The Chronicles of a Chlorophilic

Dina Andriani. 26. Muslim. Indonesian. I don't know why I'm still here.

[zibaldoni-elzapoppin]

[oh-okay-whatever]

Huuuusband❤️

[butchsandwich-deactivated201912]

[stream]

Our family doesn’t run from things. Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse (2018)

[chlorophilic]

I want Spider-Aunt-May

[stream]

Okay, you were… You were in her class, though. Right? Searching (2018) | dir. Aneesh Chaganty

[lumixercalderic-deactivated2016]

[sheabutterbitch]

A long time ago I took a course on the sociology of marriage and my professor said “With compromise, you both lose. As a couple, you must collaborate on the best possible outcome.” Ever since, I never prioritize compromise in a relationship, only collaboration.

[lilpieceofmyworld]

They are adorable 😍❤

[xhba]

Me: wtf I’m not 5 years old I can handle being out alone after 10 Also me when a man walks by me at night: A'uzu billahi minashaitanir rajim bismi-llāhi ar-raḥmāni ar-rahim plz God I’m not ready to die

[nawaffs-deactivated20200221]

Sometimes you just gotta read and not reply

[thoughtkick]

“Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to. It’s not for them.”

—

Joubert Botha

[coffee-and-quotes]

“Suddenly I wonder, ‘Where is the girl that I was last year? Two years ago? What would she think of me now?”

— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

[pbd]

take this test and put in the tags which trait you scored the highest on!! mine is openness

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[i-phones-deactivated20230702]

turn on the sound

[chlorophilic]

I have been feeling a little left out when seeing most of people my age are married. In my teenage years, I have always envisioned myself to have a successful career, and married at 25. It might just came true if I've done things a little bit normally than I actually did. Spending 5,5 years on my studies clearly ruined my perfect schedule. Realizing my feeling when it was too late and breaking someone else's heart apparently failed the only chance I've got to getting married at 25.

But why does marriage seem appealing to me? Even though I've seen broken marriages with my own eyes happening, there's the chance of getting out of this house that I feel like I need. I also feel the need to experience motherhood, something I've sworn I would do better. And then there's this atmosphere that I would be seen as if I've accomplished something if I managed to get married.

What's holding me back? The fact that I'm not financially stable is one of the reason. My current partner is not thinking about getting serious too soon, as he is in the same financial situation as me. The two year gap between us set the limit to what we think about regarding marriage. Both of us also want to do graduate studies, something that we mutually agree to do before starting a family.

It's just a thought why me and marriage cannot work for now.

[ruinedchildhood]

[weloveshortvideos]

[cassiebnuy]

rabbits only flop over like that if they feel completely safe btw

[heavytitty]

to elaborate: bunnies are prey animals and almost never have their guard down– even when they’re resting they’ll usually have their back legs in a position that allows them to quickly run away. if they’re jumping around it means they’re extremely happy!! and if they flop down w/o a care that means they feel very very comfortable and safe to the point of not having to worry about their surroundings. ^__^

[knitmeapony]

This is just the happiest video IMO. 

“PLAY! FUN!  Happy!  Play?”  *looks at dog*  “No, no play?  Naps?  Okay.  Naps.”  *flop*

[kimreesesdaughter]

The most important job tip I can give y’all is this: Do not EVER let ANYONE make you feel bad about your occupation. If it’s paying your bills and feeding you and yours, don’t you ever let someone make you feel less than. Of course you want more but you’re doing what you can and I’m proud of you. 

[sixpenceee]

I love this! From here

[okay-me-too]

Yup