nature-♡Love & soul °•

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To live for . Nature .

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Luck is on its way.

Searching in the grass for a four leaf clover hopeing some luck is on its way.

Sitting there picking for hours and hours, but the sun is turning my skin red.

I sat there to long today

All I wanted was some magic to play

So I kept picking for hours and hours , still no luck the next day.

Then I went to a diffrent spot in to pick , it was near some shade.

The fairy ring I seen that day , I thought sure was the jackpot;

Had a bunch of clovers but the search went on for hours.

I tucked my head down as in defeat upset that I spend 3 days with something I like and nothing to show for it.

I picked myself up and as I started walking away, I came across something odd about half way,lifted it up and in despite i found a 5 leaf clover.

I dont know if its magic, but 5 leaf you get granted 2 wishes and from there on I giggled and smiled, luck finally came my way .

-Becka

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No sleep for the wicked.

Up at 4am , rolling around in bed all restless like.

Up at 5am, scrolling threw facebook for half an hour then trying to fall back asleep.

Up at 6am , sleeping never happend. Im thinking to much about you . So i get up make coffee and turn on chopped .

Up at 7am, writing my thoughts down. Not even paying attention to the show , im more paying attention to what im writing. Sitting on this getto couch as im sipping my coffee im still thinking about you. ▪■

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Taken friday the 13th of april 2018. Looking towards highway 11A going west. Rocky Mtn House Ab. Beautiful evening to capture the sky. Be humble.

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Dear...

Handsome, I want to smile infront of you. .

i just wanna be happy infront of you

Because i dont want you to miss this beautiful doll . And how she lights up and smiles

How shes just full of energy

How she can turn a frown upside down.

Make ppl laugh

And be strong.

This lady is genuine .

she doesnt want you to miss her smile , she wants you to see her smile in action. :D ♡

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Friend.

Friend , ive known you since grade 3. I was only 8 at the time , now im 26.

I moved away at the age of 10 leaving behind friends , then theres you.

You were one of the first friend i ever had.

12 years down the road we reconnected, you were the only one who did.

now im seeing 2:22 and for the second time in a row as a fact .

A soul friend or a soul mate is it you ?

You are always there for me and tonight you rubbed my neck , thought something was wrong.

Im a very shy person , It takes awhile for me to open but, when i asked you you told me you liked me and alwayz have.

My friend , why now.? How come it wasnt sooner ? Now my heart its calm, and more questions keep rattling my brain about this.

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FALLING TO PIECES°•

In a clouded mind drifting off like

Broke lines lost at sea

Falling to peices

But you just don't care to see.

Lost in thin waters

Deeper than the ocean can hold.

The sea of tears holds the most

Oh oh oohhhh.

The feeling you reached in your soul.

The chaos inside my head it won't go.

I can't breath , I'm losing words to find in me.

Fumbling inside , getting weak in the knees.

My heart starts pounding

Because of you and me.

In a clouded mind drifting off like

Broken lines lost at sea

Falling to peices , but you just don't care to see. □

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Cute little guy♡

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Mountain range in rocky mtn house ab ca. Its beautiful. ♡ taken march 24 2018 11:30am.

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I thought ...

When i thought it was you my heart started beating really fast, pounding out of my chest.

When i thought it was you i started to smell your million / your playboy cologne

When i thought it was you , i was hoping it was so i could see you stairing at me once more.

But when it wasnt you i just smiled because i know if you were here youd want me to smile.

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When ?

When your in love how does it feel ?

It feels like your heart gets ripped out back and forth over and over again.

It feels like no matter what you do its not good enough so you cry.

It feels like when you cry he stairs at you like a beautiful fuck3d up mess she is.

It feels like he wants to say i love you but hides away because his insecurities are biting his ass so he walks away

It feels like you cant breath because your whole life just flashed behind your eyes as he walks

It feels like your stomach turns and churns because of the buttersflies when you see him but in your life you know ....

No matter how much pain she goes threw she will always love you.

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In a sea full of dreams ive encountered you in my sleep.

Its like its all real

The thoughts in my head , going off words thats been said .

I feel  you around me

Everytime i think bout you

Were safe in my white wave

The love of my life

The bestfriend i could ever imagine hed be.

I see him in my dreams

Dear dont wait for me, come over as you please.

Ill treat you good from head to toe

Ill make you your favorite bowls.

When i see the sun shineing

My hair glows

that captivating stair you give me once in a while

That smirk in your smile and that twinkle in your brite eyes.

 i know you will treasure my soul right.•●

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Sitting here

Breathing the fresh air

Sipping back a cold beer

Watching the stars in the midnight sky

Laughing it up ,sitting high in my mind.

Thinking that you should be here with me threw out my whole life °•♡

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