i'm fearless

cha jiyeon. heiress. harboring her dad's lies and secrets. pet mom.

[chjyn]

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[chjyn]

「 ❀ 」 » checking in. is everyone okay??

really sad this place went inactive so fast. i thought it had great muns/muses/concept. if anyone wants my discord, you can find me there. :c

[chjyn]

argentred​:

rocky’s skin warmed as jiyeon took her hand, and she affectionately squeezed her delicate fingers around the palm of the other. jiyeon was one of the very few people she enjoyed skinship with, despite it being possibly her most prominent love language. she was typically so caught up in putting on an act of some sort, she could come off as rather cold. but jiyeon received a different side of her entirely, possible because there were so many parallels between them. “this is true! ohhh, bringing a plushie was such a good idea! i wonder if anyone would notice if i snuck downstairs to get my vulpix?” she says, half joking, but somewhat considering it if only for teddi to have a likeminded friend at the party.

at her friend’s question, rocky swirled the pale pink liquid around in her dangerously thin flute before downing the last remaining bit. “it’s armand de brignac ace of spades…but i…may have cheated a little bit,” her words are sheepish and vulnerable, and her french manicured nails disappear behind a throw pillow on the sofa. they emerged seconds later with a bottle painted in fuchsia chrome, a giant ace emblazoned on the front. she’d clearly tucked it away for selfish reasons, but she was ready with her defense. “there were like six more whole bottles, so i thought, no one’s really gonna miss one are they?” she concludes her thought by refilling her glass. she couldn’t deny that the endlessly refreshing glass had been a big contributing factor to the uplifting of her mood since she’d walked into the lounge, but it may not have sounded so healthy out loud.

&&.

     when rocky squeezed her hand, the darker haired woman filed it away in moments that brought her immense joy. it was wordless and yet it said so much– two people who knew each other and could leave things unspoken yet still acknowledged. it was a strange relationship in that no one quite knew how her brain worked and what made it tick– well except for rocky. if romantic soulmates were really surely platonic soulmates had to be a thing, too, right? the popular image of red thread intertwining destinies popped into her head. no matter the twist and turns, the snags and untangling, when two people were meant to come together nothing could stop them. that was how she felt about the blonde bombshell. the universe knew they needed companionship but one that lacked the pitiful glances and being treated like glass that could shatter at any moment. it was such a relief for just one person to treat you like you weren't constantly about to fall off the edge. for her that was rocky and she could only hope she offered the same comfort in return.

    jiyeon snickered, placing get teddiursa in her lap so she could wrap her arms around the body and allow her chin to rest on its head. "mm, everyone seems pretty self involved at the moment, whether with karaoke, drinks, or food so i think you'd be more than safe. besides, any one comes asking any questions, I gottem!" holding up a single arm, she flexed her bicep that was completely hidden beneath the teddy bear pajamas. she could only snort at her own foolishness before giving rocky her full attention once more.

    "de brignac what now?" she furrowed her eyebrows, silent cursing herself for never listening to her nanny's and other teachers who tried to teach her the finer things in life. she knew she liked pink moscato and any fruit based alcohol drinks, like pina coladas, but past that she was way out of her depths. jiyeon could help the giggles that fell from her lips at her friend's confession. she doubted helping herself to a bottle would result in any punishment in the form of anything other than a bill, and that was in the event of the worst possible outcome. instead of any judgement or reservations, she laid a light pat on her back, one that was meant to signal a congratulations in her conquest. "i've never tried it before. is it good?"

[tomorrowmydear]

Grief & Acceptance

Richard Siken, War of the Foxes | Rebecca Makkai, The Great Believers | C.S. Lewis | Maryam Mughal, Angel of Grief | Fortesa Latifi | Mary Shelley, Frankenstein | Chelsea Hodson, The End of Longing | Anna Blunden, For Only One Short Hour | Shane Madej, Hot Daga | Mary Oliver, Invitation

[chjyn]

━━ ∘⡊ ☾ ˚⊹ @winter-bears

jiyeon had been making her way through the crowd of people, her eyes on the prize of a bright green fruity alcoholic beverage when she felt like the wind had knocked out of her. she felt dizzy and her ears began to ring, her heart beating so loudly she was sure everyone was aware of its quickening pace. surely that couldn't be him, could it? no, it had to be him. she knew that laugh, that smile. it was still able to take her breath away despite the fact that she had been more than insistent that that part of her life was in the rearview.

