In a world that cheated me..

My selfship side blog (main blog: @uriayx) Neutral sharing selfshipper with Steven from Strangled Red!! (the creepypasta not. not the fnf mod. yall can have the fnf mod) WILL CONTAIN NSFW CONTENT they/it

[choking-hazarddd]

"Why should I play fair?"

Hi hello :)!

This is the selfship blog of @uriayx!! so i don't completely clog my normal account lmao . all follows and likes will be from there!! i also use they/it

My big F/O is Steven, from the creepypasta Strangled Red (if you'd like to read it, here's the link to the original story)!! I don't really care about sharing or not sharing, so we can yap about him together if you want :D (Side note: you can take the FNF vers of Steven all you want, that's a separate guy . i'm talking original pasta here)

In addition to the original story, I also have a selfship rewrite that I'm working on!! you can read it here!!

THIS BLOG WILL CONTAIN NSFW THINGS, MOD IS 18+ - not entirely, but it'll still be there. you've been warned . if you dont wanna see that shit its all under -> #heated breath

I ALSO HAVE OPEN COMMISSIONS!!!!

-> https://ko-fi.com/uriayx <-

No set DNI i just block at will :)

THIS IS NOT A PROSHIP OR DARKSHIP BLOG. THIS IS NOT YOUR PLACE

I do have designs for both Steven and my main S/I!! (last updated 7/24/26) I have a separate design for Steven because the one pasta image of him is Legit Pixels and thats very difficult to work with :( (i'll whip up a mixed sheet of my aus soon, which include Ghosthunters, Strangled Snow, Bandmates, Fantasy, etc etc)

Below are some headcanons i have for him for interpretation purposes that'll get added to later on. hopefully these plus my references helps anybody wanting to do letters or commissions for me!!! my greedy ass will never say no to more letters or commissions or art :)

+transgener..

+Full name Steven Gonzales

+He has light sensitivity problems. He wears the cap he has in his original sprite whenever he goes out, so his eyes don't hurt

+Hispanic-Japanese. Specifically Cuban. hes more connected with the Cuban side than the Japanese side, since the japanese side came from his mom and well. Yeah his mom didnt super like him

+That's a depressive disorder if I've ever seen one..everything's kinda a mess all the time and he hermits away a lot of the time

+Large and In Charge (274lb ISH, compared to my s/i being 145lb)

+Scars and bruises easily- still has deep scratch scars from that night

+Says he's not touch oriented. He is. Gods he is.

+Knows English + Spanish, unfortunately not a lot of Japanese

+Post-incident, can communicate with Pokemon fairly directly- due to MissingNO taking a piece of him for itself, he's now able to pull from some of its abilities

+Hair raises when upset (like dog hackles)

+Gets hot very easily (on account of he won't fix his damn ac and just got used to weird temps)

+In my version of the story, Mike's body became Miki, rather than MissingNO spitting out Miki

+He regrets his actions very heavily. Mike sometimes takes his body from Miki to tell him that it's alright. He doesn't believe him.

+Semi-frequently hallucinates Mike- more frequently gets nightmares

+Hair goes down to about mid to end-waist. It's very difficult to wash, usually requires help to reach

+[NSFW] switch (pathetic top, bitchy bottom)

+[NSFW] that mf loves to EATTT

[prometheus-adam]

how it feels to selfship with characters nobody has ever in the history of selfshipping ever selfshipped with before

[dormantshipping]

Can your F/O shoot a gun?

Of course they can, they're an expert with firearms

Yes, they can and have before

Yes, they can but we haven't seen them use one before

Probably, they know the gist of how to use one but they haven't used one before

Probably, they can wing it

Probably, they're not allowed around firearms though

Maybe?

No, but they're willing to try

No, they would be afraid to try

No, they have no interest in guns

No, they're not allowed around firearms

No, they just don't know how to shoot a gun

Remaining time: 4 days 10 hours

[bug-ships]

this song doesn't really have lyrics but the vibe is you and steven @choking-hazarddd

[bug-ships]

Girls want to be pretty Girls want to fit in Girls wanna seem like they don’t care But girls want someone to be there @morguehotline

[bug-ships]

okaey i'm bored again and i know no ones awake but when my beautiful friends DO awake from their slumber please interact with this post in some way so i can make a moodboard for your ship

the only rules are 1. if you have multiple f/o's please specify and 2. you MUST have s/i info available, even if its just a visual reference or backstory i just need SOMETHING

please and thank you i'm so bored

[inpixelhaze]

Hello selfshipper, i would like to play a game. Infront of you is your f/o, you must- Wait. Wait i havent finished yet. Stop trying to run to them i havent finished

[choking-hazarddd]

NEW REFERENCES JUST DROPPED!!!!! IGNORE THE HUGE GAP IN COMPLETION IVE BEEN SO BUSY DUDE.

