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i will say i think i would make a really cool girl and really don't feel like i can totally erase it from my gender identity but it doesn't really match with public understanding of gender. i want double takes from lesbians and guys accepting me as one of the guys but catching my gaze for just a few seconds too long.

#w #blur voice girls who are boys!!!!!!!!

chimeralgam

you know fucking what in my heart, in my fucking honest heart i am supposed to be a spaceship pilot. not even necessarily in an extrahuman way. i would take that and deal with being human, that seems like a fine trade off. honestly fucking hell i'd take that and deal with being a girl. like for real. like for real??? like really real

chimeralgam

i would accept mech pilot as a substitute

chimeralgam

i have had similar realizations with different words or pieces. good grief yall like, (radiohead creep voice) i don't belong here

chimeralgam

you know fucking what in my heart, in my fucking honest heart i am supposed to be a spaceship pilot. not even necessarily in an extrahuman way. i would take that and deal with being human, that seems like a fine trade off. honestly fucking hell i'd take that and deal with being a girl. like for real. like for real??? like really real

chimeralgam

i would accept mech pilot as a substitute

you know fucking what in my heart, in my fucking honest heart i am supposed to be a spaceship pilot. not even necessarily in an extrahuman way. i would take that and deal with being human, that seems like a fine trade off. honestly fucking hell i'd take that and deal with being a girl. like for real. like for real??? like really real

#w

sighs heavily with melancholy.. if only i could be taken on an adventure that culminated in the most intimate and transhumanist romance of the century.. twirls my hair..

#w #i'm pretty sure i'm somewhere on the grey ace-aro side of things but mostly because the way i desire these things is a fickle and hardly #understood beast #anyway. i am normal. i feel like i'm on the moon.