Chlöe Nichole

20 years old height: 5’5 CW:126 GW:120 UGW:115

[chloenichole]

i had a really bad panic attack and almost cried at work today because i work in a restaurant and my lead was like “oh all the new people have to eat the food on the menu so they can have an option” and first they made me a dish with chicken and i said i’m a vegetarian and i thought that would be it but then they made me alfredo and i had to eat it in a storage closet so customers couldn’t see. i had 3 bites and almost cried and threw the rest away and told them dairy made me sick. not a good day now i’m freezing and gonna make some broth or soup

[chloenichole]

i said i’d be 125 on thanksgiving and today i was 126.8 and i’ve been fasting for 42 hours and i’m not eating until i have lunch with my mom on thanksgiving so i can do it!!!

[summerbodgoal]

Girls don’t want boys girls want zero calorie alcohol.

[chloenichole]

day 19

i think i had panda express with my girlfriend like 4 or 5 days ago. it wasn’t worth it i just got a stomach ache

[chloenichole]

back up to 128 today so the self hate is ✨10/10✨ i can’t stand looking at myself without wanting to break down 🙃

[thinspirationgirls]

✨Reblog to lose 15 lb before new years✨

[chloenichole]

day 18

i think chipotle or panda express. i don’t really have any “at home” food weaknesses because i’m bad at cooking and lazy but i love those two fast food places and if i haven’t eaten in a while and my gf offered to buy me one i’ll often give in and eat

[chloenichole]

my girlfriend just left and today and yesterday i ate normally (like over 1500 cal both days) so my fast until thanksgiving starts right now at 8pm

[thinhip]

only reblog this if you WILL lose weight. lets see who really has their priorities in order.

[chloenichole]

day 17

i have anorexia and for 2 years i was bulimic but when to therapy for it. now i just have insaly bad rexia and disordered eating problems. i’ve had it since i was around 15-16

[chloenichole]

i actually ate a lot last night bc my girlfriend was here (pasta, chicken, garlic bread, beer) so i was afraid i was gonna wake up at like 129 but i’m only 127 so that’s good. i start work tomorrow so hopefully walking around and being on my feet all day will help weight loss faster

[a1mondmilk]

DO NOT FUCKING SCROLL PAST THIS

Ok I've always reblogged the warning posts abt ppl posing as 'ana coaches' contacting you, their ultimate intention to get photos of you, but it's never happened to me until now. I think a majority of the community (or at least the part I try to be on) is PRO-RECOVERY AND SELF LOVE. THIS CAN'T POSSIBLY BE SOMEONE WHO WANTS BEST FOR ME/YOU. IGNORE THESE MESSAGES, BLOCK THESE PEOPLE

I posted body checks yesterday (9/3) and recieved both of these shortly after

IMAGE 1 DESCRIPTION: Message from EXKALIBRO

"You could be doing so much more than you currently are, need a pro ana encouragement coach?"

IMAGE 2 DESCRIPTION: Message from ANACOACH23

"Hey"

That's all they said

I see so many people on my dash struggling and I fucking hate to think that anyone else has been contacted and pressured into doing things they don't want to

ESPECIALLY WHEN MOST USERS

ARE <18 OLD

I'm of age, my age is in my bio but not everyone puts theirs there, if you're under 18 (or older) please please PLEASE never listen to someone you dont know over the internet when they tell you to do things you don't want to do, they find people who are struggling and weak and easily manipulated its fucking sick. Please share this

BTW. I'm not pro ana (if I havent made that obvious) but I'm gonna use a ton of tags so people see this :/

[chloenichole]

this is serious please don’t interact with people like this

[chloenichole]

i just want to start seeing changes on the scale and on my body. my weight has been the same for way too long and i’m just as fat and sad as always and i’m tired of it. i want to see my body look different. i fast for over 42 hours regularly. i never eat over 1500 calories. i drink a lot of water and green tea and broth. i walk everywhere. please i just want to stop looking like this.

[chloenichole]

day 16

i don’t really remember when it first started. i was probably 15 when i wanted to start losing weight but i don’t remember why.

[chloenichole]

i’m never gonna fucking lose weight if i keep letting my girlfriend buy me fast food every time they come over. we see eachother like 3 times a week. when they aren’t here i’m fasting so that’s 3/7 days i’m eating fast food and that’s a lot. we just got panda express, (i got a kids meal) i also ate a whole box of pokey (200cal) and i’m gonna eat raspberry sorbet. i’m gonna make up like 128 tomorrow and i also drank barely any water today what is wrong with me. i want/need to be 125 by thanksgiving and that’s not gonna happen if i keep acting like a fat ass.

[chloenichole]

just went to walmart and the sales asosiate who helped my girlfriend was the person who r*ped me and i got super triggered and started crying in one of the aisles and now i feel really sick and anxious and i don’t know if i wanna starve of cry and binge eat...

[chloenichole]

i got an interview at the restaurant i really wanted to work at!!!

[chloenichole]

just finished my interview and ended a 12 hours fast bc my girlfriend rewarded me with mcdonald’s but also i only ate 2 hashbrowns so i think that’s okay

[chloenichole]

update: i got the job and i start on monday