(tag list under the cut)

@boundbyfangs @for-hopelessly-dreaminq @the-feel-of-an-angels-touch @eulogy-or-biography @bug-ships (dm to join my little tag list ^_^)

[canongf-archive]

i know that it can hard to crush on obscure characters because of a lack of content but also. like. it’s so fun. the source will give you bits and pieces of information and you get to fill in the rest. it’s like connect the dots. or mad libs

[freeroam]

would you rather your f/o be real in our universe, or you be a canon character in your f/o's universe?

take me there!!!!

bring them HERE!!!!

other?

izzy button :P

Voting ended onJul 29

rb with your reasonings for either!!! ^_^

[vergils-beloved]

selfship where one of u is completely tech illiterate but the other knows it all... and they always go to the other for help, even with the most basic functions

"how do i take a 'screenshot'?"

[choking-hazarddd]

ive been needing to redo Clover's reference (since I got a haircut and my dye has faded to the nothing) and it felt unfair to not do Steven too

[mrs-goemio]

Your f/o doesn’t say much when they notice your eyes start to water, at least not at first. They’re quiet, steady, and unmoving, while you’re over there sniffling like the world just ended.

Instead of teasing you, they simply shift closer. A hand comes down to gently ruffle your hair, resting there for a beat as if to remind you that they’re yours. “You cry too easily,” they murmur, their voice deep and calm, but the way they tuck you against their chest betrays just how much they secretly adore it.

While you sniffle and cling to them, they hold you with an unshakable strength, like nothing could ever pry you from their arms. They never tell you to stop crying. They just let you soak their shirt, their stoic expression softening only when you can’t see it. And though they’d deny it if you asked, they secretly think it’s cute, how you can fall apart so easily, only to trust them enough to piece you back together.

[dormantshipping]

Which one is your F/O?

Looks like an angel, is an angel

Looks like an angel, is a demon

Looks like a demon, is an angel

Looks like a demon, is a demon

Voting ended onJul 23

[sugarspicenights]

HI HELLO!! THIS IS FOR THAT ASSIGNING POST!! i know nothing of that series but im going to TRUST YOUR JUDGEMENT!!!

hi :) im Clover uhm . my f/o is Steven Gonzales from the Pokemon creepypasta Strangled Red (its up on my blog if you'd like to read it in full . i will probably have also added my selfship fic there too which is more canon to me as I have rewritten the entire creepypasta in the first chapter. Send help)

Steven is a very gruff person. He kinda spent 3 years holed up in a rotting house after killing his brother, so that makes sense. He is an ISTP (based on my taking of the test based on him) and a Sagittarius (dec 1), and is fairly adverse to talking and affection when he first meets somebody. He's adverse to talking anyway TBH but yanno. We're working on it. Again. Hermited for 3 years

Many of everything else is on my blog so uh. HAVE FUN HOORAYYY

-@choking-hazarddd

Hello Clover! :D

My matchup for you is Yamato Nikaido!

I went and read both the original creepypasta and the rewrite and I can definitely say this ISTP guy would be up your alley! He's the "leader" of his idol group, taking on a kind of responsible "dad" role, but he's also incredibly tight-lipped when it comes to his own emotions or personal life.

Yamato often helps others to avoid the spotlight shining on himself--he'll coach someone else and give good advice, but then walk away the minute someone asks him to have a heart-to-heart.

During the series, he has a big secret (who his father is) and has moments of desperation and fear that show his darker side, even going to the lengths of momentarily choking out a former employee of his dad.

While he has this darker side when afraid, he also has a warm side that genuinely cares about others, even if he is hesitant to show it. He wants others to accept him. He wants to feel safe. He doesn't want to run away from his past forever.

He has a lot of endearing quirks like a pet roomba he nicknamed and making character bentos for the group members who are still in high school. He cherishes his free time and relaxing, especially if he can just relax on the couch, watch tv, and drink.

Yamato might be moody at times or hard to read, but once you have his trust, he'll absolutely be loyal to you.

[lvmimis]

what's a kink you never thought you'd have until you found the right f/o?

[chaosrevivedx3]

gem i found on twitter