she bit at the corner of her lower lip, certain she looked as lost as she felt. she was dressed in teddy bear pajamas, had barely any makeup on, and all she could manage was an internal dialogue filled with curses and what ifs. how could she possibly meet him after all this time? they hadn't left things sour, perse but it could've been navigated by two people who had more maturity and insight. "love is all about timing. sometimes being in love is never quite enough, no matter that lines Hollywood wants to sell you " her mom would explain, after another night of jiyeon refusing to leave her room.

and she had been right. after the intial shock, the two seemed to fall into something more.... friendly. kakao messages could be sent and the friendship seemed to allow both a freedom neither knew they were missing. still, he had been so busy lately that she wasn't sure the last time she had seen him in person. as handsome as always, she couldn't help but notice how he had filled out for his last role and was looking so chic. as much as she wanted to say hello, she saw all the bodies that flit between him, vying for his attention. she was never one to engage in something like that so she stood a safe distance away but still within his eyeline. after moment their eyes connected and she offered him a reluctant and embarrassed wave, hoping he'd recognize her and not write her off as an intrusive fan or stalker.

[chjyn]

not me having horrific imposter syndrome and feeling not cut out for this rp idk what's going on and I feel very sad haha.

[chjyn]

wretchedyou·:

hwiyeon hadn’t been planning on staying the whole night. sleeping around other people was unnerving – and be caught snoring? she’d rather stay awake for forty-eight consecutive hours – and the dessert table had sounded promising but there wasn’t even a trace of it, so what was–

oh. no, there it was, coming into view when the right person shifted and revealed a few glittering rows of sweets. hwiyeon excused herself from the small talk she’d been making by the door and made a beeline for the table, because she’d also heard that there would be a fondue fountain.

instead, she found jiyeon. well, she found the fondue fountain too, but it was…

“oh, jiyeon-ah,” she echoed in dismay, moving away from the mess starting to coagulate in the back. one glance at jiyeon told her that she didn’t need to say anything else, and she felt a resounding pang of sympathy when she noticed the slight shine to jiyeon’s eyes. i really do, she was about to say, but she couldn’t handle her crying! “i mean, yeah. i saw the bastard who did this two minutes ago. the nerve of some people.”

“who?” a newcomer cried out from the other side of the table, looking aghast at the sight of the fountain. “what am i going to have with my strawberries now?”

“i don’t know,” hwiyeon clicked her tongue, shaking her head in grave agreement, “but he better hope someone catches him before i do.” she waited for the stranger to throw up their hands and walk away, still babbling about their strawberries, before she exhaled and turned back to jiyeon. “okay, it’s okay, we can fix it. was there—a screw? did you take something out?” stay calm. stay calm. “usually there’s– oh, god. why is it bubbling like that?”

    she could only let out a rather unceremonious sniffle in reply as hwiyeon fully realized what was going on. she didn’t know if the hwiyeon had some magic mirror that told her when jiyeon was in trouble, or what exactly, but they seemed to have some otherworldly knowledge from an all knowing source. “i really am sorry...” she offered, her voice barely above a whisper. when hwiyeon glossed over her involvement in the malfunction she felt like she could breathe just a little bit better. she managed to crack a smile, still sniffling a bit as she did but her tears were beginning to dry. 

    another voice cut through their conversation and her ears burned bright red and she tucked herself in to make herself smaller, hoping to avoid their ire. the panic in her eyes was evident as her head snapped in their direction. before she could even begin to vomit apologies, hwiyeon stepped in a saved her, yet again. she mouthed words of thanks to the singer, feeling the embarrassment of the entire situation suffocate her. she could only imagine how the other felt always having to come to her aid but she was thankful for it. she wished she knew how to thank them.

    “i really don’t know. i dropped my marshmallow in there and wanted to get it so i used this fork. i couldn’t just stick my hands in there, that’s poor hygienic practice for events like this. maybe i accidentally hit something inside with the fork?” her cheeks were once again a shade of deep crimson as she tried to walk through the events that led to the malfunction. “oh gosh, should i tell one of the staff? is it going to explode?” she panicked, holding a napkin up to shield them from the chocolate. 

[chjyn]

lcvespells·:

lilith was almost over the party and was looking for something a little more their speed to get into. their need to cause trouble was becoming too much, and if this scene hadn’t picked up soon, they’d have to leave as quickly as possible. they grabbed another drink, being sure the bartender added their requested triple shots and took a sip of the finished cocktail, eyeing over the small crowd of people. some, lilith knew, some not so much.

they’d just looked up from their phone when a young woman appeared in front of them. lilith assumed they were attempting to access the bar, but when the woman spoke, lilith realized she’d walked over for a chat. lilith, being their naturally goofy self, struggled to hold back their laugh at the terrible pick-up line and squinted their eyes for a moment, attempting to put a name to her face. “ah, yeah sorry. i know so many people. i have no idea who you are. the pick-up line was cute though. definitely going on my list of the worst things i have ever heard.” lilith teased, offering her a smile. “what’s your name? you’re so pretty it’s a shame i don’t remember it.”

