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Christine Eura. Snippets from my secret hub. Rocking the world since 1991. 

[christineura]

Pero that's life. Bukod sa life is unfair eh, you can't please everybody.

Pero that’s life. Bukod sa life is unfair eh, you can’t please everybody.

BABALA: MAGULO ANG SEQUENCE. I never thought I will feel offended, rant and cry over some sick stupid joke by some insensitive people today. But before I continue, I just want to say that what I’m about to write doesn’t totally define who I really am. This is just a result of being in a roller coaster of emotions, feeling of the offended and yeah, PMS-ing. WANT TO RANT, because I wanna feel…

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Wala na kong ginawang tama sa paningin mo. Lahat na lang mali, kahit simpleng bagay sa paningin mo mali. Nakakairita.

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Shut up, Tin. You're being rebellious once again.

[christineura]

Deprived of everything because, yeah, I [still] have no work. Hay. Patience.

[christineura]

Lord, I am losing my self-confidence and hope in everything. Please, make me strong now cos I am weak. I need you, more than ever.

[distractful]

I don’t think people understand how stressful it is to explain what’s going on in your head when you don’t even understand it yourself.

Sara Quin (via complajn)

[coral]

Once upon a time there was a boy who loved a girl, and her laughter was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering.

Nicole Krauss, The History of Love (via feellng)

[loveless-people]

“Breathe. You’re going to be okay. Breathe and remember that you’ve been in this place before. You’ve been this uncomfortable and anxious and scared, and you’ve survived. Breathe and know that you can survive this too. These feelings can’t break you. They’re painful and debilitating, but you can sit with them and eventually, they will pass. Maybe not immediately, but sometime soon, they are going to fade and when they do, you’ll look back at this moment and laugh for having doubted your resilience. I know it feels unbearable right now, but keep breathing, again and again. This will pass. I promise it will pass.”

Daniell Koepke (via lovequotesrus)

[larmoyante]

I miss you already. I missed you even when I was with you. That’s been my problem. I miss what I already have, and I surround myself with things that are missing.

Jonathan Safran Foer (via larmoyante)

[blossomfully]

Promise me you won’t do the same to the next girl who loves you,” she said. “Don’t leave her hanging like that. Love her properly, or don’t love her at all.

S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #126 (via blossomfully)

[christineura]

To the last night I that will ever think about this.

This is prolly the first and last I time I will write about something that was found but now is lost. *** This may not be known tonight nor forever but all I did was to protect myself from something that is more painful that what I see and feel now. Since then, every thing is so unclear. No matter how much I try to see things clearly, it wasn’t been. It was too difficult to see the right path at…

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I dreamed of a person last night from 11 yrs ago. It was so clear but I don’t know what it means. If it happens years from now, can you remind again? 

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Day 6

Dearest Kurti,  How are you anak? Are you enjoying your playground? Does your tongue spreads out of too much run and play with the others? I hope you’re happy wherever you are.  Mommy’s getting better every day. I’m missing you even more but I can handle it now comparing to the other days. Tho I wish I could still cuddle you in my arms like I used to. I just look and laugh at your cute yet silly…

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All about Kurt...

All about Kurt…

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Day 3 of Grief...

Day 3 of Grief…

My dearest Kurti,  How are you, anak? Your daddy and mommy misses you everyday. My heart is still hurting for your loss but I can gradually control my emotions now. Daddy said he can’t sleep because he misses skype date with us. I can’t help the feeling that I deprived him from the opportunity to spoil you.  I’m sorry anak, I wasn’t able to take care of you the best way I can.  Now, I’m somehow…

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Day 2 of Grief...

Day 2 of Grief…

My dearest Kurti,  Good morning. I thought I won’t be able to sleep, but I did. I was waiting for you in my dreams but you didn’t show up. Did you know daddy was sad because he wasn’t able to touch and play with you? He was envious of someone from the mall carrying a little pup who looks like you. I knew from there he wants to carry you in his arms. Mommy misses you, anak, so much like your daddy…

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An Open Letter to my Kurt… Mar. 5, 2016 My dearest Kurt, From the very first time I saw you on the video your daddy sent me, I knew I was ready to give you the world.