run the baths for you sometimes he’d be behind you enjoying the bubbles and the warmth of both the bath and your body
- Logan would also slowly run his fingers up your thigh until he got to your pussy
- Hearing your breath hitch as he’d lazily run his thumb over your clit
- “Logan” you’d drag out a moan
- He’d kiss your neck as he’d sink one of his fingers into your cunt
- He enjoyed feeling the way your body relaxed and tensed as he fingered you
- The way you’d rock your cunt into the palm of his hands greedily when you wanted more
- “Does my little slut want more?” Logan would ask teasing you as you’d moan at the feeling of another finger sinking into you
- When Logan wasn’t fingering you in the bath he was literally having his face or dick deep between your legs
- This man LOVES to eat 🫡
- “Fuck Logan r-right there” you’d barely squeak out as his tongue would swirl over your clit
- Logan loved the way you’d run your fingers through his hair and slightly pull it when you were close
- He’d love having two thick fingers in you as he’d basically be devouring you
- The feeling of your pussy clenching on his fingers and how wet you were wouldn’t help Logan’s aching cock
- Logan loved to hear when you were nearing your orgasm as your juices would be dripping down his fingers and chin
- When he knew you were closer he’d focus all of his attention on your clit
- Logan would suck on your clit, removing his fingers from your wet cunt and instead moving one hand up to play with your breast
- The other hand holding your hips down as you’d pathetically whine, moans breaking in a mixture of Logan’s name and curse words as your heels would dig into the soft cotton sheets and fingers in both Logan’s hair and the bedsheets as you’d orgasm
- “You look so pretty cumming for me” Logan would say giving your clit kitten looks as you’d whimper from the overstimulation
- Logan’s favorite thing would always be as soon as he’d delve into your pussy
- How wet and inviting you were to him and how your pussy enveloped every inch of his cock until his tip was kissing your cervix
- He loved how you eyes would flutter closed and your mouth would would hang open to release the prettiest moans he’s ever heard
- “Fuck you can take all of me sweetheart” “just like that, you’re doing so good for me” Logan would whine into your ear
- It wasn’t a surprise that due to this man’s size and height he’d be well endowed 🥴🥲 forcing you to get used to his size (which you never really did lmaoo)
- Logan would be a liar if he said he never thought of getting you pregnant
- The thought of you being full and big with his child made him dizzy
- He loved how responsive you were once you were getting closer and how you desperately would grind your hips into his to get as much contact as possible
- “L-Logan, fuck don’t stop” you’d moan feeling your orgasm crash over you
- Logan would love to watch you cum underneath him before emptying his load into you
- He’d be a teaser so this man would still be pumping into you after your climax just to overstimulate you 😩
- “I hope you feel more relaxed now” Logan would cheekily say as he’d kiss you
i wanted to take this time to thank everyone for being so amazing and supportive of me and this page, don’t worry i will continue to write fics/smut 😭😩 i wanted to come on here and update on why i have been gone for a good month. I finally moved out and got a job 🥳 so i have been trying to get situated, but my job has been draining me and i get home so late all i can manage to do is wash my face and brush my teeth before brain rotting and falling asleep ☹️ i am VERY upset that my job isnt what i had hoped for and that my coworkers aren’t very kind, but i hope to go on autopilot to finish this week and hopefully in these trying times i can upload a post 🙂↕️ i have the Logan smut 80% complete, just need to finish it/add a few tweaks in there. i am so sorry again for going MIA, adulting just sucks so bad 🥴 but i at least am in a better situation than i was a month ago thankfully!!!
i also wanted to let anyone who may have been/is in any type of horrible/abusive situation like i was to please seek help and that everything will turn out for the better 🥹💗 i am not where i want to be BUT i am in a way better position/area than i was and i am very grateful! if you need any help feel free to DM me!
i love you 😽🩵 i hope to be back and posting more regularly soon!
