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I HATE LUCAS RYAN.
about time i did some michael and tori fanart! enjoy
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CONGRATS TO MY GIRLS FOR FINALLY LANDING THAT WELL DESERVED ADAPTATION <3<3<3
Ignoring the fact that Iāve known about this update for like 2 months at least Iām very excited about it!
Asexual representation in possibly one of the biggest queer stories in the UK and America is very important, I was excited about it in the TV show and Iām excited about it in the comic. People have this made up version of Tori where she is Michealās girlfriend and enjoys it and is fine with it, people also think sheās extremely affectionate and Iām not saying she isnāt but I am saying, she isnāt bubbly and enjoying her life with a boyfriend. The fact that Tori and Micheal donāt have a labeled relationship is very important for people to know because most heartstopper fans donāt think about the complexities of asexual and aromantic relationships. I think Alice portrays it beautifully and itās honestly refreshing to read a romance or a relationship that focuses on the emotional connection, itās why I read her so much, asexual writers are just better in that way. Having it confirmed that Tori IS asexual and DOESNT have a boyfriend but is still not single is such bliss for me and so many other aroace solitaire fans and I wish more heartstopper fans take it into account that Tori has her own story and isnāt just Charlieās older sister.
A deep dive into Solitaire, its Characters and Relationships
Solitaire is a deep, complex and entertaining book. Once opened, it becomes very hard to put down and it is the type of book you would read multiple times, listen to the audiobook version, and create a blog fully dedicated to. Solitaire has that kind of seasonal feel like when it snows for the first time and your feet are cold no matter how many blankets you put on or youāre nose keeps running because youāre outside waiting for someone to come pick you up and youāre putting your hands in fists because they might just freeze off. Solitaire isn't romanticized winter, it's the gross parts that make people hate the cold seasons but you still like them because it still has a nice feeling to it, even though it may be the end of you. Personally I have read solitaire in every season but Solitaire can't be beat in January, when everyone is stupid depressed and there isn't a point to living anymore.
Ā Victoria (Tori) Spring portrays this deep depression and bitter feeling that everyone feels at some point and she is the embodiment of the term āpessimistic complexā. While being a relatable character to everyone, I've found that she really strikes a chord with the Asexual/Aromantic community. In recent events, it has become canon that she is Asexual and most suspect she is on the Aromantic spectrum which seems reasonable due to her behavior around one Micheal Holden. Micheal Holden, who is Toriās friend and co-investigator in the Solitaire mystery, is (at first glance) an upbeat and strange character. Micheal holds the role of curious, and a bit mysterious and his and Toriās friendship forms from the fact that they both got curious and did the exact same thing. In many ways, these two are very similar and when thrown together by some force, Tori ignores this and uses some freakish defense mechanism that (to anyone else) would drive away the opposing force, however, Micheal is not an opposing force, or any kind of force for that matter. Heās just a guy who happens to be a little strange and who ice skates and is secretly mad all the time. When Tori and Micheal first interact, Tori does not in any way want to talk to this guy, in fact i bet she would rather have thrown herself out the nearest window than exchange more than two sentences at once. Michel wants to be friends with Tori, so much so that he will not stop showing up out of nowhere even if he doesn't mean to. Keep in mind that Micheal has no friends and Tori has one friend and that isn't even going well.