    the reaction was a bit unexpected but she couldn’t say she was completely surprised. it had been years since the two had seen each other and even then, it had probably been briefly between the flurry of others that attended their parent’s over the top gatherings. she really couldn’t fault lilith but she was going to play up the theatrics just for a bit of fun. she gasped, hands flying up to cover her mouth as she feigned shock, her hands sliding down to clasp over her chest. “why kwon areum, we spent so many dinners together shoved to the side by our dads and you don’t remember me?” 

     she tutted softly, arms coming up to cross over her chest as she tried to seem upset, eventually failing miserably and breaking into a large grin. “worst things you’ve ever heard? oh, come on! it wasn’t even that bad. let me try again: hey, i’m going for a walk, would you mind holding this for me?” holding her hand out, she looked at the other expectantly, making sure the hand she offered had the customer charm bracelet she had always worn on display, the charm with her family name easy to spot.  

[femaleidols]

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[argentred]

🎮 || closed starter for @chjyn​

the sleep - in couldn’t have come at a better time in rocky’s week, in all honesty. the tepid atmosphere of early september was clinging to her skin like a nagging memory, and that was precisely what it represented to her. late summers in france with her mother, preparing all of her flower shop stock for the fall with care and affection. her mother’s smile as she brought the small buds to her face and took in their scent, the way she always taught rocky to handle them with care — all thoughts that cut deeply when they surfaced, if only because they’d never be experienced in real time again. 

she was trying not to be such a downer though, and having this party to look forward to had done wonders for her mood. she was actually wearing a content smile as she plopped down onto a lounge sofa next to jiyeon, tucking one knee behind the other and setting a vibrant bowl of plump, purple grapes on the nearby table for both of them to enjoy. she cast a few surveilling glances around at all the pomp and circumstance, before turning to jiyeon. “as if the tents even need beds. do they really think anyone’s going to sleep with an open bar? amateurs,” she chuckles, ignoring the ironic truth that she’d probably fall asleep earlier than anyone.

[chjyn]

    jiyeon wasn’t exactly sure how she ended up on the couch watching eli shriek into the pink karaoke microphone in his hands but she was enjoying it nonetheless. she clapped along to the song, not really sure about the love song her was crooning-- she’d have to pester him about who had him so full of romance the next time he spent the night. still, for now she was content to sit and watch her friends have fun and soon they would make their way back to her and her mojito and plates full of snacks.

    she was caught mid gigantic bite by the beautiful blonde that approached her. she could only chuckle and try to stuff the rest of the chocolate in her mouth before offering a lopsided smile. “rocky eonnie!” she cheered, offering her a hand. it was a nice compromise between the hug jiyeon wanted to give without getting in her personal space too terribly much. she gave it a light squeeze, hoping to convey happiness at seeing her and so much more she couldn’t say at the moment. “there’s gonna be a few light weights, me included.” she chuckled, her nose crinkling. “plus teddi needs a bed to be tucked into, don’t you think?” she picked up the teddiursa plush she had brought with her, showing her to the older female. “what are you drinking tonight? can i get you another?”

[chjyn]

        ━━ ∘⡊ ☾ ˚⊹ @wretchedyou

     jiyeon could only throw her hands up defeat as she stared at the chocolate fondue fountain she had been trying to get to work. somehow she had broken it and now no chocolate would flow but it also seemed to be dripping something out of the back? maybe it was chocolate, she couldn't be sure. a look of terror slowly crept onto her delicate features as realization settled in. she had broken something at the fancy event noeul gardens had put on in front of everyone. sure she had the money to replace it thousands of times over but that was hardly the point. it was the embarrassment of being known as a klutz or someone who broke everything they touched that loomed over her like a dark cloud.

     her face had already turned a brilliant shade of red and she was blinking away tears as she tried to get the blasted thing to just work!! she could feel someone come up behind her and quickly wiped her face, offering a nervous chuckle that sounded more like a whimper than a laugh. “i didn’t do it, i swear. it just stopped working all of a sudden.” she turned and was greeted with a familiar face. “oh hwiyeon-ah, you always seem to find me in situations like this, don’t you?’ she had enough sense to look embarrassed and offered a bow of contrition. 