Lalo Salamanca Helping Partner with Depression/Anxiety HEADCANNONS
🤍all fluff🤍
Side note: i am glad to be back, sorry about the wait, nothing is better but I have to keep moving forward no matter what, i love you guys hope you like this one 🙂↕️ I’ll be also updating a Logan fluff and smut too as huge thank you for being so supportive 💗
- Lalo has a touch of antisocial personality disorder 😭
- Like cmon this man is a little crazy 🙂 so to him someone being depressed or anxious is out of his norm
- He understands feelings but he himself has never dealt with feeling so sad or so anxious to the point he can’t do something
- Lalo lives for the thrill
- You and Lalo had been dating for a while now and he’s only ever seen you be happy or sometimes a bit upset when he’d have to leave across the border for his business
- He’d also sometimes make you angry just so he could make you happy again (please not in a toxic way though 🥲)
- Seeing you having personal issues or family issues would feel strange to him; both in the sense that he had never felt such deep devotion to someone and at the same time because his family was so fucked, that even when they weren’t on good terms they’d do anything for each other
- Lalo would be the type to try and have you talk to him so he can fully understand how you feel
- He’d love you yapping as he could tell that it made you feel better being able to express yourself, but also because he could try and understand your emotions better
- “It’s okay mí amor I’m here” he’d say softly as he’d give you a big bear hug and kiss your head, when you’d break down from all the emotions 🥺
- Some days would be harder for you and he could tell as you would be locked away in your room and scrolling through social media to rot your brain from thinking
- Lalo being the the loving man he is would cook you meals or try to get you out of the house
- He’d definitely would take you hiking or to his house in Chihuahua just so you’d see something else than the four walls of your room, even if it was the four walls of his room 😭
- Lalo strikes me as a protector as well, and I feel like he’d try and take care of your issues by giving whoever is giving you a hard time a “scare” to leave you alone or to treat you better 💀
- Lalo would also shower you with love in the sense of positive thinking
- “Look at my beautiful girl” “estas hermosa mí amor” (you’re gorgeous my love) “it’s okay muñequita” etc would be words of affirmation he’d tell you 💗
- Lalo would never force you to get over things or try to make you happier fast
- He’d love you for who you were even if that meant sometimes he’d have to get you to go outside for some sun or to eat a meal
- I feel like Lalo would be extremely compassionate with his partner and try his best to make them feel better, not because he doesn’t accept them being sad, more so because he wants his partner to see that things aren’t so hard when you’re with the right people
- He honestly reminds me of the meme “have some compassion!! Because this really affects people” 😭😭
- Honestly I feel like Lalo would get you a dog 🥺
- Lalo would most likely get you a German shepherd or a Belgian Malinois to be both your protectors when he isn’t home, but also so they can cuddle with you and be your emotional support animals
- Lalo would be very in-tune with how you’d feel
- I swear this man could tell if you’re not feeling okay when you guys are out and would make sure to have an excuse to leave early
- “I love you mí amor” Lalo would coo as he’d tuck you into bed after a long day 😭
- I know Lalo doesn’t sleep but I feel like he’d still try to for a bit as being next to you would comfort him
hey everyone, i wanted to come on here and explain why i have been MIA constantly, this is a really vulnerable post and i don’t expect many people to read it, if you don’t that’s okay. i will add a trigger warning for people because this talks about abusive parents/male figures and emotional/verbal abuse
TW: narcissistic parents/emotionally abusive parents/abusive fathers and talk of suic*de
i haven’t really been on this blog as much as i used to be as i started writing about Lalo when i had recently graduated from university with my bachelors and was still watching BCS after BB. i have been trying to get a job during my gap year, but with the economic/political state of the US (where I’m from) getting a job in my state seems slim to none. i have applied to so many jobs where i am even overqualified and have gotten the generic “we have gone with someone else/you do not meet the qualifications” which don’t make sense to me, but i digress. this plus living at home with a narcissistic verbally/emotionally abusive father has done numbers on my mental health.
i feel really useless upon a slue of other things. my mother recently had knee surgery and my sister and i have been the sole caretakers for her and it seems like more and more my dad is losing his mind and putting his stress and emotional abuse onto me while my mom is bedridden. this plus the crippling financial issues he has from gambling and buying useless shit + his retirement not being enough with food prices and bills going up. i have honestly sadly considered just taking my own life or running away and even joining the military to just have an actual job and being able to leave. honestly the emotional and verbal abuse from the military sounds better than being here in this hell hole.
