Match Week
Long time no see Tumblr.
I’ve been meaning to write to be able to look back on the chronicles of medical school stress this week in particular. Hopefully to look back and see that everything always turns out to be ok. It’s match week: where every single medical student who’s applied to the united states for residency finds out if they have their big girl or big boy job after years of schooling come July 1st.
March 11, 2019 10am CST: Find out IF I match + My 27th Birthday
March 15, 2019 12pm CST: Find out WHERE I match
April 25, 2019 10am CST : Find out if I’ve passed my exams and I am an MD.
There’s less than 30min remaining as I’m writing this until I find out if I’m going to have a job starting July 1. I find out if I’m going to be a pediatrician. Becoming a pediatrician was a new dream about halfway through medical school but boy, did it hit me like a train. It made the stress, long hours and time away from family and friends almost worth it because of how happy it made me. So while I’ve been focused so heavily on the March 15 date because I desperately want to be back home in Chicago, I should remember that as long as today goes alright--I will be ok. Pediatrics makes me so incredibly happy that it shouldn’t matter where I practice, only that I will have the privilege to practice. and work with families and children during some of their darkest moments and rejoice in some of their happiest. I have to remind myself what a real gift it is to be part of people’s lives during their most vulnerable and intimate moments. I love what I chose to do with my life and I hope that as the clock ticks to 10AM I get to scream my head off in joy that I get to do it everyday.
















