Im currently watching Brooklyn nine-nine while writing this :D
Part 1 -> I am damaged (Part 1)
(If anyone knows who the artist is for the art below please lmk xo)
I became friends with Carrie and Jamie today, they were super nice and insisted I sat with them every day.
Even though I made new friends I can’t shake the feeling of betrayal, JD just pretty much replaced me? We’ve been friends for years and one girl comes along and ruins it.
Diary, why does high school suck?
I hear a knock on my bedroom door and shove my diary under my pillow. “Come in!”
My dad walks in with a cup of (Y/F/D) for me. “Thanks”, I smile as he hands it to me.
“I was really expecting JD to come over today”, My dad frowned.
I didn’t have the heart to tell him that I may have been replaced, he’d be devastated.
“Yeah, he had more homework than me for today so he had to get that done”, I said, it was clearly a lie. I was just hoping the school didn’t tell my dad we were in pretty much all the same classes.
“Ah, that makes sense. I’m heading out to get groceries, need anything?”, he asked.
I thought for a minute. “Y/F/F, please?”
“Sure kiddo, see you when I come back”, he smiled.
“Thanks, love you!”, I yelled as he walked down the hall.
“Love you too!”, he shouted back.
I laid on my back and stared up at the ceiling silently. This shit sucks.
I walked to school, I didn’t want to have to talk to JD today. He’s doing my head in and I know I’d say something I regret.
“Y/N!!! C’MERE!”, I saw Carrie down the hall yelling to me.
I ran down to her and smiled.
“Hey!! Wassup?”, I asked.
“WE HAVE THE FIRST CLASS TOGETHER!”, she said jumping around happily.
“Oh my god! YAY!”, I said excitedly, I joined in with her jumping around.
“C’mon!”, she grabbed my hand and yanked me down the hall.
“WAIT CARRIE MY LOCKER”, I whisper shouted at her, laughing.
“OH SHIT, YEAH”, she whisper shouted back.
We ran towards my locker, and guess who I fucking bumped into. Yep, you guessed it, JD.
“Hey, watch where your going”, he laughed. Then he looked down at me.
“Oh, Y/N, hey where were you this morning? I stopped by your house to bring you to school”, he asked.
“Mhm Yeah I’m gonna walk now”, I replied in a dead-pan tone.
“What?”, he asked, he looked really puzzled.
Carrie chirped in, “OO! You should come to school with me and Jamie! It’s so funny and it’ll be more fun with you!”, she jumped.
“Yeah thatd be amazing!” I smiled, turning back to JD with a cold look and walking off.
JD was clearly confused. Which made me even angrier.
I went to my locker and glanced over at him and saw him smiling and laughing with Veronica.
I tried ignore it and went back to talking to Carrie.
Carrie and I walked into the cafeteria and went on a hunt for Jamie. He didn’t come in until second class, he had a dentist appointment or some shit like that.
We found him and sat down. They entire lunch I couldn’t stop glancing at JD. The first few minutes of lunch I could see him looking at me. He seemed confused. And then he saw Jamie, and seemed mad.
He was about to get up, a assume to come over, but Veronica went over and they both sat back down.
God this is a pain in the ass.
“Yo, Y/N, you okay?”, Jamie asked. “You keep spacing out”
“Yeah I’m fine, just tired”, I replied, smiling lightly.
“Guys, I have French next class so I’m gonna go home and pretend I’m sick. I have a test I didn’t study for”, Carrie explained, standing up.
“Okay Carr, see ya”, Jamie said.
Carrie walked away and I turned to Jamie.
“Does she do that a lot?”
“Skip? Yeah, mainly if she has a test she didn’t study for”, he laughed.
“She’s such a mood”, I laughed back.
We laughed and joked for the rest of lunch. The entire time I felt eyes burning into the back of my head.
“What subject ya have next?”, Jamie asked.
He jokingly blew a raspberry as me and ran off to art class. I laughed at i watched him skipping down the halls like an idiot.
I went off to German and sat down in the back.
J.D. walked into my class. We made direct eye contact and I broke it immediately.
He walked over and sat down next to me.
“Have you been ignoring me?”, he asked.
“Then why did you randomly just say you want to start walking and then agree to getting a lift with someone else?”
“Because they’re my friends and I like them”, I said coldly.
“I’m your friend. Hell, I’m your best friend! I’m the only guy you spoke to in the past 17 years of your life!”, he snarled.
“Hm, I thought Veronica was your new best friend”, I mumbled.
“What? This is all about Veronica? Are you serious?”, his tone got angrier and angrier as he went on.
“Yes! Why the fuck would you ask me to hang out and then right after you ignored me and cancelled our plans for another girl?”, I started to feel more rage bubbling inside me.
“I only did that cause of your little moment with Jamie”, he whisper shouted.
“And then Veronica proceeded to glare at me any moment she possibly could”, I continued on, ignoring his last sentence.
“You like Jamie, don’t you”, he stopped and stared at me.
“Well he surely treats me better than you”, I muttered.
Why does he look so pissed? No, not pissed, maniac?
I slightly heard him mumble something under his breathe, I couldn’t hear the full sentence though, because he got up and walked out of the class.
“Oh, you’re gonna live the day to regret saying that darling”, JD mumbled. Y/N only heard yo to the word “live”. JDs eyes were glowing with a sense of anger and a psychotic look on his face.