i have also recently come to the conclusion that even though i hate my older sister for who she is/how she abused me as a kid all throughout my adolescence, i can see she was just doing everything my dad was doing to her and she herself was dealing with this abuse from him as young as 10.
i apologize that this rant is a bit all over the place i just wanted to somewhat vent and explain my situation. I honestly don’t know what to do and feel like i might take a break from my page for a few weeks. i think i will randomly pop in here and there. i currently do have a Logan fluff/smut ready to go i just haven’t finished it as i haven’t had time and feel emotionally and physically exhausted all the time.
if you managed to read everything i want to say thank you! thank you so much for allowing me the space to write all my dirty minded thoughts 😭💗 i love you all!
Lalo Salamanca taking your Virginity (Fluff and Smut) Headcannons
Warning: smut, dirty talk, fingering, unprotected sex (please practice safe sex)
SUPER late Valentines gift for my fluff & smut enjoyers
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above the cut off will be fluff and below will be smut i hope you enjoy 🫧🙂↕️ i have one for Logan as well so stay tuned ;)
—-> i am a bit off to a slow start for this new year but im hoping to get a better schedule going with releasing more work with more (older) men that i want to write from different fandoms (im looking at you negan🫣) i will still prioritize lalo and BBC/BCS though do not worry 💗
FLUFF 🫧
- Lalo never really saw himself as a romantic
- He’s always been in and out of states/towns and the few times he’d stay a while somewhere he’d only pick up a hookup for a few hours to a day and that was about it
- For you it was different
- You made him feel emotions he didn’t like to feel
- Emotions like fear of something happening or losing you
- It felt strange to him to have such deep feelings for someone, especially someone who didn’t know what he was involved with
- Lalo would try to not push you too soon to do anything sexual as he was also getting the hang of how being in a relationship was
- When I tell you this man would be sending you so many expensive gifts 😭
- Lalo would make you feel like you were a sugar baby
- Lalo would give you a white lie that the reason he has so much money is because he has a tequila business in Chihuaha
- I feel like Lalo would take you to different restaurants, both fancy and regular ones
- Once you two would have gotten to know each other a bit more he’d definitely cook for you almost 24/7 🥺
- This man LOOOOOOVES to show his love in acts of service so be prepared to be fed good 🙂↕️
- I feel like Lalo would 100% have major blue balls but would respect your choice of waiting for a bit if that’s what you wanted
- “It’s okay mí amor (my love) we can wait til you’re ready”
- When the time would come I feel like it’d be when Lalo would take you to his house in Chihuaha
- Neither of you planned it it just would happen after him showing you his home and having dinner
- It’d start off as small touches here and there at the table by the fireplace
- Lalo would teasingly rub your thigh in circles
- You didn’t know if it was the atmosphere the alcohol in your blood stream or all of it at once but wanting to pounce on Lalo then and there was an understatement
SMUT ❤️🔥
- Lalo would be a gentlemen and take you to the bedroom once he noticed that things were getting more heated
- “Estas segura princesa?” (Are you sure princess)
- Lalo could feel the tightness in his denim jeans becoming uncomfortable but he didn’t want to make you feel rushed either
- “Please Lalo” you’d whimper, “I need you so bad”
- Lalo could’ve practically cummed on the spot as he’d never seen you so desperate before
- Although Lalos dick was being strained he wanted to make sure you were taken care of first and that there was some foreplay
- He kissed up your neck while snaking his hand up your thigh and up your skirt
- Hearing how you moaned against his lips as he brushed his thumb over your clothes clit
- Lalo groaned as he moved your panties to the side feeling just how wet you were
- “Mierda, how bad do you want me princesa?” Lalo would groan as he’d use his thumb to rub small circular motions on your clit
- “S-so bad” you’d moan, gasping at the burning sensation of one of his long, thick fingers entering you
- You weren’t used to anyone else’s fingers other than yours when you were alone and horny in your apartment
- You’d be lying if you said it didn’t feel better than yours and hurt as they were thicker
- Lalos fingers curled up inside you a hitting a certain spot you weren’t aware you even had
- Your legs trembling both from adrenaline and how good it felt