[chjyn]

         ━━ ∘⡊ ☾ ˚⊹ @lcvespells​​   

    perhaps jiyeon needed to get out more because she was sure she hadn't seen lilith around the building before. were they someone's guest? were they allowed to bring guests? jiyeon didn’t remember seeing anything about a plus one on the invite but she was also a total space case and couldn’t remember breakfast. either way, a smile tugged at her lips and she held a pointer finger up, politely excusing herself from the conversation so she could go greet her old friend. anything of her former life, before she lost her mother, brought her comfort and she clung to it dearly. seeing a familiar face that brought her back to happier days was always welcomed.

     “i believe we’ve met before, no?” she teased, offering a flourish of her hand paired with a comedic bow. “you must be a magician because you’ve cast a spell on me.” she was laying it on thick with the bad pickup line but hopefully it would jog lil’s memory on who the stranger that approached her so boldly was. 

[chjyn]

       ━━ ∘⡊ ☾ ˚⊹ @coldbluded​​

   to say jiyeon was a magpie would be, well, a shameful understatement. the girl had taken up the hobby of watching gemstone cutting videos on youtube and could recite in-depth information on their color, clarity, cut, and so much more just because of her love of sparkle. if pressed she couldn't explain it or convince others that it was for more than just their social reputation or worth but it was a genuine love for her, something that brought her contentment and joy. 

    the love of shine and sparkle didn’t stop at just gemstones. it was also present in her wardrobe, maybe to an almost tacky extent. she couldn’t care, really, as she loved it so it was no surprise when a face she had only seen through instagram caught her eye. unsure how to really approach him, she slowly inched her way towards the couch he was on, sitting a safe distance away so he wasn’t too uncomfortable. she did have a habit of coming on a little too strong at times so she wanted to play this one cool. “the latest number on your insta is so glamorous. i’m obsessed. how does a girl going about getting a custom lee eunseok?”

[chjyn]

             ━━ ∘⡊ ☾ ˚⊹ @mirrcrbvll​

    standing alone in front of the dessert table, jiyeon could only take in the sight in front of her. she had a wicked sweet tooth and more often than not would forego proper meals just to snack so it was as if the spread chosen had been plucked straight from her dreams and brought into reality. it had been so tempting, in fact, that the hip she had came to the event attached to had manage to lose her and she was having difficulty spotting him between all the people and the beautiful distraction before her.  

    with a soft huff, she turned from the table and her warm brown eyes scanned the room, hopping from figure to figure until they finally landed on a familiar head of pink hair. she couldn’t possibly partake in dessert table without him. with her eyes on the prize, she scurried away from the table, nearly slipping on the finely polished floor. what was meant to just be an excited greeting became a bit more full contact as she slammed into her best friend. “oppa! oppa! they have my favorite, ruby chocolate truffles with hazelnut filling!! who told them?” 

[chjyn]

uhm hey. this is cherry!! i’m so excited to rp with you guys. this rp came at the perfect time because i was watching drama shamelessly and just finished remarriage and desire and i really wanted a character kind of based off the drama but not really?? jiyeon here takes bits of a bunch of different plots that go on in the show. i def recommend it since its only 8 episodes BUT ANYWAY, i’ll put some links down there to peruse and put some stuff about jiyeon under the cut. i can’t wait to plot and write with you all!!

oldest child born to cha junhwa and choi aeran. 

 parents were an arranged marriage. aeran learned to love junhwa but he was always cheating on her and treating her poorly. despite this, she remained the perfect "trophy wife", doing whatever she needed to do to care for and protect her family, even lying. 

 her dad created a cyber security firm called soteria that has contracts with the korean government, as well as samsung and hyundai. while a good deal of his fortune was obtained through hard work, most of it in the last ten years has been through nefarious means, whether that be on stepping on the necks of smaller businesses, market manipulation, unfair contracts, etc. 

anyway about jiyeon. she did first and secondary school at private international schools in korea and then was at st paul's boarding school in new hampshire from grades 9-12. 

came back to korea to be with her family and do nothing honestly. she has the marks and intelligence to go to school for whatever she wanted but just….didn't want to?? she had spent so many years toiling away to make amazing marks and doesn't want to keep doing it, especially if her dad is going to bully her into a field she doesn't like. 

in 2021, her mother found out just how shady junhwa was and how many lives he ruined just for money and couldn't take it anymore. jiyeon found her mother's body after she didn't answer her phone. 

it's affected jiyeon a lot and she's still not doing well. 

girlie is naive and kind and her mother's suicide has made it so she wants to fix everyone and everything. 

she has major control issues now. 

miss jiyeon can seem very flighty and ditzy but it's because she doesn't want to burden anyone with her emotions and issues. 

she is a very dedicated dog mom.

she is || this close to losing her shit.

 I'm probably forgetting a lot but this is basically her backstory so far.

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