Ever since Naomi and Chul left I gradually started losing muse for Alex. I was convinced that it would come back and I’ve been struggling a lot with him. I think mainly it was just hard for me to let him go since after all he has been here since the opening, but I also knew how much it will hurt me if someone else pops up with his face but a completely different character so I believe that was also part of the reason why I hold on to him to tightly.
And yesterday Alex was suddenly on there on the activity check and I felt a bit relieved actually. Because lately Alex has felt like an obligation, another thing i have to do like my assignments for school or event planning meetings. So I finally made the decision that it is time to let go cause that was an eye opener for me, I mean I did feel sad cause it feels like letting go of an old friend but this is supposed to be joyful and at this point being on Alex is not very joyful. It is a constant struggle and it has been for longer than I thought, cause too many times almost all of his close connections left and it’s been a struggle to start over because I have noticed that a lot of people here do not find Alex interesting or likable.
I do want to thank every person I have talked to, plotted with, rped with on Alex. I think you all are such amazing lovely people and I have so much love for you all! With that being said, if I do get muse back for Alex he will come back someday.