Butterfly Ribbons

-29 || She/her - -Aspiring Mad Scientist-  -Two cats and a dog (who are all trying to fucking kill me) - A girl from the mountains stuck in the city- - twitter -

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[reallyreallyreallytrying]

when you're sick you're either a prince moder or a dog moder. prince moding is when you demand many little treats, drinks etc. i personally prefer to drag myself off to a secluded corner to either die or recover, aka dog moding

[yesthechaos]

[originalromanticsir]

Comprehension is paramount.

[stuckinapril]

are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me

[stuckinapril]

this is not just "look out the window and sigh" longing. i'm talking you're at the grocery store and you're suddenly hit w a wave of grief bc you don't have it. you don't have whatever it is you ache so badly to have. you go about your everyday life and yet it throbs under your skin moment by moment, almost as though it has a life of its own. that's the kind of longing i mean.

[daily-spooky]

[that-clever-oc-deactivated20250]

[sansc0eur]

She's criminally insane and seems like she would stab me without warning, i have to nut in her

[philsmeatylegss]

hey hey hey

Assigning you a song that makes white people go nuts (from experience)

[flippyspoon]

[plaguedocboi]

I hate the “open floor plan” that everyone is obsessed with in houses now. I want nooks and crannies and bizarre floor plans. I don’t need to be able to see what someone is doing on the other side of the house. I want places to hide and lurk and dwell in the shadows. I am the beast who awaits in the labyrinth

[femmeidiot]

wanting to talk to people is so fucking embarrassing. literally hi it's me again I wanted to have a conversation with you because I think you're fun to talk to. oh god you can just fucking kill me if you want sorry

[orkyydorky]

this too shall pass

[orkyydorky]

HURRY UP

[stuckinapril]

yes girl I think it’s incredibly sexy how indecisive you are about every single decision in your life. I also love how you haven’t let anything go since you were 12. can we make out now

[expiredcheese]

[creaturey]

ok this tag really got me

[bee-leaving]

...girl

[image-identificationer]

[desc begin: image one: two tweets which read "@/Nicole_Cliffe: If you normalized something (non-awful) because your family did it and then realized it was not, in fact, normal or remotely common, I would love to hear about it. @/momofink: Replying to @/Nicole_Cliffe the villain in my bedtime stories was always the President of the Homeowner's Association and I was sooooo confused when no one else had heard of him"

Image two: Tumblr tags by @/you-held-the-door: "#when was kid my dad and would play that game at the playground where the kid stays up on the climbing structure #and the adult stays on the ground to chase the kid #usually the adult is like a monster ora lava monster or something #but my dad always pretended to be george bush"

Image three: Tumblr tags which read "#my dad never let me roll down the windshield when we were on highways #because and I quote "the car is going so fast that the wind can topple cars" #and just never questioned it until years later #turns out he just didn't like the noise #also another thing:

#you know that game grown ups do with young children where they chase you around #and go "oh you're so cute could eat you up! I'm going to eat ya!" that kind of thing? #well when my parents did that I used to go "'no you won't, you guys love me. also I'm you're only child!"

#then my mom would go really silent and fake being contrite and tell me that #actually no had an older sibling that they cannibalized.

#| only survived because I was a cute baby and they waited too long and got too big to fit in the pot anymore.

#and it would make me really angry because knew she was lying but I had no way to prove it #and mom thought it was the funniest thing ever #anyway only found out in high school whenl was trying for a "lol so relatable" type of joke with my friends that apparently #having a long-running joke that your parents had a dead first child that they cannibalized isn't a common thing that other families also do #mmari rambles" desc end.]

[official-cannibalism-posts]

Official cannibalism post

[exitwound]

Girl you need to get out of bed faster than this

[lesbianredpanda]

I'm giving it all she's got boss

[catchymemes]

[infectiouspiss]

you have to stay alive. you're going to be such a beautiful middle aged freak. young freaks will see you in the street and know that things can be okay.