Beyond belief

Broken beyond repair

[chimyfucdachunga]

Why now why did you have to come back now? Just when I gave up hope that you weren't coming back, it's like you've sat there and watched me be broken day in and day out and the moment I finally start to feel happy you've come back to mix everything up again

[chimyfucdachunga]

I think I've figured out my problem and that is that I trust too easily and I get too attached too quickly, as soon as someone shows me the slightest bit of attention it becomes my main focus and I can't stop thinking about them.

[chimyfucdachunga]

I am a broken man Indeed

[chimyfucdachunga]

Honestly I just want a break, lost the girl, lost my friends, lost my job, what's next? Don't think I have anything else to lose

[chimyfucdachunga]

I'll wait for you.

It might be tomorrow or it might be 10 years from now.

I'll still be here waiting for you

[chimyfucdachunga]

When is it my turn to be happy?

[chimyfucdachunga]

Glasgow 📍

Photo by Terence Castle

[expressions-of-nature]

by Evgeny Smolsky

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

when the "i don’t need anyone anyway“ act wears off and all i want is for someone to hold me in their arms and tell me their biggest fear is losing me.

[chimyfucdachunga]

Why is it whenever things start going great and working out it all falls apart at the snap of the fingers like am I doing something wrong ? Am I just not made for happiness ? Am I destined to be alone and miserable?

[borderlyx]

I wonder how beautiful life must be when you don't have trust issues, depression, mood swings, overthinking, paranoia, anxiety, detachment, isolation or fear

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[chimyfucdachunga]

What in the actual fuck am I doing ?

[potato-face09]

[chimyfucdachunga]

I actually think I'm going to give up being happy, everytime I start feeling happy it all goes to fucking shit

[cyberxbattalion]

[chimyfucdachunga]

The thing that hurt the most is the sudden realisation that I actually meant nothing to you