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| 1994 | she/her |

[chirimoia]

i can do it i feel positive about it and it's going to happen all according to plan

[toskarin]

talking with drunks literally runs on morrowind persuade mechanics

[hollowmaison]

[househunting]

$469,000/5 br/2 ba/1,860 sq ft

Philadelphia, PA

built in 1915

{hh insta}

[targetedknowledge]

[chirimoia]

i have a friend/acquaintance who's technically my neighbour now and i like her, but the bar will be in hell regarding punctuality, reliability and so on and she will manage to go even lower lmao. not that i'm mad at her at all, i think i'm frustrated at myself for even trusting her and asking for help with something (not even that difficult) while being aware of the way she usually behaves. i'm not going to initiate anything ever again or wait around because this is all too stupid and it's nearly every time we meet up in any kind of setting. like i'm really sorry you had a choice to say no and instead you chose to be like that......

[chirimoia]

this was all over text which adds another layer, we're both over 30 💀, but i told her i don't want to speak to her for a while. feels bad since we're on good terms but i can't tolerate "oopsie sorry can you forgive me for making you wait for hours and then cancelling on you i'm so sorryyyy" two days in a row(!) when i genuinely ask for help(!) anymore

[chirimoia]

i have a friend/acquaintance who's technically my neighbour now and i like her, but the bar will be in hell regarding punctuality, reliability and so on and she will manage to go even lower lmao. not that i'm mad at her at all, i think i'm frustrated at myself for even trusting her and asking for help with something (not even that difficult) while being aware of the way she usually behaves. i'm not going to initiate anything ever again or wait around because this is all too stupid and it's nearly every time we meet up in any kind of setting. like i'm really sorry you had a choice to say no and instead you chose to be like that......

[chirimoia]

and now the seams of my dress pants are undoing themselves for whatever reason 🫩

[lemonsweet]

Do you remember the episode of Spongebob where he's training gary for the snail race and does a coach persona + calls gary a girl and has an aside where he's like "I called you a lady to demean you 🤓" and right after he says that it cuts to sandy and she somehow telepathically feels that Spongebob just did something misogynistic and us like I feel like I need to kick Spongebobs ass for some reason. And then she appears just at the end of the episode to kick his ass.

[chirimoia]

i hate having adhd i'm open about it, it should be destigmatised etc, but i really hate it and idk why people either use it as a justification for fucked up behaviour or think that people somehow choose to have this disorder and should just cope. i currently haven't been able to find the key to my car for a few days. i store my keys at the same spot or in the same bag since i know how i am as a person if i don't check everything all the time. and it's the first time in my life that i can't find my keys since i'm hyperaware how hard people judge me as a racialised woman for misplacing my things, not to mention the cost of replacing lost keys. i still have a hard time to not jump to the conclusion of being a bad person whom everybody hates, and that's why i'm a flop, of course everybody avoids me when i forget sth, or don't think of everything by myself, or if i'm late, for example. it's demonstrative of how i was raised and how my time at school was, and i'm unsure if it has changed as an adult

[spicyvampire]

The way all the 2020s have done so far have been making me categorically against every new generation of tech that comes out is insane. Like I'm from a technological boom generation, saw the first portable phones, nokias & blackberries & flipphones etc, and the first smartphones, and the first ipods & ipads & tablets in general while still having cassettes & DVD & MP3 players around so I know how all of it work, I had computer classes in high school, I did the transition between home desktop computers to laptops and back to gaming computers. But then they started to put internet in your printer & microwave, everything has ads & AI now and every update is worst than the last. I literally loved technology and they ruined it

[sapphling]

transgender deadname on mutual aid venmo ignorance pact. i do not see it

[lamignonette]

[dayeadomingo]

We were so enthralled by this leaf on our walk back from dinner last night

[outofcontextarthur]

muffy’s lunch consists of three sandwiches and a bread roll

[jackafz]

SCREAMING Muffy sis…………..the carbs

[whyenn-reader]

''what if you regret it'' then you will expirience regret - a normal and unavoidable part of the human expirience.

[whyenn-reader]

''what if you regret it'' then you will expirience regret - a normal and unavoidable part of the human expirience.