[chronicbearpaw]

hi guys, i havent been on edtumblr for a year or two & i had to remake my account so im looking for mutuals :^} !!

open to legit anybody, as long as youre not a terf, racist, fatphobic, or under 16

i go by S so i can stay anonymous <3

to clarify: i am NOT pro-ana, i will never be pro-ana, this is a vent blog meant for me to find people who understand and tips for harm reduction plus just a safe space for me to be open about my struggles with my eating disorder. i am 1000000% pro recovery. if youre new to the tumblr ed scene, or are young, please recover before your life is ruined. you deserve much more happiness than what this road will take you to.

[samisfat]

i dont exist or think or feel or do anything. i think i died in 2016. ive been just gliding through existence ever since. im a ghost and i’ll never be anything more

[abnormall]

i’m burned out, i’m tired, i’m falling apart. every day is the same but simultaneously gets worse. 

[psychotikos]

[fancyyuki]

[caffeinatedopossum]

*sees a tree that is decaying and covered in moss with gnarled branches and knots in all the right shapes for climbing* oh my god body goals

[opendirectories]

[wishbleedings]

Finding self-worth through objectification

[headspace-hotel]

sure pinterest whatever

[putorexico-deactivated20241107]

my favorite thing abt being anorexic is how literally none of it makes sense. all these dumb little rules i have r contradictory, i dont even like the way i look skinny. damn maybe i should just sit outside n eat a banana.

[polypharmaci]

i dont think eating disorders are good i just work here

[chronicbearpaw]

btw guys sorry i havent been on here im not dead i just have been having a good relationship with food lately and have been slightly enjoying my life so i wanna see how long i can ride this wave LOL ill probably be back soon i love you all

[suicidememes]

[ashstfu]

[firegf]

I dont think anyone is unloveable u r spending a lot of time alone in ur room

[heyimboredtalktome]

just liked a post by my mutual #socializing

[oddbpd]

anyone: how are you doing??

me: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh anyway how are you.