Brave and Bold

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TB Hair

When you realize that you have a nice hair before then just because of the requirement of haircut in school, you’ve lost it. ahhhhhhhhhh SADLIFE

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EMCEE? Me? Seriously???

Lately, actually it was already said to me that I will be hosting a debut, not really hosting but an emcee of the, I’m still feel shocked everytime I remember that I was chosen and trusted to be one of the official host of the event which very big. The celebrant invited more than 200 people and it will be held at a large venue, and I feel nervous whenever I remember that it will be going to happen on Friday and yet, I didn’t have practiced my script and memorized it. It is a great honor for me to be chosen as an emcee but this will be my first time to become an emcee, although I already did a lot of speaking front of people but still, being one of the perceptible coordinator in front is a very challenging one for me. It is very hard for me to talk a lot for the whole event and will speak spontaneously having eye contact on the audiences all the time. I need to be careful not to commit mistakes and prevent from eating my word or in tagalog, “Mabulol” in front of many people, I used to it everytime I feel nervous but right now I still feel confident but I don’t what would be the feeling if I will be in front of people although I have used to it before.

Actually they will train me to speak like an emcee, since it was a formal occasion so formality in words, speaking and deliverance of words will be improved. We will also practice the sequence and the flow of the event, and that was the one who really make me nervous because what if I forgot any of those, it was a big mistake that can be easily recognized so I need to stay focused. I’m still worried but I don’t have a choice I accepted the task so I need to work on it with all that I can. I will just do my best and give the confidence that I could to prevent commit mistakes. I will just ready myself.

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HBD J

Happy Birthday Janelle! It’s your day, I am hoping for the best for you and God bless you. I really miss you, if I can be with you for a day but we don’ t have a time for us, we are both busy. 

I really love this girl, she make my life complete, she’s very important to me and I don’t want to lose her, I want to be with her everytime, and if she could read this, Happy Birthday to you Labyu <3 mwuaaaaa... XoXo. 

Now, I want to thank you Janelle for evreything, for being there whenever I need someone to comfort me, and care for me. I always love you and give you my best to serve you. I am very happy, lucky and blessed to have you. I want you to know that you are one of a kind, you make me perfect and you make me like statue whenever I stare at you, you are very amazing and gorgeous :) A blessed Birthday for this loveable girl, wish you all the best, stay strong, kind, good, caring and most of all a loving humble person. Again Happy birthday mwuaaaaa...

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Whole Day of Sleeping

Today, I spent my day usually in church then after the service, I go to my bed a slept. It was raining and it is very nice to sleep when the weather is cold because I love sleeping when it is raining. I actually decided to sleep and wake up 5 pm but unfortanetly, I slept for almost 7 hours since I got home up to 7 pm. Then I realize that I should woke up when I saw that it was already 4:45 pm but I said that, I still have 15 minutes, then I continue sleeping and suddenly I woke up 5:30 and instead of waking up, I just continue, I just thought that it is too late for me to attend our meeting so I decided to continue sleeping.

Before I slept, I was invited to be an emcee of a debut of my churchmate, they say that it is a formal event so they need a formal emcees, I was pressured to know it and I refuse at first but because of their eagerness I accept it. I am so nervous to become an emcee of a very big formal event, and the tragic about that is, I don’t have any idea of am I going to do. I am happy to be chosen but I’m afraid to speak in front of 200 audiences, different families and friends of the celebrant. I don’t know what to do, they told me that they will help me and train me so no need for me to worry. The event will be held on Friday, September 9 so I will going to absent on Friday second subject for me to prepare. ahhhh it really help me but I’m too nervouse for it, hoping that I would have a good output in doing the task.

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Missing HER

This day, I really miss her. Actually I remember that tomorrow is her pageant but I have early classes tomorrow, so I can’t be with her to support. I really felt bad that I am not able to be with her side for her pageant, since we’re in high school, I really do support her in every pageant that she joins, but this time, I won’t. I feel so disappointed with my schedule, I really want to attend with her pageant but we have our activity in our P.E. class, and then I need to review for the qualifying exam that I am going to take, and also I have to finish our report in Gen. Math. I have to study hard for her to be proud of me, so I will do my best in class as she do her best for her competition.

