[chie-arale]

most ways of meeting people are pointless to me. i only care about bonds forged through fate.

moving forward - memento mori, when the nineth lion ate the sun.

[chie-arale]

therosecrest replied to your post “therosecrest replied to your post “im not… going to have a...”

It sounded like another thing, so I was worried.

oh... i don’t like worrying people. i’m sorry.

[chie-arale]

therosecrest replied to your post “im not… going to have a future.”

What does that mean?

i think i will live at best a boring life in which everything reminds me of bad memories :[

[chie-arale]

im not... going to have a future.

[chie-arale]

im really scared

[chie-arale]

this blog is probably going to reach its conclusion soon

[chie-arale]

i have no idea what i'm going to do after that. well, "i" am not going to do anything.

[chrononautx]

[chie-arale]

this blog is probably going to reach its conclusion soon

[chie-arale]

this is the most upsetting day

[chie-arale]

getting upset about something is really hard because there’s this big overwhelming feeling of “what am i gonna do about this?”

and it’s just unanswerable

[chie-arale]

honestly it's the kind of feeling that the title "i have no mouth and i must scream" evokes.

[chie-arale]

getting upset about something is really hard because there’s this big overwhelming feeling of “what am i gonna do about this?”

and it’s just unanswerable

[chie-arale]

to most people death is physical, but i am not all that worried about the body of flesh. death to me is a loss of purpose. and i have slowly been losing one for a year and a half now. i hope soon to finish this torture. i do not know what i will do after “dying”.

[chie-arale]

i am worried that i may metaphorically die

[chie-arale]

my fault

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i hate modern anime too but when commenting on it it is really not necessary to pose questions towards the fictional female characters regarding their poor design. i know, these are hypothetical jokes you are making, but still, can you please focus on the creators instead.

[chie-arale]

im probably being sensitive but it feels like the fictional girl is being blamed for her own existence. which is really not so nice to girls.

[chie-arale]

i hate modern anime too but when commenting on it it is really not necessary to pose questions towards the fictional female characters regarding their poor design. i know, these are hypothetical jokes you are making, but still, can you please focus on the creators instead.

[chie-arale]

i’m sorry that i am ultimately a rather hateful person

it is kind of just what happens. i think because most things that really upset me i don’t directly talk about.