Ā Becky (who has been Toriās best and only friend for quite a while) is popular. Not in the sense that everyone knows her, more so that everyone knows of her and a couple extending details, this leaves her feeling alone in the world and her only support is Tori, who frankly, is not doing well in the slightest. And of course theyāre drifting, not quickly but over time, like a call that gets worse in audio quality over time. When Becky seeks support from Tori and wants to share things with her, Tori is disengaged, I'm sure she doesn't mean it but that still sucks when youāre the one who needs to talk. There are many versions of the book and in the first one when Becky tells Tori that she just had sex with her almost boyfriend. Tori is disappointed, she even goes on to say that it made her respect Becky more for being a virgin up until now. Now remember that the first addition of this book was released in the early 2010ās so it's a bit desensitized and there are probably better words to put it other than not respecting her as much anymore but it's still a good example of Toriās distance and self isolation from the rest of her public life, which brings us back to her relatable self destructive tendencies.Ā
When with Micheal, Tori continuously keeps him locked out of her life. When Micheal tells her that he wants to be friends, Tori goes on a tangent about how she doesnt know why he wants to be friends and says āi'm not some manically depressed psychopathā and they get into a fight that ends with michael saying āwell maybe you are a manically depressed psychopathā and everyone ever is disappointed because Tori cant let people care about her. There's a point where Tori and Micheal finally accept each other as people and decide not to question one another, they both care and they both are okay with that, Micheal is there when Tori needs him and Tori is there when Micheal needs her, it's one of the most beautiful things and their friendship and care for eachother is deep and true and it's my favorite thing in the universe. When Tori is about to get killed by a firework, when she's literally standing on the edge of death, when she's sat at home after Charlie's relapse Micheal Holden is there. Micheals constant anger has noticeably taken a toll on him and he has said āi'm always angry, other emotions just overrule itā he means that Toriās presence is the emotion that overrules, not in a cheesy love story way but in the way that when youāre having a bad day and then you go home to your bed and take an advil and drink some water, it makes you feel better. Tori is Micheals bed, Advil and water, no matter how cold the bed is, or how gross the Advil is or how unfiltered the water is. Sheās still there, overriding the constantly lingering aggravation with himself. When Toriās about to kill herself, Michael is there to save her, pull her back into reality and even though Tori isn't okay in the slightest afterwards, Micheal is still there, and they still care, even if the water is muddy.
Ā In between the 4 month gap between Solitaire and Heartstopper, nothing is technically canon on what happens between them but 4 months later Micheal has proposed the idea that they confirm their relationship status as girlfriend and boyfriend and this scared Tori. Not because she doesn't like him in that way, but because she doesn't want him to get bored of her. Along with Toriās asexuality being confirmed, it's also confirmed that Tori and Micheal had sex and Tori was sent a confirmation email for her ticket for the asexual train. Charlie and Toriās conversation about this is very touching, Charlie brings up that he once said that if Nick never wanted to have sex with him, he wouldn't want to either and it wouldn't change how he felt about Nick in any way. This is an example of why Asexuals FLOCK to Alice Osemans writing, it focuses on the emotional connection between characters, not the sex and tension between them. Charlie reassures Tori that Micheal will understand and he most definitely will not get bored of her (considering that they canonically stay together for at least like 10 more years) Toriās fear of a labeled relationship is an important factor within the idea that Tori is on the Aromantic spectrum, as an aromantic person, when a relationship that Iām in is labeled, it stresses me out. It creates this internal fear of commitment and that might be what Tori is experiencing. At the end of the page, Tori and Micheal are shown talking probably about her being asexual. My hopes are that Tori and Michaels relationship remains unlabeled because it's very important that different types of queer relationships are shown in mainstream media, especially ones that aren't labeled or inside queer norms. There's nothing like queer erasure from other queer people.
When Micheal makes his appearance in the heartstopper show i have a feeling hes going to get hate and im gonna be so sad if im right. i will fight anyone who says that they dont like him because he is weird. >:(
will we see michael holden in the heartstopper show? :))
Yes!
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Needed an excuse to draw Michael fricken' Holden
for no specific reason at all, can anyone think of any characters or real people who have a strong Michael Holden vibe? if so please write them in the replies
I only have Stanley from I Am Not Okay With This so far
EVERYONE SHUT UP MICHEAL BRAIDS TORIāS HAIR AND NO BODY CAN TELL ME OTHERWISE *loud stamp sound*
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uhh hey solitaire enjoyers how've you guys been holding up
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