I miss to bond with her even we meet last Friday but it feels seem so long, and I misses her very much. Her birthday is on September 6, and today is September 1. I actually greet her starting the opening of September up to her birthday, a week of greetings for her and I did this to her birthday since we’re on grade 9. I want to surprise her but I don’t have  savings yet, I actually have it but I bought something and then I told to myself that I can still have time to save money but lately, I can’t because we have a lot of projects, and now I don’t know how I am gong o surprise her anymore. Last time, I make a video for her that we’re together, the background music are “Statue” and “You make me perfect”, and for this time I want to give her something special and she lately she told me that she want a “Baymax Cap” because she really do love Baymax, I already give her some Baymax items and she kept it. Last time I bought  Baymax wallet for her, and then  I am expecting that she will going to use it because that is my purpose of buying that, that she will remember me everytime she will saw her wallet bu unfortunately, she just kept it in her collections and I ask her, “why you are not using the wallet that I gave to you?” she replied, “because I don’t want it to get dirty”, and I appreciate her answer. Now I’m hoping that tomorrow in her competition, she will win the crown, but even though she won’t, she will still be the most beautiful lady for me, except from my mom, aunt and grandmother, those three girls in my life our as lovely as her.  

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LAZINESS Overload

What a day!I feel so lazy today, it feels like I don’t want to do except from nothing. Actually I really want to sleep because I feel so sleepy. I just only have 5 hours of sleep, and then the rest of time that I was awake, I spend it in taking care of my grandmother who is sick. But before I enter the school, while I was on my way to school, in the fx I am laughtrip due to what I watch on the TV in my front. I am watching showtime and Vice Ganda is so funny on how “she” cracks “her” jokes and “okray” the contestants in the game “Pak Ganern” and the “Next Tough Model”. It really made me laugh and I can’t control it, I am laughing while the others our sleeping and busy with their businesses, but of course I have a shame you know, so laugh very silently as I could. But their or times that I laugh with sounds but very minimal only. It made my day good.

In school, when I was inside, I feel so sleepy,. I feel it most of the time but this time is very different, it is worst. I can’t concentrate in class but I can still perform well. I drunk powerade when we have our brak to wake up my sleeping soul. It is effective but only for a short period of time so, again I feel so sleepy, and still while on my way home I slept on the jeep and I feel floated, that feeling that you cannot think anything and you cannot absorb anything. But still I have a good news today, I rank highest in our ICT class and it is very unbelievable for me who cuts classes whenever I want. Hahahahhahah XD. 

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It’s better to be late than never, my quotation for this day because I was late. I already entered the school 3:50 pm but I have an acceptable reason. I take care of my grandmother for she was sick, my dad told me to be absent on school for this day, and I was about to be agreed with that but I remembered that we are going to have an activity today. So I called my dad to be the one to substitute to me because I have to go to school. My dad took care of her and I go to school. The reason why my grandmother is sick, our maid was fired due to her irresponsible leave. She have her day off once a week, and she this few months, she always have a 3-day off from her job without telling us that she will extend, and lately two consecutive weeks that she did that. Our laundry compiled and become a mountain of clothes, and after that happening she was fired. My grandmother sub to do the chores while we are still looking for a replacement, and that’s the reason why she is sick.

Today, it was still an issue for my classmates that I do cut classes, even though I have already used to it, but I am trying to change. I was not able to perform in our Filipino but I did in Philosophy. I am not being bias, but I am just really afraid of our Philosophy mentor. Now, my grandmother was okay, she’s not vomiting and her dizziness was gone. Tomorrow another day to be tired again and I am getting used to it for three months of being this way. I’m hoping that on next sem, we don’t have our Saturday class for us to have time for ourselves.

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That feeling when you never want to end your WEEKEND! And it really feel so sad for me to have classes tomorrow. I think I don’t have enough time to enjoy, because our Saturday class really affects my schedule and my time for myself. In fact, I do not really want attend my classes, but I need to pass. My parents pressures me to have high grades. I want to have a rest but I think I will miss school very much if I stop for a year.

Today I just attended a birthday party of my former classmate and surprised her. I spend my day with my friends because our hiking was postponed due to the bad weather. I am very tired today but I really enjoyed. I’m happy to have this 2-day rest instead of having a 1-day rest every weak. That’s all!

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SUNDAY Rocks! A day where I can sleep for more than 8 hours and I can stay up all night every Saturday. This day I woke up 12:30 pm without noticing the time, and without disturbances that destructs my sleep. I really do gain my energy and have enough rest for this day and again, start to prepare for another long week of studying and stressing myself. I feel so energized even though I just have a short day for today to have my regular activities but my body really need to have a rest for a day. I’m so glad that tomorrow I still have a day to have my rest and I will have to give it all for that day.

We will have tomorrow our hiking, and I’m so excited of it. I’m not yet preparing but already have my clothes to wear that what I need to bring hahahaha. Today, I went in my girlfriends house for she was practicing for her talent pageant, actually I was just guarding her from her partner. I was watching her dance talent and talk with her mom and her manager about her costume and about the pageant that she was going to join. I am just afraid to know if there will be a swimsuit or something daring to her talents but luckily there is none of it. I spend this day to bond with her and give a day for us, for I become very busy since this school year started.