- You moaned and panted as Lalo inserted another finger and with his free hand exposed your tits and started sucking on your sensitive nipple
- You hand one hand in his slicked back hair and the other trying to find its way to the front of his jeans
- Once you felt his dick through his jeans you heard Lalo whimper as you knew the constraint of his denim jeans must hurt
- Lalo slowly taking his fingers out of your cunt
- You whined, your walls missing the way he had been stretching you
- “I want to make sure this is was you want muñequita (doll)” Lalo said caressing your cheek, “if at any time you want me to stop just let me know”
- I honestly feel that Lalo wouldn’t try some freaky ass position on your first time just because he wants to make sure he can see your face in case you want to stop at any moment and also he’s not a monster who’d make you get on top on your first time 😭💀
- You’d feel a bit embarrassed being fully naked in front of him but it didn’t see to bother Lalo
- Matter of fact Lalo actually loved seeing you fully bare beneath him as he had your feet up in the air and kissed down your leg
- “Lalo por favor (please)” you’d pathetically moan as you just wanted to feel him inside; all the teasing starting to feel too much
- Lalo would set your leg down kissing you on the lips as he caressed your face
- You gasped into Lalos mouth stifling a painful moan as you slowly felt his cock head stretch out your entrance
- It felt like being ripped in two and was a weird sensation of both pain and pleasure
- “Y-you’re too big” you’d manage to moan out feeling Lalo bottom out
- “Shhh muñequita, you can take it” Lalo would groan kissing down your neck before slowly pulling out and thrusting in you
- Lalo would definitely be the type to give you words of encouragement 😮💨
- “Such a good girl” Lalo would say looking down to where his cock inserting into your gummy walls
- “Good girl you can take more can’t you?” 😵💫
- Lalo would try to hold off as much as possible not to cum as you were basically soaked and your whimpers and moans were enough to get him off
- When I tell you this man would love to overstimulate you 😵💫
- Lalo would be having your legs up on his shoulders making sure he was fully deep inside you, rubbing circles on your clit and his other hand rubbing circles on your nipple 😩
- The way his cock would be hitting your cervix would make your mind go hazy
- He’d know exactly when you were close as he could feel your gummy walls tightening around him
- Your moans turning into pants and pleas for him to not stop as you dug your hands into the mattress and his back
- “Just like that princesa” Lalo would moan as your cunt would tighten around him as you’d feel your orgasm wash over you
- “Such a good girl, you look so beautiful cumming for me muñequita”
- Lalo would pull out rubbing his cock on your swollen and sensitive clit as he’d cum on your abdomen and some of it landing on your tits
- Although Lalo wouldn’t be much of a big moaner he’d definitely whimper when he’d cum as his cock would be sensitive
- This would be definitely something you’d note for next time 👀
- Lalo would be a gentlemen and get a warm towel to clean you up
- Lalo would definitely be a big aftercare person 💗
- He’d kiss you on the forehead telling you how beautiful you are and how much he loves you
- “Go to sleep mí amor” Lalo would whisper as he’d kiss your head as your body was sore and exhausted
- Lalo being the man he is would for sure be ready for round two and more by the time you wake up 😮💨
Logan Howlett (the Wolverine) missing you and thinking of you blurb (SMUT)
thought of this as soon as i saw the gif and as well as listening to Chappell Roans song “Picture You” 🥺💕 sorry i know it’s a WL song but it felt so perfect for this little blurb 🫶🏽
“Oh I need you around, I’m getting close now” is the lyric that loops in my head when reading this 🫣
P.S this is not cannon to the XMen films/lore on Wolverines’ healing ability 😭 so please excuse my crappy rendition of it :(
Logan turned on the shower water to the hottest setting. He was exhausted and it had been a long day trying to catch up to Magneto. He was frustrated on the mission and frustrated on the fact he hadn’t been able to see you in so long. The hot water burning his skin as he’d suck a breath through his teeth as it sent a burning and ripping sensation through his body at the open wound on his shoulder where water trickled in; the water running a light pink color as blood mixed with it and ran down the drain. He missed being in your warm embrace and waking up next to you. The way you’d care for him when he had fragments stuck in his body from Magnetos horrible ways of toying with him since his skeleton was completely bonded with metal. Logan’s frustrations slowly manifesting into arousal as he concentrated more on you. The way you’d hungrily kiss