My selfship side blog (main blog: @uriayx)
Neutral sharing selfshipper with Steven from Strangled Red!! (the creepypasta not. not the fnf mod. yall can have the fnf mod)
WILL CONTAIN NSFW CONTENT
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This is the selfship blog of @uriayx!! so i don't completely clog my normal account lmao . all follows and likes will be from there!! i also use they/it
My big F/O is Steven, from the creepypasta Strangled Red (if you'd like to read it, here's the link to the original story)!! I don't really care about sharing or not sharing, so we can yap about him together if you want :D
(Side note: you can take the FNF vers of Steven all you want, that's a separate guy . i'm talking original pasta here)
THIS BLOG WILL CONTAIN NSFW THINGS, MOD IS 18+ - not entirely, but it'll still be there. you've been warned . if you dont wanna see that shit its all under -> #heated breath
I ALSO HAVE OPEN COMMISSIONS!!!!
-> https://ko-fi.com/uriayx <-
No set DNI i just block at will :)
THIS IS NOT A PROSHIP OR DARKSHIP BLOG. THIS IS NOT YOUR PLACE
I do have designs for both Steven and my main S/I!! I have a separate design for Steven because the one pasta image of him is Legit Pixels and thats very difficult to work with :(
(i'll whip up a mixed sheet of my aus soon, which include Ghosthunters, Strangled Snow, Bandmates, Fantasy, etc etc)
Below are some headcanons i have for him for interpretation purposes that'll get added to later on. hopefully these plus my references helps anybody wanting to do letters or commissions for me!!! my greedy ass will never say no to more letters or commissions or art :)
+transgener..
+Full name Steven Gonzales
+He has light sensitivity problems. He wears the cap he has in his original sprite whenever he goes out, so his eyes don't hurt
+Hispanic-Japanese. Specifically Cuban. hes more connected with the Cuban side than the Japanese side, since the japanese side came from his mom and well. Yeah his mom didnt super like him
+That's a depressive disorder if I've ever seen one..everything's kinda a mess all the time and he hermits away a lot of the time
+Large and In Charge (274lb ISH, compared to my s/i being 145lb)
+Scars and bruises easily- still has deep scratch scars from that night
+Says he's not touch oriented. He is. Gods he is.
+Knows English + Spanish, unfortunately not a lot of Japanese
+Post-incident, can communicate with Pokemon fairly directly- due to MissingNO taking a piece of him for itself, he's now able to pull from some of its abilities
+Hair raises when upset (like dog hackles)
+Gets hot very easily (on account of he won't fix his damn ac and just got used to weird temps)
+In my version of the story, Mike's body became Miki, rather than MissingNO spitting out Miki
+He regrets his actions very heavily. Mike sometimes takes his body from Miki to tell him that it's alright. He doesn't believe him.
+Semi-frequently hallucinates Mike- more frequently gets nightmares
+Hair goes down to about mid to end-waist. It's very difficult to wash, usually requires help to reach
hello baflams HAPPY PRIDE!!!! was feeling extra crazy and draw a big ol piece with some selfship mutuals' f/os, all of which are tagged and labeled (left to right, top row then bottom row) below :]
Sprout from Dandy's World - @for-hopelessly-dreaminq
Brian from Marble Hornets - @clobver-buonnie
HABIT from everymanHYBRID - @eulogy-or-biography
Ticci Toby from the creepypasta of the same name - @lovernya
Steven from the Pokemon creepypasta Strangled Red - yours truly
Josh from 2002 film Blade 2 - @its-just-hungry
Damon from The Vampire Diaries - @boundbyfangs
admitting fantasies to somebody else . is this anything
like. mostly during foreplay and maybe a little during the actual sex part but like. admitting how much they want to melt into you, how much they want to leave you marked and claimed and how much they want to hear you moan in their ear, all because of them
might i add: being told that theyve waited so long to make a mess of you, wreck the hell out of you and watch you cry.. wanting to hear you plead and beg for them..
admitting fantasies to somebody else . is this anything
like. mostly during foreplay and maybe a little during the actual sex part but like. admitting how much they want to melt into you, how much they want to leave you marked and claimed and how much they want to hear you moan in their ear, all because of them
found out @/dbzdaikobattle was posting harmful things about me!
all because I said I didn't want to be friends anymore! Wow!
I have him blocked, but here is what he has said about me thus far, from a trusted source!
I may be a "unwanted cuntfuck excuse for a woman," but at least I'm more of a man than you'll ever be. You're 22 posting this shit. Please grow up. It's not working too well in your favor.
Also, for the record, I DO have a mother! And a father! And they both love me and highly suggested I get away from you! Yay!
Also, for the record, I "turned on him" when I realized this isn't healthy for me. This stress made me hurt myself. I need to recover, and to do so I need to cut ties with him.