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It’s Saturday! Yeah, a day where tomorrow I can finally have a rest. This day is very tiring as usual but it is also fun. I enjoy our activities today and  the good news is, I was one of the chosen student to take the exam to become a qualified tutor if ever I pass it, and it has an incentives, it would be nice if the incentive is additional grades. I’m also good today because all we do is very light and fun. I enjoy taking the exam in science because it is very challenging due to lack of knowledge in the exam, an epic fail but it does not hurt my feeling anymore.

I’m glad that on Monday we don’t have classes because it is the celebration of Nat’l Heroes day, and know what, we are having our hiking with my troops. I will really enjoy my holiday and I will make it fun for me and leave all those stressors. I will make fun but of course I will not let my studies be failed I again. I will make the change,I will not cut classes anymore and I will give my best for this grading period :D

Have a nice day and holiday as well :D

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This feeling when you are very tired of school, and then you realized that you are very heaps of school activities, all you want to do is to sleep. This day is not the worst, but this could be counted one of those,I was full of activities to do and projects as well. I feel so tired and weak but I need to pass, I’m hoping to pass in all subjects, and still hoping at this moment. I think that only my bed and couch give me the rest and comfort that I needed.

This day is so tiring. I want to take a rest for a while but I don’t have, my Saturday is occupied and the worst of it is whole day, 8 hours of classes and 2 hours of practice in our music team. I can’t even give a day or myself to get away from those stressors. If I could only have time machine stop a time and just sleep for a day and give a time for myself. I want to sleep for a whole day, and I madly need it. All I can do for now is to focus an have a time management even though its hard for me to budget my time in a lot of activities that I have.

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2nd Grading

Today is the start of our 2nd Grading in Filipino and Philosophy. And now we’re on the next grading, I already expected that it would have a more difficult activities than the recent grading period. Now I really feel pressured due to the impromptu speaking in our Filipino because I do not really like to talk and have a speech in front, it’s my weakness.I don’t have a choice, I must do it for my grade or else I will fail. It could be the worst of the news that I heard on this day, but Philosophy made it for me to be happy again.

I rank second in class in our periodical exam in Philosophy, and it really nice to hear. I am expecting that I just got the normal score and boom, it is so unexpectedly amazing for me to hear and it alters my mood. I really like our Philosophy in this quarter and it seems to be opposite in our Filipino subject which I really find fun and interesting. But that’s life, accept the things that I can’t change and make the change that I can make and that change is to make my studies more harder and have perseverance even though I’m too lazy to study.

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What a DAY!!!

Another day of stressing myself for our exam, the last day of our examination supposed to be, but unfortunately, our test in Earth Science happened to be wrong. Before I talk about that, let me share to you first what happened to me before those things happened. I woke up 10 am, and actually it is really my time that I woke but this day I commit that I will wake up earlier that I could but I failed, so all I can do in that time is to eat, then take a bath, because I leave at 11 am due to my long travel, so I don’t have enough time to review and do my assignments and requirements.

At school, our project in Filipino was not yet covered and when I arrive in our room, we still have half our to cover it, it is too long but the problem is, we don’t have scissors. So we wait for more than 15 minutes before an angel arrived who have a scissor because everyone at that time don’t have it. After covering it, I feel comfortable without noticing that we have our exam today, and the worst of that, I forgot about it. This day and yesterday and almost everyday is a challenge to me, but I must take it positively but it is too hard, because I am already going to fail, and it sucks! My grades before is very different in my grades now, waaaaaaaahhhhhh....!  

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Stressful Exam

Today is the third day of our examination, and we are going to take Gen. Math and Filipino. It is very stressful to me, distress actually because I didn’t review. I don’t have time to review my notes and know what? The subject is math. Going to school, when I rode on a FX, I did not realize that I was on a vehicle going to Sta. Lucia, which I learned when a person paid for Sta, Lucia. So also pay, and I said that I will land in Concepcion, and there I rode a jeep directly to TIP.

In school, start worrying because I did not review anything, and the worst is I don’t have enough time to have a review. So, I just hoping with my stock knowledge that I have. The first exam is Gen. Math so I felt nervous and worried if will I ever answer anything. When we are going to take the exam, we are not allowed to use our calculator, instead, a bond paper for our solutions. When I already starting answering it, I find it very hard, super hard. Then next is Filipino, We have more than 30 minutes break, and I review a little and made it, but still, when I answering the test, I confused with the question and didn’t know the answers. hayssss! worst day ever!