Love.Believe.Live

Random thoughts, madness, poetry & philosophy...

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Philosophy

Had my first spontaneous lecture in philosophy and I loved it ❤️ now I know that I don’t know anything - complete mindblow!

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Learn to say "I'm sorry" and to embrace the person. It's important. Stop raising grudges for those you love! Don´t live in negative emotions. Arguing brings you nothing but guilt, tears and a bad mood.

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Fear

The biggest fear I always had or rather have right now? To have a person in my life who will tie up my wings with thorny chains one day - not cutting them off, not holding them, not taking them away, but tying them up. You know you could still fly, you have that ability, but you simply can't. If you didn't have them, no matter if they were cut off, just gone or never been there, you wouldn't be able to fly anymore and would at some point accept the thought or at least put up with it and become comfortable with you staying on earth and not jumping higher than a few meters. 

You can free yourself from a grip. You can take back what has been taken away. However, it is difficult to break out these thorny chains because you hurt yourself every time you try. You are trapped and strangled because you want to keep rising higher and higher in the air, to feel the wind around you, to touch the sky because you want to sense this feeling of happiness, lightness and freedom...this silent desire kills you slowly. And the fear that a single person can take away this freedom - take away your wings and the abilty to fly - makes me terrified... 

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Just looking at this makes me feel cozy inside :)

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“Friends”

You know I always got along with everyone and always avoided conflicts which is why I always had a lot of people I knew and so called "friends". But to be honest I was lonely as fuck. They were exactly the kind of friends who didn't listen to you or had no time as soon as you had any problem. The kind who could only talk about themselves and didn't care about you at all. The kind that got annoyed as soon as you expressed your own opinion so at some point you just stop talking at all. Years passed until I reached my limit. I didn't want to be like that anymore and I didn't want to have that kind of people in my life anymore. They made it meaningless and poisoned it way too much. So I fell into the other extrem: no people at all. In a certain way I was alone but I finally could breathe. I could focus on myself and find out who I was. I started to love myself. I was myself. And at a certain point in time people came into my life for whom I would really do anything from the bottom of my heart and who in turn gave me everything and still give me everything they can. Yes, we are separated by hundreds and thousands of miles, but their presence is closer than anything I have had in my life. And I think that there really can and should be only a handful of people in life who can be called friends. Because they will always be there for you no matter what, they will always understand you no matter how you are and they will love you because you are who you are. And that's the most important thing, isn't it?

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The Beginning

I've been thinking about my first post for a long time but in the end I do not want to write anything poetic or profound (at least not now). Nevertheless I would like to share my thoughts, feelings and wishes with you and listen to yours in return. And now that the first step has been taken, let's go on this mental trip together...