him when he’d get back home, practically begging him to take you then and there. Logan ran his hand down to his abdomen to his cock as he slowly stroked it, resting his free hand on the cold bathroom wall, hot water pouring down his face. The way you’d kiss his jaw and lick a stripe up his neck as you’d straddle his lap and tell him how badly you’d missed him throughout the time he was gone. Logan whimpered as he’d think of how soft and warm you felt when he’d enter you; just how wet you were too, basically inviting him in with every inch of his being stretching you. The way your body reacted to his touch as your moans would get caught in your throat as he’d stretch you out; your cunt not being used to him being gone for so long, even if it was mere weeks. Logan tried to stifle his moans, picturing your rosy cheeks and the hazy look in your eyes, imagining his hand that was gripping his cock in a death grip was your tight cunt and the warmth of the water washing over him was your warm skin. He prayed in that moment that the guests in the next room over couldn’t hear his pathetic moans as he could feel the familiar tightening in his abdomen nearing. Logan envisioned how perfect you looked splayed out underneath him, having to always make sure he wouldn’t crush you under his weight; the feeling of your nails running down his back and how you’d dig your nails into his triceps when you’d be near orgasm, your broken moans turning into whimpers and pleas as you’d beg Logan not to stop. The hot water now coming out lukewarm, clouding his vision as he envisioned the way you’d scrunch up your face right when you were close, your mouth going slack as you’d throw your head back reciting his name in whimpers and whines like a prayer as your gummy walls would grip his cock, practically enveloping him perfectly into your womb. With one final deep thrust into his fist, Logan’s stifled groans turned into whimpers as he slowed his pace, feeling the cold water hitting his body and catching his breath. He washed his body, shivering and turned the faucet off. Oh how he wish you were here.
i am so excited to be back 🫶🏽💕 i hope my smut lovers like this one 🧚🏽♀️ i will be dropping a Wolverine smut right after this too so stay tuned ;)
- After a super long time away it wasn’t a surprise that you were both missing each others touch
- It had been about 2 months since Lalo had gone south of the border for business
- He was sweet enough to call you most every night, granted in the middle of the night, so he could hear you sleep
- Once he’d be back it didn’t take long for you both to have each others hands all over one another
- “I missed you so much mí amor (my love)” he’d say between kisses
- In the heat of everything and trying to straddle Lalos lap you’d somehow manage to end up straddling his thigh
- You just couldn’t help yourself in the moment 🥺
- Being alone all those nights and finally having Lalo in front of you was enough to set you off
- You’d rock yourself on Lalos thigh moaning into his mouth
- “Wow princesa, I didn’t know this was how much you missed me” Lalo would say in awe at how you’d buck your hips on his thigh
- Something about watching you get off to just him kissing you and being there turned him on to a new level
- Lalos hands finding their way to your hips to quicken the tempo of your bucking as your moans and breathe quickened
- Your fingers running through his hair while the other fumbles with his belt to release his cock from the restraint of his pants
- You hear Lalo whimper as you run your thumb over his swollen head
- You spit into you hand to have some lubrication to help while you pump his cock as you continue to ride his thigh feeling your orgasm nearing
- Hearing Lalos low moans and him sucking a breath through his teeth as you start pumping him faster wasn’t helping you either
- “I want to see you cum” you’d tell Lalo as you’d work your hand faster
- It wouldn’t take long after that for you to see Lalos eyes roll back as he’d let out a few moans as you felt his cock twitch in your hands and the warmth of his cum hit his denim jeans and your hand
- Lalo would whine a bit as you’d slowly pump him post orgasm, loving the way he looked so vulnerable in the moment
- “Your turn muñequa (doll)” Lalo would say as he’d grip one of your hips and snake his other hand under your shirt to play with your tits
- “Look at how desperate you look princesa” Lalo would say as he’d coax you through your orgasm, “and I’m not even touching you”
- One hand gripping his hair as the other gripped his shirt as you whimpered feeling the denim of your jeans overstimulating your clit after your orgasm
- “Cmon princesa (princess) I need to be in you” Lalo would say as he gently kissed your neck
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